1 00:01:05,570 --> 00:01:04,360 [Music] 2 00:01:11,429 --> 00:01:05,580 [Applause] 3 00:01:14,469 --> 00:01:11,439 [Music] 4 00:01:17,350 --> 00:01:14,479 bespoke radio for the masses headline 5 00:01:19,270 --> 00:01:17,360 edition july 8 1947 6 00:01:21,749 --> 00:01:19,280 the army air forces has announced that a 7 00:01:23,429 --> 00:01:21,759 flying disc has been found and is now in 8 00:01:26,149 --> 00:01:23,439 the possession of the army 9 00:01:28,070 --> 00:01:26,159 but the game is rigged change the game 10 00:01:30,950 --> 00:01:28,080 game changer 11 00:01:33,270 --> 00:01:30,960 i occasionally think how quickly 12 00:01:34,630 --> 00:01:33,280 our differences worldwide 13 00:01:37,350 --> 00:01:34,640 would vanish 14 00:01:41,140 --> 00:01:37,360 if we were facing an alien threat from 15 00:01:41,460 --> 00:01:41,150 outside this world 16 00:01:43,590 --> 00:01:41,470 [Music] 17 00:01:46,389 --> 00:01:43,600 [Applause] 18 00:01:49,030 --> 00:01:46,399 this is faith to black it's your host 19 00:01:52,630 --> 00:01:49,040 jimmy church on the game changer radio 20 00:01:56,980 --> 00:01:54,789 i need your help to get to the year 21 00:02:01,670 --> 00:01:56,990 1985. 22 00:02:06,870 --> 00:02:03,749 you are listening to fate to flag with 23 00:02:17,910 --> 00:02:06,880 jimmy judge on the game changer network 24 00:02:19,430 --> 00:02:17,920 [Music] 25 00:02:23,270 --> 00:02:19,440 good evening 26 00:02:26,949 --> 00:02:25,510 radio 27 00:02:28,710 --> 00:02:26,959 for 28 00:02:30,869 --> 00:02:28,720 the 29 00:02:33,670 --> 00:02:30,879 masses 30 00:02:35,190 --> 00:02:33,680 uh yeah man how you doing how you doing 31 00:02:36,869 --> 00:02:35,200 today is monday 32 00:02:39,010 --> 00:02:36,879 june 20th 33 00:02:47,110 --> 00:02:39,020 2022 34 00:02:48,550 --> 00:02:47,120 [Music] 35 00:02:50,869 --> 00:02:48,560 i would like to welcome everybody 36 00:02:53,589 --> 00:02:50,879 listening from all around the world all 37 00:02:55,589 --> 00:02:53,599 across the united states 38 00:02:57,750 --> 00:02:55,599 hither and tether to and fro back and 39 00:02:59,990 --> 00:02:57,760 forth up and down east and west north 40 00:03:03,350 --> 00:03:00,000 and south 41 00:03:06,149 --> 00:03:03,360 far and near 42 00:03:09,509 --> 00:03:06,159 this is fade to black for kjcr the game 43 00:03:11,589 --> 00:03:09,519 changer and on x networks 44 00:03:15,110 --> 00:03:11,599 i'm your host jimmy church what is 45 00:03:19,030 --> 00:03:15,120 cracking everybody how you doing 46 00:03:23,070 --> 00:03:19,040 how you doing all right 47 00:03:25,110 --> 00:03:23,080 ah man just got off of the 48 00:03:26,470 --> 00:03:25,120 disclosure fest weekend 49 00:03:28,789 --> 00:03:26,480 [Music] 50 00:03:30,229 --> 00:03:28,799 absolutely an incredible time this 51 00:03:32,390 --> 00:03:30,239 weekend i'll talk more about that in 52 00:03:34,309 --> 00:03:32,400 just a minute 53 00:03:37,110 --> 00:03:34,319 tonight 54 00:03:39,110 --> 00:03:37,120 kicking off another amazing week here on 55 00:03:40,550 --> 00:03:39,120 fade to black 56 00:03:42,789 --> 00:03:40,560 cruise 57 00:03:45,350 --> 00:03:42,799 that's right cruz joins us for the first 58 00:03:50,149 --> 00:03:47,910 an amazing artist an amazing artist and 59 00:03:53,030 --> 00:03:50,159 musician and uh we're going to be 60 00:03:54,869 --> 00:03:53,040 talking about all of that tonight 61 00:03:58,229 --> 00:03:54,879 um and 62 00:04:00,229 --> 00:03:58,239 consciousness from the streets 63 00:04:02,869 --> 00:04:00,239 yeah you need to go and check out all of 64 00:04:05,030 --> 00:04:02,879 cruz's stuff and his links 65 00:04:07,110 --> 00:04:05,040 are uh posted down below and you can go 66 00:04:08,630 --> 00:04:07,120 and check out all of his all of his 67 00:04:11,110 --> 00:04:08,640 music and videos and stuff it's 68 00:04:12,789 --> 00:04:11,120 absolutely incredible cruz is with us 69 00:04:14,550 --> 00:04:12,799 i've been talking about and following 70 00:04:17,590 --> 00:04:14,560 him for years 71 00:04:19,270 --> 00:04:17,600 and tonight finally i've got cruz on the 72 00:04:23,030 --> 00:04:19,280 show tomorrow night 73 00:04:25,510 --> 00:04:23,040 karen dalman is back with us 74 00:04:28,070 --> 00:04:25,520 that's right tomorrow night and uh we're 75 00:04:29,590 --> 00:04:28,080 going to be doing tomorrow night the 76 00:04:30,710 --> 00:04:29,600 history of 77 00:04:32,230 --> 00:04:30,720 ouija 78 00:04:34,950 --> 00:04:32,240 101 79 00:04:37,590 --> 00:04:34,960 that's right a master class tomorrow 80 00:04:39,110 --> 00:04:37,600 night there will be a pop quiz 81 00:04:40,550 --> 00:04:39,120 so get ready for that 82 00:04:43,830 --> 00:04:40,560 and uh because 83 00:04:45,749 --> 00:04:43,840 we are able to 84 00:04:49,430 --> 00:04:45,759 to do video now 85 00:04:50,230 --> 00:04:49,440 she has got uh the extreme 86 00:04:52,870 --> 00:04:50,240 uh 87 00:04:54,150 --> 00:04:52,880 ouija board collection and planchettes 88 00:04:57,110 --> 00:04:54,160 and stuff and so we're going to go 89 00:04:59,270 --> 00:04:57,120 through all of that uh tomorrow night 90 00:05:00,870 --> 00:04:59,280 it's gonna be amazing with karen dalman 91 00:05:03,909 --> 00:05:00,880 so get ready 92 00:05:07,670 --> 00:05:03,919 and uh wednesday night 93 00:05:11,510 --> 00:05:07,680 i promised and this is going down 94 00:05:13,430 --> 00:05:11,520 wednesday night david palmer is with us 95 00:05:15,830 --> 00:05:13,440 and uh you know we had david on the show 96 00:05:18,230 --> 00:05:15,840 last week briefly 97 00:05:20,629 --> 00:05:18,240 uh for disclosure fest 98 00:05:23,029 --> 00:05:20,639 and i wanted i've been wanting him on 99 00:05:25,189 --> 00:05:23,039 the show now for over a year 100 00:05:28,790 --> 00:05:25,199 and 101 00:05:31,830 --> 00:05:28,800 his presentation at disclosure fest 102 00:05:34,550 --> 00:05:31,840 was electrifying well i'll get i'll get 103 00:05:35,510 --> 00:05:34,560 around to to everything in in just a bit 104 00:05:36,830 --> 00:05:35,520 but 105 00:05:41,749 --> 00:05:36,840 um 106 00:05:43,830 --> 00:05:41,759 captivating just strong and and and i've 107 00:05:45,990 --> 00:05:43,840 got david palmer with this on wednesday 108 00:05:47,830 --> 00:05:46,000 night i cannot wait for that so great 109 00:05:51,270 --> 00:05:47,840 week thursday is another fader night 110 00:05:52,390 --> 00:05:51,280 with open lines all night long 111 00:05:54,390 --> 00:05:52,400 all right 112 00:05:58,710 --> 00:05:54,400 that's our week this week on fade to 113 00:06:01,350 --> 00:05:58,720 black what what a weekend what a weekend 114 00:06:01,770 --> 00:06:01,360 uh billy carson flew in 115 00:06:02,950 --> 00:06:01,780 um 116 00:06:07,270 --> 00:06:02,960 [Music] 117 00:06:09,430 --> 00:06:07,280 man uh robert grant laura eisenhower 118 00:06:11,909 --> 00:06:09,440 this is just on our stage 119 00:06:13,909 --> 00:06:11,919 and uh i did a live stream i'll talk 120 00:06:16,710 --> 00:06:13,919 more about this later but 121 00:06:18,309 --> 00:06:16,720 when uh trevor hall hit the stage 122 00:06:21,510 --> 00:06:18,319 um we 123 00:06:23,909 --> 00:06:21,520 the disclosure the fade to black tent 124 00:06:26,150 --> 00:06:23,919 was off on the other you know this is a 125 00:06:28,309 --> 00:06:26,160 big big place and 126 00:06:29,909 --> 00:06:28,319 so we were off and away and i didn't 127 00:06:31,909 --> 00:06:29,919 have a chance 128 00:06:33,029 --> 00:06:31,919 uh to get over to the main stage except 129 00:06:35,110 --> 00:06:33,039 for when 130 00:06:37,749 --> 00:06:35,120 i started the mass meditation and 131 00:06:40,070 --> 00:06:37,759 there's videos out of that too as well 132 00:06:42,150 --> 00:06:40,080 and i think it was live streamed 133 00:06:44,150 --> 00:06:42,160 but i didn't get back to the main stage 134 00:06:45,670 --> 00:06:44,160 until trevor hall but i did a live 135 00:06:48,309 --> 00:06:45,680 stream of that 136 00:06:50,469 --> 00:06:48,319 of three or four songs so if you go over 137 00:06:52,710 --> 00:06:50,479 to my facebook page 138 00:06:54,870 --> 00:06:52,720 and uh you can see the live stream there 139 00:06:55,749 --> 00:06:54,880 i would have posted the live stream up 140 00:06:56,710 --> 00:06:55,759 on 141 00:06:58,870 --> 00:06:56,720 uh 142 00:07:02,230 --> 00:06:58,880 on youtube but check this out 143 00:07:05,670 --> 00:07:02,240 and i've i've tried to figure this out 144 00:07:08,550 --> 00:07:05,680 but if you download a video 145 00:07:10,950 --> 00:07:08,560 that you've posted on 146 00:07:13,350 --> 00:07:10,960 facebook right you do a live stream and 147 00:07:15,909 --> 00:07:13,360 then you bring that over that file which 148 00:07:18,550 --> 00:07:15,919 is there it's an mp4 it looks solid you 149 00:07:21,350 --> 00:07:18,560 bring it oh it doesn't have audio 150 00:07:23,749 --> 00:07:21,360 it's weird in in your editing software 151 00:07:26,550 --> 00:07:23,759 it'll play back 152 00:07:29,189 --> 00:07:26,560 but it won't it's weird 153 00:07:32,309 --> 00:07:29,199 it's absolutely weird so the only way i 154 00:07:34,230 --> 00:07:32,319 can do it is to extract the audio and 155 00:07:36,070 --> 00:07:34,240 then recombine it and i just didn't 156 00:07:37,589 --> 00:07:36,080 happen to have the time but but i'm 157 00:07:39,510 --> 00:07:37,599 gonna get that up because trevor hall 158 00:07:42,469 --> 00:07:39,520 was absolutely amazing 159 00:07:45,350 --> 00:07:42,479 so uh but after all of that you know 160 00:07:46,550 --> 00:07:45,360 today's only monday 161 00:07:49,430 --> 00:07:46,560 uh 162 00:07:51,749 --> 00:07:49,440 sunday 163 00:07:53,830 --> 00:07:51,759 uh working on the show and getting other 164 00:07:54,869 --> 00:07:53,840 stuff done i i just haven't stopped 165 00:07:56,950 --> 00:07:54,879 working 166 00:08:00,790 --> 00:07:56,960 and we're right back to fade to black 167 00:08:02,950 --> 00:08:00,800 today so uh back in the swing of things 168 00:08:04,710 --> 00:08:02,960 i feel like i haven't stopped well it's 169 00:08:05,749 --> 00:08:04,720 because i haven't you can follow me on 170 00:08:07,029 --> 00:08:05,759 twitter 171 00:08:09,110 --> 00:08:07,039 at j 172 00:08:09,830 --> 00:08:09,120 church radio you can follow me right 173 00:08:14,629 --> 00:08:09,840 there 174 00:08:16,790 --> 00:08:14,639 um i didn't post um my pictures 175 00:08:18,550 --> 00:08:16,800 uh straight off of my phone every 176 00:08:20,950 --> 00:08:18,560 picture that i took 177 00:08:22,869 --> 00:08:20,960 at disclosure fest is over on my 178 00:08:23,670 --> 00:08:22,879 personal facebook page so if you want to 179 00:08:26,070 --> 00:08:23,680 go 180 00:08:27,110 --> 00:08:26,080 and check out those photos they are 181 00:08:30,309 --> 00:08:27,120 there 182 00:08:31,270 --> 00:08:30,319 um and on thursday night i'll swing back 183 00:08:33,269 --> 00:08:31,280 around 184 00:08:36,149 --> 00:08:33,279 and and get them into twitter and we'll 185 00:08:38,310 --> 00:08:36,159 talk about it on the show okay 186 00:08:41,269 --> 00:08:38,320 all right follow me on twitter at j 187 00:08:43,430 --> 00:08:41,279 church radio i did some posting today i 188 00:08:46,070 --> 00:08:43,440 think i did a little yesterday maybe or 189 00:08:49,190 --> 00:08:46,080 was it just today can't remember 190 00:08:50,790 --> 00:08:49,200 um on instagram so uh head over to my 191 00:08:52,150 --> 00:08:50,800 instagram page if you want to see some 192 00:08:56,070 --> 00:08:52,160 guitar stuff 193 00:08:57,670 --> 00:08:56,080 and music related things and those are 194 00:09:01,350 --> 00:08:57,680 that's uh at 195 00:09:04,710 --> 00:09:01,360 jimmy church radio over on instagram 196 00:09:06,070 --> 00:09:04,720 okay all right hashtag f2b is the 197 00:09:08,470 --> 00:09:06,080 sandbox 198 00:09:10,870 --> 00:09:08,480 there's uh 199 00:09:13,910 --> 00:09:10,880 there's brad olson okay so i guess 200 00:09:17,670 --> 00:09:13,920 brad harris right now is 201 00:09:21,190 --> 00:09:17,680 is posting on twitter uh some pictures 202 00:09:23,590 --> 00:09:21,200 so i'm just doing a basic uh retweet 203 00:09:25,110 --> 00:09:23,600 here uh for these if you want to check 204 00:09:26,790 --> 00:09:25,120 them out follow me on twitter at 205 00:09:29,350 --> 00:09:26,800 jchurchradio 206 00:09:30,550 --> 00:09:29,360 and you can go to the sandbox too as 207 00:09:32,949 --> 00:09:30,560 well 208 00:09:35,509 --> 00:09:32,959 and uh check them out there so 209 00:09:38,310 --> 00:09:35,519 as i can man these are great pictures 210 00:09:40,790 --> 00:09:38,320 brad well brad's a great photographer 211 00:09:43,190 --> 00:09:40,800 these are great these are great pictures 212 00:09:46,710 --> 00:09:43,200 see brad hasn't sent these to me 213 00:09:48,230 --> 00:09:46,720 no all right no brad instead of sending 214 00:09:51,910 --> 00:09:48,240 to me 215 00:09:53,509 --> 00:09:51,920 look at that that's a great picture 216 00:09:55,990 --> 00:09:53,519 instead of sending it to me he's just 217 00:09:58,310 --> 00:09:56,000 posting this stuff up on twitter 218 00:10:00,630 --> 00:09:58,320 i knew that this is how brad is he keeps 219 00:10:02,230 --> 00:10:00,640 the good stuff for himself normally i 220 00:10:04,470 --> 00:10:02,240 get a dropbox 221 00:10:07,190 --> 00:10:04,480 and even that takes a week or two 222 00:10:09,590 --> 00:10:07,200 and uh no dropbox from brad 223 00:10:13,829 --> 00:10:12,069 brad i'll uh i'll continue to retweet as 224 00:10:15,990 --> 00:10:13,839 i catch these uh during the show it's a 225 00:10:18,310 --> 00:10:16,000 great pick of laura eisenhower that's 226 00:10:20,470 --> 00:10:18,320 amazing brad you're a great photographer 227 00:10:23,269 --> 00:10:20,480 man i'm very proud to call you friend 228 00:10:25,509 --> 00:10:23,279 you have got talent 229 00:10:26,550 --> 00:10:25,519 all right hashtag f2b you can check out 230 00:10:29,030 --> 00:10:26,560 those 231 00:10:32,470 --> 00:10:29,040 pictures that are posting now 232 00:10:34,150 --> 00:10:32,480 and then you can also follow me on 233 00:10:36,069 --> 00:10:34,160 twitter here's radio if that's too 234 00:10:38,230 --> 00:10:36,079 complicated for you 235 00:10:41,269 --> 00:10:38,240 and uh you can check these out man these 236 00:10:43,430 --> 00:10:41,279 are great picks man 237 00:10:44,829 --> 00:10:43,440 wow 238 00:10:47,509 --> 00:10:44,839 man i'm 239 00:10:48,470 --> 00:10:47,519 impressed i'm impressed okay keep going 240 00:10:49,990 --> 00:10:48,480 brad 241 00:10:53,509 --> 00:10:50,000 keep going let's get to the breaking 242 00:10:55,269 --> 00:10:53,519 news do you guys know what tomorrow is 243 00:10:57,910 --> 00:10:55,279 do you know 244 00:11:00,550 --> 00:10:57,920 tomorrow's summer solstice 245 00:11:02,389 --> 00:11:00,560 summer celsius 2022 246 00:11:05,670 --> 00:11:02,399 is tomorrow 247 00:11:07,750 --> 00:11:05,680 it is the official start of summer in 248 00:11:10,310 --> 00:11:07,760 the northern hemisphere it's going to 249 00:11:12,949 --> 00:11:10,320 occur tomorrow june 21st 250 00:11:14,470 --> 00:11:12,959 at precisely 251 00:11:17,509 --> 00:11:14,480 5 14 252 00:11:22,150 --> 00:11:17,519 a.m eastern time 253 00:11:24,949 --> 00:11:22,160 5 14 a.m it is going down summer 254 00:11:27,269 --> 00:11:24,959 solstice 2022. 255 00:11:29,590 --> 00:11:27,279 all right so is that the peak do the 256 00:11:31,590 --> 00:11:29,600 days get shorter 257 00:11:34,230 --> 00:11:31,600 from that point forward 258 00:11:35,910 --> 00:11:34,240 right is it that is oh man i thought 259 00:11:36,870 --> 00:11:35,920 they were supposed to get longer but i 260 00:11:39,350 --> 00:11:36,880 guess 261 00:11:41,110 --> 00:11:39,360 we are at the end of june does that mean 262 00:11:42,790 --> 00:11:41,120 summer is over 263 00:11:45,910 --> 00:11:42,800 well summer solstice it's it's 264 00:11:48,870 --> 00:11:45,920 mid-summer so yeah right so you know 265 00:11:51,990 --> 00:11:48,880 what david palmer is here on wednesday 266 00:11:53,829 --> 00:11:52,000 last david 267 00:11:57,030 --> 00:11:53,839 little ass david 268 00:11:59,030 --> 00:11:57,040 uh some crazy stuff went down today 269 00:12:01,030 --> 00:11:59,040 uh 270 00:12:03,910 --> 00:12:01,040 yeah are you ready 271 00:12:07,670 --> 00:12:03,920 because this morning today 272 00:12:12,230 --> 00:12:07,680 at 8 20 a.m pacific time 273 00:12:13,110 --> 00:12:12,240 northrop grumman's cygnus ngcrs17 274 00:12:15,509 --> 00:12:13,120 engine 275 00:12:17,350 --> 00:12:15,519 was scheduled to fire 276 00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:17,360 for five minutes 277 00:12:21,829 --> 00:12:20,000 one second into the test the cargo 278 00:12:23,910 --> 00:12:21,839 craft's ability to reboost the 279 00:12:25,190 --> 00:12:23,920 international space station in the 280 00:12:28,310 --> 00:12:25,200 future 281 00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:28,320 the engine firing was aborted 282 00:12:32,389 --> 00:12:30,240 after five seconds 283 00:12:34,629 --> 00:12:32,399 cygnus mission director at dulles 284 00:12:38,949 --> 00:12:34,639 virginia reported that the cause for the 285 00:12:41,030 --> 00:12:38,959 abort is understood and under review 286 00:12:42,470 --> 00:12:41,040 later this afternoon in their evening 287 00:12:45,509 --> 00:12:42,480 planning conference with the flight 288 00:12:47,430 --> 00:12:45,519 controllers in houston the crew informed 289 00:12:49,829 --> 00:12:47,440 that nasa and northrop grumman are 290 00:12:52,470 --> 00:12:49,839 working on a plan for cygnus to try 291 00:12:55,509 --> 00:12:52,480 another reboost to attempt as early as 292 00:12:58,230 --> 00:12:55,519 saturday june 25th that would lead to 293 00:13:01,350 --> 00:12:58,240 cygnus potentially departing the 294 00:13:04,310 --> 00:13:01,360 uh for the space station next tuesday 295 00:13:06,230 --> 00:13:04,320 june 28th the plan will be discussed 296 00:13:08,629 --> 00:13:06,240 within the international space station 297 00:13:11,750 --> 00:13:08,639 partners later this week 298 00:13:14,310 --> 00:13:11,760 the reboost is designed to provide 299 00:13:17,990 --> 00:13:14,320 cygnus with an enhanced capability for 300 00:13:18,790 --> 00:13:18,000 station operations as a standard service 301 00:13:22,790 --> 00:13:18,800 for 302 00:13:24,629 --> 00:13:22,800 nasa iss is still in the news because 303 00:13:26,470 --> 00:13:24,639 this afternoon 304 00:13:29,590 --> 00:13:26,480 the international space station's 305 00:13:31,590 --> 00:13:29,600 progress 81 thrusters fired for 4 306 00:13:32,949 --> 00:13:31,600 minutes 34 seconds 307 00:13:34,870 --> 00:13:32,959 why 308 00:13:40,069 --> 00:13:34,880 space debris 309 00:13:41,829 --> 00:13:40,079 to provide the complex an extra measure 310 00:13:45,110 --> 00:13:41,839 of distance away from the predicted 311 00:13:47,590 --> 00:13:45,120 track of a fragment of a russian cosmos 312 00:13:49,910 --> 00:13:47,600 1408 313 00:13:53,030 --> 00:13:49,920 the thruster fired 314 00:13:55,829 --> 00:13:53,040 at a 203 pm central time 315 00:13:58,230 --> 00:13:55,839 the crew was never in any danger and the 316 00:14:01,110 --> 00:13:58,240 maneuver had no impact on station 317 00:14:03,030 --> 00:14:01,120 operations without the maneuver it was 318 00:14:05,590 --> 00:14:03,040 predicted that the fragment would have 319 00:14:06,790 --> 00:14:05,600 passed within a half mile from the 320 00:14:09,750 --> 00:14:06,800 station 321 00:14:11,110 --> 00:14:09,760 and that's close we're talking about 322 00:14:13,990 --> 00:14:11,120 space 323 00:14:17,430 --> 00:14:14,000 half mile is closed anywhere you are 324 00:14:20,310 --> 00:14:17,440 well check this out 325 00:14:23,750 --> 00:14:20,320 a giant stingray 326 00:14:24,870 --> 00:14:23,760 on a fisherman's line 327 00:14:28,790 --> 00:14:24,880 okay 328 00:14:33,030 --> 00:14:28,800 a giant stingray listen to this 329 00:14:39,110 --> 00:14:35,269 in southeast asia 330 00:14:41,509 --> 00:14:39,120 may be the largest freshwater fish 331 00:14:46,350 --> 00:14:41,519 ever caught 332 00:14:52,550 --> 00:14:49,670 661 pounds 333 00:14:54,230 --> 00:14:52,560 unbelievable it was caught june 13th by 334 00:14:56,470 --> 00:14:54,240 42 year old 335 00:14:58,790 --> 00:14:56,480 uh fisherman according to hogan who is 336 00:15:01,670 --> 00:14:58,800 also the host of monster fish on 337 00:15:05,990 --> 00:15:01,680 national geographic wild 338 00:15:08,949 --> 00:15:06,000 previously a nine foot mekong giant 339 00:15:11,990 --> 00:15:08,959 catfish was caught in northern thailand 340 00:15:14,310 --> 00:15:12,000 back in 2005 had been the heaviest 341 00:15:16,230 --> 00:15:14,320 freshwater fish caught according to the 342 00:15:19,550 --> 00:15:16,240 guinness book of world records the 343 00:15:26,710 --> 00:15:22,230 646 pounds 344 00:15:28,509 --> 00:15:26,720 incredible can you ima 13 foot long 13 345 00:15:33,189 --> 00:15:28,519 foot 346 00:15:35,590 --> 00:15:33,199 661 pound fresh water stingray 347 00:15:36,470 --> 00:15:35,600 that is mind-blowing to me oh wait a 348 00:15:40,310 --> 00:15:36,480 minute 349 00:15:43,990 --> 00:15:40,320 uh breaking news from laura london 350 00:15:46,949 --> 00:15:45,990 summer solstice is the first day of 351 00:15:49,350 --> 00:15:46,959 summer 352 00:15:51,430 --> 00:15:49,360 in the northern hemisphere yes that's 353 00:15:53,110 --> 00:15:51,440 what i just said oh laura i was hoping 354 00:15:56,230 --> 00:15:53,120 for the breaking news 355 00:15:58,069 --> 00:15:56,240 do the days get shorter 356 00:16:01,110 --> 00:15:58,079 after tomorrow 357 00:16:03,030 --> 00:16:01,120 that's my question 358 00:16:04,629 --> 00:16:03,040 i thought laura london was coming come 359 00:16:06,790 --> 00:16:04,639 on laura 360 00:16:08,470 --> 00:16:06,800 laura's the smartest fate or not that we 361 00:16:10,470 --> 00:16:08,480 have man right there 362 00:16:11,990 --> 00:16:10,480 okay laura get back to me on that do the 363 00:16:13,749 --> 00:16:12,000 days 364 00:16:16,310 --> 00:16:13,759 get shorter 365 00:16:17,430 --> 00:16:16,320 from here on out i gotta get laura on 366 00:16:18,710 --> 00:16:17,440 the show 367 00:16:21,590 --> 00:16:18,720 she keeps saying 368 00:16:24,949 --> 00:16:21,600 yeah yeah okay yeah yeah i would love to 369 00:16:28,069 --> 00:16:24,959 well i'm i'm i'm pretty busy though i 370 00:16:29,430 --> 00:16:28,079 want laura london on fade to black 371 00:16:31,509 --> 00:16:29,440 i do 372 00:16:36,629 --> 00:16:31,519 laura i'm calling you out this has been 373 00:16:41,590 --> 00:16:39,509 laura come on the show okay 374 00:16:46,389 --> 00:16:41,600 in six months 375 00:16:48,629 --> 00:16:46,399 doing that for five years 376 00:16:50,790 --> 00:16:48,639 let's get the show cracking i love 377 00:16:52,069 --> 00:16:50,800 laurel and she's the best 378 00:16:53,670 --> 00:16:52,079 uh 379 00:16:55,189 --> 00:16:53,680 let's get this show cracking on this day 380 00:16:58,389 --> 00:16:55,199 in history 381 00:17:02,710 --> 00:17:00,629 the film jaws 382 00:17:04,230 --> 00:17:02,720 directed by steven spielberg that made 383 00:17:06,710 --> 00:17:04,240 countless people afraid to go into the 384 00:17:09,189 --> 00:17:06,720 water including myself 385 00:17:12,230 --> 00:17:09,199 opens in theaters 386 00:17:13,990 --> 00:17:12,240 now here's the deal this is how i can 387 00:17:16,069 --> 00:17:14,000 recall 388 00:17:18,069 --> 00:17:16,079 moments in my life 389 00:17:20,230 --> 00:17:18,079 is on the stay in history when i do this 390 00:17:23,829 --> 00:17:20,240 because that means 391 00:17:25,909 --> 00:17:23,839 i was at my aunt carolyn's house in 392 00:17:29,430 --> 00:17:25,919 michigan 393 00:17:30,549 --> 00:17:29,440 and uh i spent the summer up there 394 00:17:36,789 --> 00:17:30,559 and 395 00:17:39,270 --> 00:17:36,799 my uncle al at the time he's no longer 396 00:17:40,630 --> 00:17:39,280 with us had a construction company ames 397 00:17:41,669 --> 00:17:40,640 uh construction 398 00:17:44,390 --> 00:17:41,679 alleys 399 00:17:47,029 --> 00:17:44,400 and uh and they had a beautiful house 400 00:17:50,710 --> 00:17:47,039 and they had a an in-ground pool in the 401 00:17:52,870 --> 00:17:50,720 back and i'm telling you i i was like 402 00:17:53,909 --> 00:17:52,880 10 11 years old 403 00:17:56,710 --> 00:17:53,919 uh 404 00:17:57,669 --> 00:17:56,720 was i 12 no i was 11. 405 00:18:00,470 --> 00:17:57,679 and 406 00:18:02,710 --> 00:18:00,480 that that pool was my hangout all summer 407 00:18:04,549 --> 00:18:02,720 long in that pool every i was in that 408 00:18:05,590 --> 00:18:04,559 pool all day long they couldn't take me 409 00:18:07,270 --> 00:18:05,600 out of it 410 00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:07,280 and it was awesome 411 00:18:12,390 --> 00:18:08,640 and then 412 00:18:15,510 --> 00:18:12,400 every day i got my beach towel 413 00:18:18,710 --> 00:18:15,520 down to the pool beach towel down 414 00:18:21,110 --> 00:18:18,720 into the pool all day long had my 415 00:18:22,950 --> 00:18:21,120 my what did they call those fins what 416 00:18:25,430 --> 00:18:22,960 did they call those had those have my 417 00:18:27,430 --> 00:18:25,440 snorkel and i just did nothing but swim 418 00:18:30,789 --> 00:18:27,440 all day long was great 419 00:18:32,549 --> 00:18:30,799 and uh then i went to go see jaws 420 00:18:34,230 --> 00:18:32,559 and uh 421 00:18:35,830 --> 00:18:34,240 woke up in the morning saw the movie the 422 00:18:38,470 --> 00:18:35,840 night before woke up in the morning it's 423 00:18:40,070 --> 00:18:38,480 all good got my towel over my shoulder 424 00:18:42,789 --> 00:18:40,080 down to the pool 425 00:18:44,789 --> 00:18:42,799 put the towel down wasn't he just did 426 00:18:45,990 --> 00:18:44,799 what i did every day 427 00:18:48,390 --> 00:18:46,000 dove in 428 00:18:49,350 --> 00:18:48,400 and i'm swimming and all of a sudden dun 429 00:18:53,420 --> 00:18:49,360 dun 430 00:18:54,830 --> 00:18:53,430 like 431 00:18:57,830 --> 00:18:54,840 [Applause] 432 00:19:00,310 --> 00:18:57,840 i freaked 433 00:19:02,549 --> 00:19:00,320 freaked i flew 434 00:19:05,190 --> 00:19:02,559 out of the pool i didn't touch the edge 435 00:19:08,070 --> 00:19:05,200 of the pool i levitated 436 00:19:10,630 --> 00:19:08,080 ran across the top of the water 437 00:19:12,870 --> 00:19:10,640 said 438 00:19:14,230 --> 00:19:12,880 my aunt carolyn comes out she goes 439 00:19:15,510 --> 00:19:14,240 what's up 440 00:19:17,190 --> 00:19:15,520 nothing 441 00:19:18,470 --> 00:19:17,200 what's up why aren't you in the pool oh 442 00:19:20,230 --> 00:19:18,480 i'm cool 443 00:19:22,150 --> 00:19:20,240 cool eat breakfast 444 00:19:27,270 --> 00:19:22,160 you know don't wanna don't wanna cramp 445 00:19:29,590 --> 00:19:28,230 oh 446 00:19:31,029 --> 00:19:29,600 man 447 00:19:34,070 --> 00:19:31,039 i didn't get back in the pool that 448 00:19:35,190 --> 00:19:34,080 summer i couldn't do it i could not do 449 00:19:38,789 --> 00:19:35,200 it 450 00:19:44,150 --> 00:19:38,799 fader fact 451 00:19:49,350 --> 00:19:47,669 man man man 452 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:49,360 uh 453 00:19:52,390 --> 00:19:51,200 yeah 454 00:19:55,590 --> 00:19:52,400 love joss 455 00:19:57,909 --> 00:19:55,600 love it okay fader fact 456 00:19:59,590 --> 00:19:57,919 one of my favorite movies of all time is 457 00:20:03,110 --> 00:19:59,600 the fifth element 458 00:20:07,590 --> 00:20:03,120 and the diva she was amazing in that 459 00:20:09,029 --> 00:20:07,600 scene with the diva uh the concert right 460 00:20:10,230 --> 00:20:09,039 bruce willis in the front row you 461 00:20:11,270 --> 00:20:10,240 remember that 462 00:20:14,310 --> 00:20:11,280 um 463 00:20:16,230 --> 00:20:14,320 incredible right all of that well that's 464 00:20:18,630 --> 00:20:16,240 my fader fact today 465 00:20:21,750 --> 00:20:18,640 because the operatic song 466 00:20:24,789 --> 00:20:21,760 in the fifth element in that scene 467 00:20:26,149 --> 00:20:24,799 composer eric sierra 468 00:20:28,710 --> 00:20:26,159 purposely 469 00:20:30,390 --> 00:20:28,720 wrote unsinkable 470 00:20:34,390 --> 00:20:30,400 things 471 00:20:36,470 --> 00:20:34,400 so she'd sound like an alien 472 00:20:39,270 --> 00:20:36,480 and that 473 00:20:41,750 --> 00:20:39,280 is your fader fact 474 00:20:43,110 --> 00:20:41,760 yeah it's an incredible scene i'll never 475 00:20:44,230 --> 00:20:43,120 forget the first time i saw it was like 476 00:20:45,750 --> 00:20:44,240 man whoa 477 00:20:49,270 --> 00:20:45,760 whoa 478 00:20:51,270 --> 00:20:49,280 and now you know that was done on 479 00:20:53,590 --> 00:20:51,280 purpose you guys are 480 00:20:56,630 --> 00:20:53,600 you guys are having fun with me okay let 481 00:20:59,350 --> 00:20:56,640 me see did laura give me the update lord 482 00:21:00,830 --> 00:20:59,360 where's my update i want to know 483 00:21:03,909 --> 00:21:00,840 if the days get 484 00:21:06,789 --> 00:21:03,919 longer you said it well you said it was 485 00:21:09,430 --> 00:21:06,799 mid-summer yes the days get shorter from 486 00:21:17,270 --> 00:21:09,440 now until winter solstice and church 487 00:21:22,230 --> 00:21:20,149 throwing me under the bus lord london 488 00:21:25,029 --> 00:21:22,240 thank you for that laura so yeah so the 489 00:21:26,630 --> 00:21:25,039 days get shorter after tomorrow wow i 490 00:21:28,310 --> 00:21:26,640 thought that they were well i guess they 491 00:21:37,350 --> 00:21:28,320 are still getting longer 492 00:21:43,270 --> 00:21:41,110 tonight on this very program cruz joins 493 00:21:46,070 --> 00:21:43,280 us for the first time been waiting for 494 00:21:48,470 --> 00:21:46,080 this show for a while man it's gonna be 495 00:21:51,270 --> 00:21:48,480 great he's an amazing artist 496 00:21:52,310 --> 00:21:51,280 and he it's consciousness from the 497 00:21:54,149 --> 00:21:52,320 streets 498 00:21:55,830 --> 00:21:54,159 uh that's the subject of tonight and 499 00:21:59,350 --> 00:21:55,840 that's what he sings about 500 00:22:00,310 --> 00:21:59,360 it's crazy go go listen to a cruise song 501 00:22:02,470 --> 00:22:00,320 and 502 00:22:05,190 --> 00:22:02,480 it's it's it's incredible it's 503 00:22:07,029 --> 00:22:05,200 incredible written for us 504 00:22:09,110 --> 00:22:07,039 so go and check all of this stuff out 505 00:22:10,149 --> 00:22:09,120 i've got links up for for everybody to 506 00:22:12,310 --> 00:22:10,159 go and 507 00:22:15,190 --> 00:22:12,320 and see and listen to cruz he's 508 00:22:18,870 --> 00:22:15,200 absolutely amazing tomorrow night karen 509 00:22:21,669 --> 00:22:18,880 a dolman is here tomorrow night is 510 00:22:25,350 --> 00:22:21,679 the history of ouija 511 00:22:28,390 --> 00:22:25,360 ouija 101 it's a master class 512 00:22:29,990 --> 00:22:28,400 going down tomorrow night and then 513 00:22:33,590 --> 00:22:30,000 wednesday night 514 00:22:36,310 --> 00:22:33,600 astrologer david palmer is with us i 515 00:22:39,270 --> 00:22:36,320 watched him electrify the crowd 516 00:22:41,909 --> 00:22:39,280 at disclosure fest and it was it was 517 00:22:44,470 --> 00:22:41,919 just incredible and i was right there 518 00:22:46,149 --> 00:22:44,480 and uh wednesday night i hope he brings 519 00:22:49,029 --> 00:22:46,159 some of that action 520 00:22:51,750 --> 00:22:49,039 here to fade to black and then thursday 521 00:22:52,870 --> 00:22:51,760 is fader night with open lines all night 522 00:22:54,789 --> 00:22:52,880 long 523 00:22:57,510 --> 00:22:54,799 all right now it's time for me to hit 524 00:22:59,029 --> 00:22:57,520 this river moon coffee i'm looking at a 525 00:23:05,029 --> 00:22:59,039 brad's pictures here 526 00:23:08,230 --> 00:23:06,549 in this picture 527 00:23:09,590 --> 00:23:08,240 i'm gonna i'm gonna retweet this right 528 00:23:12,230 --> 00:23:09,600 now 529 00:23:14,470 --> 00:23:12,240 here's a picture of adrian youngblood 530 00:23:17,830 --> 00:23:14,480 and i on stage 531 00:23:20,950 --> 00:23:17,840 and uh i want you to notice 532 00:23:24,549 --> 00:23:22,950 these are my bamboo coffee cups and 533 00:23:26,630 --> 00:23:24,559 that's what i'm holding there that came 534 00:23:29,909 --> 00:23:26,640 all the way from my house and then i 535 00:23:32,070 --> 00:23:29,919 reused it all day long because i care 536 00:23:37,110 --> 00:23:32,080 about our environment 537 00:23:38,470 --> 00:23:37,120 so recyclable reused repurposed bamboo 538 00:23:40,789 --> 00:23:38,480 coffee cups 539 00:23:42,789 --> 00:23:40,799 and there i am i would not no i wasn't 540 00:23:46,630 --> 00:23:42,799 going to throw it away i said 541 00:23:49,909 --> 00:23:46,640 fill this up with coffee assistant 542 00:23:51,830 --> 00:23:49,919 all right now i just want a splash of 543 00:23:55,830 --> 00:23:51,840 hazelnut 544 00:23:55,840 --> 00:24:02,190 no i didn't i didn't do that not really 545 00:24:07,269 --> 00:24:04,310 rivermoonwellness.com see because the 546 00:24:10,149 --> 00:24:07,279 phone makes me all bloaty 547 00:24:12,390 --> 00:24:10,159 that's from zoolander i can't i i can't 548 00:24:13,750 --> 00:24:12,400 lay claim to that it's uh that's 549 00:24:15,909 --> 00:24:13,760 zoolander 550 00:24:18,789 --> 00:24:15,919 rivermoonwellness.com 551 00:24:21,990 --> 00:24:18,799 and uh there you go look at adrian 552 00:24:25,269 --> 00:24:22,000 so adrian so check this out 553 00:24:28,149 --> 00:24:25,279 um okay so i'm going to talk about uh 554 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:28,159 uh disclosure fest for a minute here 555 00:24:32,149 --> 00:24:29,679 and uh 556 00:24:34,549 --> 00:24:32,159 disclosure fest 557 00:24:36,710 --> 00:24:34,559 was officially in the books 558 00:24:39,590 --> 00:24:36,720 and what an amazing day it was it was a 559 00:24:41,990 --> 00:24:39,600 perfect day everything was smooth from 560 00:24:44,149 --> 00:24:42,000 start to finish okay 561 00:24:46,310 --> 00:24:44,159 and uh i did i posted all the pics off 562 00:24:48,149 --> 00:24:46,320 of my phone brad who's got the good 563 00:24:49,110 --> 00:24:48,159 picks is posting them now over on 564 00:24:51,029 --> 00:24:49,120 twitter 565 00:24:52,630 --> 00:24:51,039 and i'll have to download those myself 566 00:24:53,669 --> 00:24:52,640 because he hasn't sent them to me thank 567 00:24:55,669 --> 00:24:53,679 you brad 568 00:24:57,430 --> 00:24:55,679 um but there are no more for me the rest 569 00:25:01,350 --> 00:24:57,440 of them are going to come from brad 570 00:25:03,269 --> 00:25:01,360 and but here's the thing so i roll up to 571 00:25:05,590 --> 00:25:03,279 disclosure fest 572 00:25:07,510 --> 00:25:05,600 and uh and i walk through and 573 00:25:09,590 --> 00:25:07,520 everything's fine and saying hello to 574 00:25:10,549 --> 00:25:09,600 everybody and i get over to 575 00:25:11,830 --> 00:25:10,559 the 576 00:25:12,549 --> 00:25:11,840 um 577 00:25:16,710 --> 00:25:12,559 uh 578 00:25:18,710 --> 00:25:16,720 tent 579 00:25:20,549 --> 00:25:18,720 big seating it's nice it's really nice 580 00:25:22,950 --> 00:25:20,559 and and i'm pretty excited 581 00:25:26,070 --> 00:25:22,960 well um 582 00:25:28,789 --> 00:25:26,080 the movie the film the observers 583 00:25:31,029 --> 00:25:28,799 um was produced by 584 00:25:33,909 --> 00:25:31,039 adrian youngblood 585 00:25:37,190 --> 00:25:33,919 and she is one of the great producers 586 00:25:39,510 --> 00:25:37,200 out there events and film and and tv 587 00:25:41,750 --> 00:25:39,520 she's just amazing she's an amazing 588 00:25:43,029 --> 00:25:41,760 person to work with and i've known her 589 00:25:44,870 --> 00:25:43,039 for a long time 590 00:25:46,870 --> 00:25:44,880 and then i turn around and adrian's 591 00:25:48,549 --> 00:25:46,880 walking up to me 592 00:25:49,990 --> 00:25:48,559 and uh i was like 593 00:25:51,990 --> 00:25:50,000 what's going on 594 00:25:54,950 --> 00:25:52,000 wow it's great she goes 595 00:25:56,710 --> 00:25:54,960 i'm working with you all day today i was 596 00:25:59,029 --> 00:25:56,720 like it's going to be a great event i've 597 00:26:00,310 --> 00:25:59,039 got adrian youngblood 598 00:26:03,510 --> 00:26:00,320 oh 599 00:26:07,269 --> 00:26:03,520 propping me up making sure 600 00:26:08,470 --> 00:26:07,279 and uh so uh she was the reason why i 601 00:26:11,350 --> 00:26:08,480 mean for me 602 00:26:13,990 --> 00:26:11,360 that uh ev everything was so smooth over 603 00:26:16,149 --> 00:26:14,000 at uh the disclosure 604 00:26:17,830 --> 00:26:16,159 uh presentation area 605 00:26:19,669 --> 00:26:17,840 and uh but here's the deal i had to 606 00:26:20,789 --> 00:26:19,679 bring her up on stage i had to sit her 607 00:26:22,870 --> 00:26:20,799 down 608 00:26:25,830 --> 00:26:22,880 and she wasn't expecting it and i wanted 609 00:26:27,669 --> 00:26:25,840 to talk about the observers uh with her 610 00:26:29,029 --> 00:26:27,679 and which i haven't done since the film 611 00:26:30,789 --> 00:26:29,039 came out 612 00:26:33,350 --> 00:26:30,799 so 613 00:26:35,750 --> 00:26:33,360 that is a very special picture right 614 00:26:37,430 --> 00:26:35,760 there uh with adrian youngblood thank 615 00:26:39,830 --> 00:26:37,440 you for that brad 616 00:26:41,909 --> 00:26:39,840 and let's see what else does uh brad 617 00:26:44,149 --> 00:26:41,919 have here oh here is 618 00:26:46,310 --> 00:26:44,159 michelle anderson okay i could do this 619 00:26:47,269 --> 00:26:46,320 all night long thank you brad 620 00:26:49,350 --> 00:26:47,279 um 621 00:26:51,590 --> 00:26:49,360 let me uh retweet this 622 00:26:52,710 --> 00:26:51,600 michelle anderson uh 623 00:26:56,070 --> 00:26:52,720 one of the 624 00:26:58,230 --> 00:26:56,080 uh pillars of this community that uh 625 00:26:59,830 --> 00:26:58,240 makes things happen she just does and 626 00:27:01,510 --> 00:26:59,840 she's got her own show and and 627 00:27:04,390 --> 00:27:01,520 everything she's amazing 628 00:27:07,430 --> 00:27:04,400 and uh she was with me uh all day too as 629 00:27:10,070 --> 00:27:07,440 well working um 630 00:27:12,710 --> 00:27:10,080 for disclosure fest she 631 00:27:15,990 --> 00:27:12,720 helped organize the entire event 632 00:27:19,510 --> 00:27:16,000 um and then she she helped adrian and i 633 00:27:21,669 --> 00:27:19,520 all day long she is absolutely amazing 634 00:27:23,269 --> 00:27:21,679 um so uh 635 00:27:24,630 --> 00:27:23,279 okay 636 00:27:26,710 --> 00:27:24,640 um 637 00:27:29,350 --> 00:27:26,720 here's the deal we had a couple of uh 638 00:27:32,070 --> 00:27:29,360 strange things that happened that day 639 00:27:35,269 --> 00:27:32,080 and uh the first thing i want to say is 640 00:27:37,350 --> 00:27:35,279 um billy carson i cannot say enough 641 00:27:38,789 --> 00:27:37,360 about him and it's not going to be why 642 00:27:39,990 --> 00:27:38,799 you think 643 00:27:42,549 --> 00:27:40,000 billy 644 00:27:45,029 --> 00:27:42,559 gets to the airport in miami to fly out 645 00:27:46,950 --> 00:27:45,039 this morning uh on sunday morning and 646 00:27:50,070 --> 00:27:46,960 get there early he wasn't speaking until 647 00:27:52,389 --> 00:27:50,080 6 p.m so he's been flying in the morning 648 00:27:54,549 --> 00:27:52,399 his flight got canceled 649 00:27:57,510 --> 00:27:54,559 canceled by the airlines 650 00:27:58,549 --> 00:27:57,520 so he's stuck in miami 651 00:28:00,710 --> 00:27:58,559 billy 652 00:28:03,750 --> 00:28:00,720 on his own dime 653 00:28:06,710 --> 00:28:03,760 books another flight 654 00:28:08,630 --> 00:28:06,720 and arrives now i'm like where's billy 655 00:28:10,470 --> 00:28:08,640 where's he at he hasn't texted me what's 656 00:28:12,710 --> 00:28:10,480 going on and finally 657 00:28:16,470 --> 00:28:12,720 it was like 4 30 658 00:28:18,470 --> 00:28:16,480 and 5 o'clock and i texted billy i'm 659 00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:18,480 like dude are you okay and he goes uh my 660 00:28:23,510 --> 00:28:21,840 flight got canceled i just landed at lax 661 00:28:26,389 --> 00:28:23,520 like what 662 00:28:28,470 --> 00:28:26,399 and he's on at six it's now five and 663 00:28:32,549 --> 00:28:28,480 he's still at lax 664 00:28:35,190 --> 00:28:32,559 he uber's out from lax rolls in 665 00:28:36,230 --> 00:28:35,200 and walks out on stage 666 00:28:40,870 --> 00:28:36,240 and 667 00:28:42,389 --> 00:28:40,880 billy packed 668 00:28:45,350 --> 00:28:42,399 and he 669 00:28:47,430 --> 00:28:45,360 it was just amazing what he did after 670 00:28:49,510 --> 00:28:47,440 the day that he had 671 00:28:51,669 --> 00:28:49,520 he comes in and gives a presentation 672 00:28:54,549 --> 00:28:51,679 like i've never heard him give before 673 00:28:56,870 --> 00:28:54,559 and i've seen him all 674 00:29:00,870 --> 00:28:59,190 standing ovation 675 00:29:02,950 --> 00:29:00,880 um 676 00:29:05,590 --> 00:29:02,960 and and i got up on stage and i had to 677 00:29:06,870 --> 00:29:05,600 tell everybody what had happened 678 00:29:09,110 --> 00:29:06,880 and and 679 00:29:11,110 --> 00:29:09,120 and he was able to give this 680 00:29:14,149 --> 00:29:11,120 presentation to everybody 681 00:29:16,389 --> 00:29:14,159 it was it was electrifying and he did 682 00:29:18,310 --> 00:29:16,399 that after canceled flights 683 00:29:20,070 --> 00:29:18,320 so that's the kind of person billy 684 00:29:21,430 --> 00:29:20,080 carson is he's not going to let this 685 00:29:23,990 --> 00:29:21,440 community down 686 00:29:25,590 --> 00:29:24,000 and he rolled in and did it and then we 687 00:29:27,350 --> 00:29:25,600 had david palmer 688 00:29:29,190 --> 00:29:27,360 same situation 689 00:29:31,990 --> 00:29:29,200 david palmer 690 00:29:34,310 --> 00:29:32,000 was late getting to the stage 691 00:29:36,549 --> 00:29:34,320 and and he rolls in 692 00:29:39,510 --> 00:29:36,559 and michelle anderson 693 00:29:41,430 --> 00:29:39,520 the best she runs out double parks his 694 00:29:43,110 --> 00:29:41,440 car gets david in 695 00:29:45,350 --> 00:29:43,120 uh david comes up and i tell the 696 00:29:47,190 --> 00:29:45,360 audience like okay here he comes now uh 697 00:29:49,510 --> 00:29:47,200 you guys are with me right it's time to 698 00:29:51,269 --> 00:29:49,520 mess with david so david's walking he 699 00:29:54,549 --> 00:29:51,279 can hear me obviously i have a loud 700 00:29:56,549 --> 00:29:54,559 voice i'm on a big pa system and i go uh 701 00:29:58,549 --> 00:29:56,559 all right everybody david palmer had to 702 00:30:00,630 --> 00:29:58,559 cancel he got arrested in the parking 703 00:30:01,830 --> 00:30:00,640 lot and uh 704 00:30:02,630 --> 00:30:01,840 um 705 00:30:04,549 --> 00:30:02,640 and 706 00:30:07,110 --> 00:30:04,559 that's the only update that i have he's 707 00:30:08,630 --> 00:30:07,120 walking up and he's listening to that 708 00:30:09,909 --> 00:30:08,640 and david 709 00:30:11,830 --> 00:30:09,919 literally 710 00:30:14,070 --> 00:30:11,840 walked up on stage 711 00:30:16,710 --> 00:30:14,080 took the microphone from me 712 00:30:19,110 --> 00:30:16,720 and lit it up for the next 60 minutes 713 00:30:20,470 --> 00:30:19,120 and on his 714 00:30:22,630 --> 00:30:20,480 game 715 00:30:24,549 --> 00:30:22,640 it was incredible and if you were there 716 00:30:26,870 --> 00:30:24,559 you know exactly what i'm talking about 717 00:30:29,990 --> 00:30:26,880 because that's how it went down 718 00:30:31,830 --> 00:30:30,000 um at the end of the day uh i sat down 719 00:30:35,510 --> 00:30:31,840 with robert grant 720 00:30:38,630 --> 00:30:35,520 and interviewed him live on stage 721 00:30:40,470 --> 00:30:38,640 and it was again incredible we're gonna 722 00:30:42,870 --> 00:30:40,480 have robert grant on the show next week 723 00:30:44,950 --> 00:30:42,880 been wanting him on the show forever uh 724 00:30:47,350 --> 00:30:44,960 next week we'll have robert on 725 00:30:49,110 --> 00:30:47,360 um and if you were at disclosure fest 726 00:30:51,830 --> 00:30:49,120 you know exactly what i'm talking about 727 00:30:54,630 --> 00:30:51,840 it was an amazing afternoon laura 728 00:30:57,190 --> 00:30:54,640 eisenhower brad olson 729 00:30:59,509 --> 00:30:57,200 and uh opening up the day was uh alan 730 00:31:01,990 --> 00:30:59,519 steinfeld and he brought on these two 731 00:31:03,830 --> 00:31:02,000 young star seeds uh 732 00:31:05,830 --> 00:31:03,840 both seven years old 733 00:31:07,830 --> 00:31:05,840 olivia and tyler 734 00:31:09,990 --> 00:31:07,840 unbelievable 735 00:31:12,230 --> 00:31:10,000 it was just an incredible day all right 736 00:31:13,909 --> 00:31:12,240 so with that i am going to get out of 737 00:31:16,830 --> 00:31:13,919 here because i've got crews on the show 738 00:31:20,230 --> 00:31:16,840 tonight i can't believe it i've got 739 00:31:21,909 --> 00:31:20,240 crews on fade to black i am your host 740 00:31:23,509 --> 00:31:21,919 jimmy church we've got a great week 741 00:31:26,310 --> 00:31:23,519 coming up tonight cruz is here tomorrow 742 00:31:28,389 --> 00:31:26,320 night karen a dolmen 743 00:31:30,070 --> 00:31:28,399 that's right history of ouija 101 744 00:31:31,990 --> 00:31:30,080 tomorrow night master class and then 745 00:31:34,710 --> 00:31:32,000 wednesday night i've got david palmer 746 00:31:36,950 --> 00:31:34,720 here this is fade to black thursday is 747 00:31:39,110 --> 00:31:36,960 another fader night with open lines all 748 00:31:41,669 --> 00:31:39,120 night long i'm your host jimmy church on 749 00:31:42,630 --> 00:31:41,679 the game changer and on x networks race 750 00:31:44,710 --> 00:31:42,640 hobbs 751 00:31:49,430 --> 00:31:44,720 this is fade to block stay with me i'll 752 00:32:10,230 --> 00:31:49,440 be right back after this short break 753 00:32:14,549 --> 00:32:12,389 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827 00:35:40,150 --> 00:35:37,359 follow our facebook group annex network 828 00:35:48,150 --> 00:35:40,160 find the podcast on spotify iheart 829 00:35:48,160 --> 00:35:53,270 nine out of ten geneticists agree 830 00:35:57,030 --> 00:35:55,670 fade to black 831 00:35:59,670 --> 00:35:57,040 is not 832 00:36:03,829 --> 00:35:59,680 your father's radio show 833 00:36:05,829 --> 00:36:03,839 on the game changer radio network 834 00:36:07,190 --> 00:36:05,839 hi this is rob reiner from anvil and 835 00:36:10,470 --> 00:36:07,200 you're listening to jimmy 836 00:36:16,020 --> 00:36:13,349 what's up i'm chris what up this is 837 00:36:32,630 --> 00:36:16,030 jimmy church radio 838 00:36:39,670 --> 00:36:36,710 this is my thunderbird right here 839 00:36:41,589 --> 00:36:39,680 this is incredible i keep it right here 840 00:36:44,950 --> 00:36:41,599 in the studio it's always running you 841 00:36:47,510 --> 00:36:44,960 don't hear it this studio is sound proof 842 00:36:49,190 --> 00:36:47,520 it's dead quiet in here 843 00:36:51,750 --> 00:36:49,200 you don't hear this running you won't 844 00:36:52,630 --> 00:36:51,760 hear it in your house in your car 845 00:36:57,270 --> 00:36:52,640 and 846 00:36:59,829 --> 00:36:57,280 that top it's it's incredible 847 00:37:03,829 --> 00:36:59,839 links for it down below 848 00:37:05,589 --> 00:37:03,839 got a three pack special going all right 849 00:37:08,310 --> 00:37:05,599 let's get this party started tonight 850 00:37:09,670 --> 00:37:08,320 cruz is with us 851 00:37:11,109 --> 00:37:09,680 we're going to be talking about music 852 00:37:13,270 --> 00:37:11,119 we're going to talk some art we're going 853 00:37:15,190 --> 00:37:13,280 to talk consciousness from the street 854 00:37:17,109 --> 00:37:15,200 he's a cosmic artist 855 00:37:19,190 --> 00:37:17,119 raised between new york and south 856 00:37:21,670 --> 00:37:19,200 florida his music explores themes of 857 00:37:25,030 --> 00:37:21,680 meditation unity consciousness the 858 00:37:28,310 --> 00:37:25,040 pineal gland sacred geometry quantum 859 00:37:30,790 --> 00:37:28,320 physics and mechanics esoteric wisdom 860 00:37:33,910 --> 00:37:30,800 human empowerment and ancient 861 00:37:35,990 --> 00:37:33,920 civilizations this is not a joke cruz 862 00:37:38,310 --> 00:37:36,000 has collaborated with numerous talented 863 00:37:40,150 --> 00:37:38,320 artists within the conscious community 864 00:37:41,910 --> 00:37:40,160 and at the age of 18 he was introduced 865 00:37:42,870 --> 00:37:41,920 to the practice of meditation which he 866 00:37:46,150 --> 00:37:42,880 claims 867 00:37:48,630 --> 00:37:46,160 raised the frequency of his intelligence 868 00:37:51,270 --> 00:37:48,640 and exposed him to a whole new realm of 869 00:37:53,589 --> 00:37:51,280 experiences within the spirit world for 870 00:37:57,109 --> 00:37:53,599 over a decade cruz has devoted his 871 00:37:58,310 --> 00:37:57,119 lyrical gifts to serving and empowering 872 00:38:01,750 --> 00:37:58,320 humanity 873 00:38:06,630 --> 00:38:01,760 and i am so proud to finally have this 874 00:38:08,550 --> 00:38:06,640 man on my show cruise well hello 875 00:38:11,270 --> 00:38:08,560 what's going on jimmy pleasure to be 876 00:38:13,270 --> 00:38:11,280 here brother and man man okay all right 877 00:38:15,750 --> 00:38:13,280 well okay first things first cruz you 878 00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:15,760 get the first time guest disclaimer 879 00:38:20,550 --> 00:38:17,280 you've been watching this show forever 880 00:38:21,750 --> 00:38:20,560 and you you you know now you you get it 881 00:38:23,750 --> 00:38:21,760 it's coming 882 00:38:25,829 --> 00:38:23,760 cruz it's just you and i sitting on my 883 00:38:27,910 --> 00:38:25,839 couch having a conversation as friends 884 00:38:29,589 --> 00:38:27,920 and where that conversation starts it 885 00:38:31,510 --> 00:38:29,599 starts where it ends it ends but we're 886 00:38:32,550 --> 00:38:31,520 gonna end his friends there you go 887 00:38:35,109 --> 00:38:32,560 beautiful 888 00:38:37,910 --> 00:38:35,119 yeah we are already friends um can i 889 00:38:39,030 --> 00:38:37,920 start here um can i throw donnie arcade 890 00:38:41,829 --> 00:38:39,040 under the bus 891 00:38:43,670 --> 00:38:41,839 because you know he's listening you know 892 00:38:47,030 --> 00:38:43,680 my god he's my boy 893 00:38:48,310 --> 00:38:47,040 so i'm in detroit uh uh a couple of 894 00:38:52,310 --> 00:38:48,320 weeks ago 895 00:38:54,470 --> 00:38:52,320 and i was uh wondering and i didn't want 896 00:38:56,230 --> 00:38:54,480 to jinx anything 897 00:38:58,630 --> 00:38:56,240 but i was thinking to myself is donnie 898 00:39:00,069 --> 00:38:58,640 arcade gonna be here right okay and i 899 00:39:01,510 --> 00:39:00,079 didn't want to i didn't want to bring it 900 00:39:03,990 --> 00:39:01,520 up i didn't want to ask billy and billy 901 00:39:05,829 --> 00:39:04,000 go no donny's busy you know and i didn't 902 00:39:10,310 --> 00:39:05,839 want to hear that so i just kept it to 903 00:39:11,349 --> 00:39:10,320 myself and then this big big black suv 904 00:39:13,589 --> 00:39:11,359 pulls up 905 00:39:15,750 --> 00:39:13,599 you know the door swings open and out 906 00:39:18,390 --> 00:39:15,760 jumps donnie arcade 907 00:39:20,950 --> 00:39:18,400 with cruz right and so donnie comes up 908 00:39:23,670 --> 00:39:20,960 i'm like donny 909 00:39:26,870 --> 00:39:23,680 is that cruz and i wouldn't right 910 00:39:30,790 --> 00:39:26,880 donny it went straight to you 911 00:39:32,470 --> 00:39:30,800 it was i i freaked out and uh and i was 912 00:39:34,550 --> 00:39:32,480 i'm such a future 913 00:39:36,470 --> 00:39:34,560 but jamie i appreciate that 914 00:39:38,390 --> 00:39:36,480 well you know in my reaction i'm 915 00:39:40,390 --> 00:39:38,400 thinking to myself cruz must think i'm 916 00:39:42,710 --> 00:39:40,400 out of my mind 917 00:39:45,109 --> 00:39:42,720 but uh i was so excited to finally have 918 00:39:46,710 --> 00:39:45,119 met you and uh and we had a great day 919 00:39:48,710 --> 00:39:46,720 that day it was just perfect well it was 920 00:39:50,310 --> 00:39:48,720 amazing i mean jimmy listen something i 921 00:39:52,470 --> 00:39:50,320 want to share with your viewers i have 922 00:39:55,990 --> 00:39:52,480 been watching you jimmy since i was a 19 923 00:39:58,630 --> 00:39:56,000 year old kid this is back in 2008 okay i 924 00:40:01,190 --> 00:39:58,640 am now 33 years old 925 00:40:03,270 --> 00:40:01,200 and to actually be a guest on your show 926 00:40:05,109 --> 00:40:03,280 after you know bro you're so legendary 927 00:40:06,470 --> 00:40:05,119 so for me this is an honor i'm very 928 00:40:07,990 --> 00:40:06,480 grateful to be on the show right now in 929 00:40:10,150 --> 00:40:08,000 front of your viewers because it's 930 00:40:11,910 --> 00:40:10,160 amazing so the fact that you knew who i 931 00:40:13,190 --> 00:40:11,920 was i was honestly surprised by that 932 00:40:14,309 --> 00:40:13,200 because i didn't think you knew who i 933 00:40:15,670 --> 00:40:14,319 was so 934 00:40:17,589 --> 00:40:15,680 when you approached me in michigan when 935 00:40:19,030 --> 00:40:17,599 we was over in detroit i was like what 936 00:40:20,550 --> 00:40:19,040 it was just like you know 937 00:40:22,150 --> 00:40:20,560 pretty bugged out pretty bugged out for 938 00:40:24,390 --> 00:40:22,160 me because like i said man i've been 939 00:40:26,230 --> 00:40:24,400 listening to you for years i've gone to 940 00:40:28,390 --> 00:40:26,240 sleep to your shows listening to you 941 00:40:31,270 --> 00:40:28,400 know very iconic people that you talk to 942 00:40:33,829 --> 00:40:31,280 in this um community so yeah man i'm 943 00:40:35,990 --> 00:40:33,839 very blessed and and grateful to be here 944 00:40:40,230 --> 00:40:36,000 thank you thank you for having me 945 00:40:43,270 --> 00:40:40,240 you know this is uh for me um how 946 00:40:45,829 --> 00:40:43,280 uh my introduction to you uh came 947 00:40:47,349 --> 00:40:45,839 through donny and billy of course right 948 00:40:50,150 --> 00:40:47,359 okay so 949 00:40:51,109 --> 00:40:50,160 um and and i'm checking donny's stuff 950 00:40:55,030 --> 00:40:51,119 out 951 00:40:57,030 --> 00:40:55,040 and and then donny had mentioned to me 952 00:40:58,470 --> 00:40:57,040 briefly he said man you got to check out 953 00:41:01,589 --> 00:40:58,480 you know some of my other friends you 954 00:41:04,309 --> 00:41:01,599 know and and and he mentions you 955 00:41:07,750 --> 00:41:04,319 and so i i i 956 00:41:11,349 --> 00:41:07,760 and i remember the okay 957 00:41:13,069 --> 00:41:11,359 you have a very fluid 958 00:41:15,030 --> 00:41:13,079 um 959 00:41:16,870 --> 00:41:15,040 precise 960 00:41:17,750 --> 00:41:16,880 fast-paced 961 00:41:18,790 --> 00:41:17,760 way 962 00:41:20,950 --> 00:41:18,800 of 963 00:41:23,270 --> 00:41:20,960 uh being a lyricist 964 00:41:26,710 --> 00:41:23,280 okay it's it's it and it's it's 965 00:41:28,150 --> 00:41:26,720 impressive and so anyway 966 00:41:30,790 --> 00:41:28,160 i'm watching and 967 00:41:32,550 --> 00:41:30,800 and i'm picking up on a few things 968 00:41:34,230 --> 00:41:32,560 and i'm like wait a minute did he just 969 00:41:35,589 --> 00:41:34,240 mention 970 00:41:37,670 --> 00:41:35,599 anunnaki 971 00:41:40,150 --> 00:41:37,680 did that just blow by me is he talking 972 00:41:41,190 --> 00:41:40,160 about quantum physics is he talking 973 00:41:44,870 --> 00:41:41,200 about 974 00:41:47,349 --> 00:41:44,880 did he's the multiverse right anyway 975 00:41:48,390 --> 00:41:47,359 and it's coming and i'm like 976 00:41:52,630 --> 00:41:48,400 whoa 977 00:41:56,150 --> 00:41:52,640 wait a minute here because the music is 978 00:41:57,510 --> 00:41:56,160 is is is is great you can't have 979 00:41:58,950 --> 00:41:57,520 that 980 00:42:01,990 --> 00:41:58,960 you know uh 981 00:42:03,990 --> 00:42:02,000 uh be listenable without the right beats 982 00:42:06,710 --> 00:42:04,000 and the right melody and and everything 983 00:42:07,829 --> 00:42:06,720 else so that's why right so that's all 984 00:42:10,390 --> 00:42:07,839 on point 985 00:42:12,630 --> 00:42:10,400 so that that grabs you but then i start 986 00:42:15,030 --> 00:42:12,640 thinking to myself 987 00:42:16,390 --> 00:42:15,040 do the kids 988 00:42:19,589 --> 00:42:16,400 understand 989 00:42:21,109 --> 00:42:19,599 what they are listening to 990 00:42:22,230 --> 00:42:21,119 right they're listening because it's 991 00:42:23,109 --> 00:42:22,240 great music 992 00:42:24,870 --> 00:42:23,119 right 993 00:42:26,309 --> 00:42:24,880 and you know whatever 994 00:42:29,670 --> 00:42:26,319 um but 995 00:42:30,790 --> 00:42:29,680 there's a message here and it's a strong 996 00:42:32,390 --> 00:42:30,800 message 997 00:42:34,230 --> 00:42:32,400 and it's about history and it's about 998 00:42:36,230 --> 00:42:34,240 science and it's about consciousness and 999 00:42:37,910 --> 00:42:36,240 like you know the pineal gland i 1000 00:42:40,790 --> 00:42:37,920 remember the first time i heard that i 1001 00:42:43,670 --> 00:42:40,800 was like what um so 1002 00:42:46,150 --> 00:42:43,680 are the kids getting it 1003 00:42:48,630 --> 00:42:46,160 do they start their own research do they 1004 00:42:50,230 --> 00:42:48,640 respond back to you and go thank you for 1005 00:42:52,630 --> 00:42:50,240 this because now 1006 00:42:53,910 --> 00:42:52,640 i'm checking out the great pyramid you 1007 00:42:56,150 --> 00:42:53,920 know it's funny because that's actually 1008 00:42:58,230 --> 00:42:56,160 the intention behind why i write lyrics 1009 00:43:00,069 --> 00:42:58,240 the way that i do because obviously i'm 1010 00:43:01,670 --> 00:43:00,079 all about empowering humanity and i want 1011 00:43:04,950 --> 00:43:01,680 human beings to wake up and reach their 1012 00:43:06,470 --> 00:43:04,960 truest potential so i write songs in a 1013 00:43:08,150 --> 00:43:06,480 first person perspective or point of 1014 00:43:09,670 --> 00:43:08,160 view i guess you could say so that when 1015 00:43:11,109 --> 00:43:09,680 you memorize my lyrics and you're 1016 00:43:13,829 --> 00:43:11,119 repeating it and you're wrapping it out 1017 00:43:16,550 --> 00:43:13,839 loud you're actually empowering the self 1018 00:43:18,790 --> 00:43:16,560 you know isn't that hip-hop's all about 1019 00:43:20,790 --> 00:43:18,800 finishing your opponent duality 1020 00:43:22,470 --> 00:43:20,800 competition you know what i'm saying so 1021 00:43:23,829 --> 00:43:22,480 that's how i started when it came to 1022 00:43:25,750 --> 00:43:23,839 hip-hop being born and raised in new 1023 00:43:27,270 --> 00:43:25,760 york so obviously you get you get 1024 00:43:29,750 --> 00:43:27,280 influenced by that culture of hip-hop 1025 00:43:31,349 --> 00:43:29,760 but then as you mentioned earlier um 1026 00:43:33,510 --> 00:43:31,359 when i turned 18 and i got exposed to 1027 00:43:34,710 --> 00:43:33,520 meditation it really expanded my 1028 00:43:37,349 --> 00:43:34,720 consciousness my ability of 1029 00:43:39,349 --> 00:43:37,359 comprehension my vocabulary i could no 1030 00:43:40,870 --> 00:43:39,359 longer rap about ignorance because i 1031 00:43:43,190 --> 00:43:40,880 just knew too much at this point you 1032 00:43:45,349 --> 00:43:43,200 know i got to a lot of information very 1033 00:43:47,109 --> 00:43:45,359 young and so that obviously influenced 1034 00:43:48,550 --> 00:43:47,119 my lyrical abilities and from that point 1035 00:43:50,470 --> 00:43:48,560 forward i said you know what i can't rap 1036 00:43:52,390 --> 00:43:50,480 about ignorance anymore i need to rap to 1037 00:43:54,870 --> 00:43:52,400 empower humanity because i'm a huge 1038 00:43:56,230 --> 00:43:54,880 humanitarian i'm all about unity you 1039 00:43:57,829 --> 00:43:56,240 know what i mean and i truly have 1040 00:43:59,670 --> 00:43:57,839 compassion and i understand the law of 1041 00:44:01,589 --> 00:43:59,680 one i understand the law of separation 1042 00:44:02,950 --> 00:44:01,599 uh the illusion the separation that 1043 00:44:04,950 --> 00:44:02,960 we're all living in 1044 00:44:06,309 --> 00:44:04,960 so you know all of this information 1045 00:44:07,670 --> 00:44:06,319 obviously just gave me a lot of subject 1046 00:44:09,270 --> 00:44:07,680 matter to write about when it comes to 1047 00:44:10,870 --> 00:44:09,280 music and when it comes to answering 1048 00:44:12,150 --> 00:44:10,880 your question about the kids the only 1049 00:44:13,910 --> 00:44:12,160 kids and the only people who are really 1050 00:44:15,589 --> 00:44:13,920 getting it are those individuals who are 1051 00:44:18,069 --> 00:44:15,599 actually putting in the work doing the 1052 00:44:19,990 --> 00:44:18,079 shadow work researching self-education 1053 00:44:21,990 --> 00:44:20,000 and stuff like that if you're doing this 1054 00:44:23,910 --> 00:44:22,000 type of work then you will understand a 1055 00:44:25,349 --> 00:44:23,920 hundred percent my lyrics if you have 1056 00:44:27,270 --> 00:44:25,359 never 1057 00:44:28,950 --> 00:44:27,280 even practiced meditation or got into 1058 00:44:31,910 --> 00:44:28,960 energy work breath work understand the 1059 00:44:34,470 --> 00:44:31,920 correlation energy vibration frequency 1060 00:44:36,390 --> 00:44:34,480 if you've never you know dove into this 1061 00:44:37,589 --> 00:44:36,400 kind of information then of course my 1062 00:44:39,349 --> 00:44:37,599 lyrics are not going to make sense to 1063 00:44:41,910 --> 00:44:39,359 you because as you know jimmy words are 1064 00:44:43,829 --> 00:44:41,920 vibrations and so i tend to make my type 1065 00:44:45,750 --> 00:44:43,839 of hip-hop music higher frequency 1066 00:44:47,670 --> 00:44:45,760 vocabulary and so for you to understand 1067 00:44:49,430 --> 00:44:47,680 that you need to be resonating yourself 1068 00:44:51,270 --> 00:44:49,440 on a higher consciousness to understand 1069 00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:51,280 and receive that information so the 1070 00:44:54,550 --> 00:44:53,200 whole goal of the music that me donny 1071 00:44:56,150 --> 00:44:54,560 and a whole bunch of other very dope 1072 00:44:57,990 --> 00:44:56,160 artists that i'm very friends are cool 1073 00:44:59,910 --> 00:44:58,000 with in the community you know make the 1074 00:45:02,069 --> 00:44:59,920 whole purpose of it is so that these 1075 00:45:04,069 --> 00:45:02,079 kids and these adult adults who are just 1076 00:45:05,190 --> 00:45:04,079 waking up into this community start to 1077 00:45:06,790 --> 00:45:05,200 research 1078 00:45:08,710 --> 00:45:06,800 as you know i did that song with donnie 1079 00:45:10,470 --> 00:45:08,720 arcade the halls of amenti and it's 1080 00:45:12,150 --> 00:45:10,480 honestly you know it really took off 1081 00:45:14,150 --> 00:45:12,160 when me and donnie made that with billy 1082 00:45:15,670 --> 00:45:14,160 made the music video and 1083 00:45:17,190 --> 00:45:15,680 you know a lot of people asking what the 1084 00:45:18,150 --> 00:45:17,200 hell what the hell's the halls of amenti 1085 00:45:20,069 --> 00:45:18,160 like what is that you know what i'm 1086 00:45:21,750 --> 00:45:20,079 saying it's unless you read the emerald 1087 00:45:23,589 --> 00:45:21,760 tablets of thoth you're just not gonna 1088 00:45:25,750 --> 00:45:23,599 know what the holes of a mentee is you 1089 00:45:27,910 --> 00:45:25,760 know what i mean so i make songs that 1090 00:45:29,910 --> 00:45:27,920 people can relate to that may not be too 1091 00:45:31,510 --> 00:45:29,920 too too conscious like my song have you 1092 00:45:32,630 --> 00:45:31,520 ever on my cosmic heights album it's a 1093 00:45:33,670 --> 00:45:32,640 song that i made that anyone could 1094 00:45:35,349 --> 00:45:33,680 relate to 1095 00:45:36,870 --> 00:45:35,359 but i also like to make songs that's 1096 00:45:38,550 --> 00:45:36,880 going to make you think outside the box 1097 00:45:40,309 --> 00:45:38,560 kind of going to force you to research 1098 00:45:41,510 --> 00:45:40,319 the terminology the concept what the 1099 00:45:43,430 --> 00:45:41,520 hell you're talking about let me see 1100 00:45:45,270 --> 00:45:43,440 what this is what is the anunnaki what 1101 00:45:47,190 --> 00:45:45,280 is that you know what i mean now i know 1102 00:45:49,589 --> 00:45:47,200 that term annunaki now is getting very 1103 00:45:51,190 --> 00:45:49,599 famous very known a lot of super uh i 1104 00:45:52,550 --> 00:45:51,200 mean a lot of mainstream artists you 1105 00:45:54,390 --> 00:45:52,560 hear not talking about the weather 1106 00:45:55,750 --> 00:45:54,400 whether it's in hip-hop 1107 00:45:58,309 --> 00:45:55,760 or whatever the case may be a lot of 1108 00:46:00,550 --> 00:45:58,319 artists are talking about the term and 1109 00:46:02,069 --> 00:46:00,560 so it's only a matter of time before we 1110 00:46:03,030 --> 00:46:02,079 become the new mainstream you know what 1111 00:46:04,550 --> 00:46:03,040 i mean 1112 00:46:08,150 --> 00:46:04,560 now when 1113 00:46:09,430 --> 00:46:08,160 when that uh when that song charted 1114 00:46:12,870 --> 00:46:09,440 calls 1115 00:46:14,470 --> 00:46:12,880 and now that's on billboard right if 1116 00:46:16,309 --> 00:46:14,480 it was on like four charts at the same 1117 00:46:18,150 --> 00:46:16,319 time yeah it went pretty big i mean on 1118 00:46:20,870 --> 00:46:18,160 youtube it's got more than a quarter 1119 00:46:22,550 --> 00:46:20,880 million views on youtube now yeah crazy 1120 00:46:24,550 --> 00:46:22,560 yeah yeah yeah so 1121 00:46:25,990 --> 00:46:24,560 you know that is breaking this stuff 1122 00:46:28,309 --> 00:46:26,000 mainstream 1123 00:46:30,790 --> 00:46:28,319 how did that i know i've asked donnie 1124 00:46:34,550 --> 00:46:30,800 this but but how does that make you feel 1125 00:46:38,069 --> 00:46:34,560 that this type of music you know that is 1126 00:46:40,870 --> 00:46:38,079 for humanity it's for consciousness it's 1127 00:46:42,150 --> 00:46:40,880 for the world it's for growth right how 1128 00:46:43,990 --> 00:46:42,160 does that how does that make you feel 1129 00:46:46,550 --> 00:46:44,000 that you know to get a little bit of 1130 00:46:47,589 --> 00:46:46,560 recognition like that it feels great i 1131 00:46:49,829 --> 00:46:47,599 mean 1132 00:46:51,430 --> 00:46:49,839 i've been into this i went through my 1133 00:46:54,230 --> 00:46:51,440 awakening dark night of the soul if you 1134 00:46:55,510 --> 00:46:54,240 will when i was 18 years old in 2007 1135 00:46:57,910 --> 00:46:55,520 back when there was no conscious 1136 00:46:59,190 --> 00:46:57,920 community there was no uh on youtube 1137 00:47:01,270 --> 00:46:59,200 instagram there was none of that you 1138 00:47:03,430 --> 00:47:01,280 know what i mean so back then being so 1139 00:47:06,230 --> 00:47:03,440 young i had just graduated high school i 1140 00:47:07,589 --> 00:47:06,240 got exposed to all of these things 1141 00:47:09,030 --> 00:47:07,599 you know i started thinking i was going 1142 00:47:10,550 --> 00:47:09,040 crazy like everybody else you know what 1143 00:47:12,309 --> 00:47:10,560 i mean everyone starts thinking they're 1144 00:47:14,150 --> 00:47:12,319 going crazy start having 1145 00:47:16,309 --> 00:47:14,160 extraterrestrial experiences astral 1146 00:47:17,910 --> 00:47:16,319 projection experiences be psychically 1147 00:47:20,190 --> 00:47:17,920 attacked all of these things when you 1148 00:47:21,750 --> 00:47:20,200 open your energies to this realm of 1149 00:47:23,349 --> 00:47:21,760 multi-dimensionality 1150 00:47:24,870 --> 00:47:23,359 you don't know anything about protecting 1151 00:47:26,549 --> 00:47:24,880 your energy if you don't understand the 1152 00:47:28,390 --> 00:47:26,559 correlation between energy vibration 1153 00:47:30,150 --> 00:47:28,400 frequency all of these things that can 1154 00:47:31,589 --> 00:47:30,160 help empower you when dealing with the 1155 00:47:33,750 --> 00:47:31,599 spiritual realm 1156 00:47:35,349 --> 00:47:33,760 um you know obviously i was just thrown 1157 00:47:37,030 --> 00:47:35,359 into the fire 18 years old i knew 1158 00:47:39,430 --> 00:47:37,040 nothing about this and so i had no 1159 00:47:41,829 --> 00:47:39,440 mentor billy wasn't in my life at that 1160 00:47:43,910 --> 00:47:41,839 time i knew nobody who can 1161 00:47:46,230 --> 00:47:43,920 you know guide me through this i'm just 1162 00:47:48,309 --> 00:47:46,240 going by all these crazy different 1163 00:47:50,230 --> 00:47:48,319 documents and stuff i'm you know reading 1164 00:47:52,069 --> 00:47:50,240 and watching on the internet like fates 1165 00:47:55,829 --> 00:47:52,079 of black coast to coast am conscious 1166 00:47:57,990 --> 00:47:55,839 media network um project camelot bashar 1167 00:47:59,670 --> 00:47:58,000 and daryl anka i mean i've been i'm 1168 00:48:01,750 --> 00:47:59,680 telling you guys i've been watching this 1169 00:48:04,150 --> 00:48:01,760 information soaking it all in since i 1170 00:48:05,510 --> 00:48:04,160 was 18 years old and all of that 1171 00:48:06,870 --> 00:48:05,520 information that you you know you 1172 00:48:09,430 --> 00:48:06,880 learned through all these whistleblowers 1173 00:48:11,430 --> 00:48:09,440 and all these things i managed to grab 1174 00:48:13,589 --> 00:48:11,440 all that information and turn it into 1175 00:48:14,870 --> 00:48:13,599 hip-hop make it poetic make it rhyme 1176 00:48:16,549 --> 00:48:14,880 make it sound 1177 00:48:17,670 --> 00:48:16,559 dope enough where the younger generation 1178 00:48:19,510 --> 00:48:17,680 could be like hey this sounds pretty 1179 00:48:21,990 --> 00:48:19,520 dope this is a nice beat what is this 1180 00:48:23,910 --> 00:48:22,000 and they start listening to it so 1181 00:48:25,270 --> 00:48:23,920 that's pretty much my lyrical talent i 1182 00:48:27,270 --> 00:48:25,280 guess you could say i have the ability 1183 00:48:29,510 --> 00:48:27,280 of gathering the information that i have 1184 00:48:31,349 --> 00:48:29,520 integrated and putting it into a lyrical 1185 00:48:33,510 --> 00:48:31,359 format i can make it rhyme and make it 1186 00:48:35,270 --> 00:48:33,520 make sense so that it also empowers the 1187 00:48:37,510 --> 00:48:35,280 human being listening and repeating my 1188 00:48:39,750 --> 00:48:37,520 lyrics memorizing my lyrics so there's a 1189 00:48:41,349 --> 00:48:39,760 huge science behind what i do believe it 1190 00:48:43,589 --> 00:48:41,359 or not i've been doing it for so long 1191 00:48:45,750 --> 00:48:43,599 it's so natural for me at this point but 1192 00:48:47,030 --> 00:48:45,760 yeah man this is science like everything 1193 00:48:50,630 --> 00:48:47,040 else 1194 00:48:53,349 --> 00:48:50,640 take me back to 2008 1195 00:48:55,190 --> 00:48:53,359 what what happened 1196 00:48:56,870 --> 00:48:55,200 and well the 1197 00:48:59,270 --> 00:48:56,880 spiritual awakening really happened to 1198 00:49:00,549 --> 00:48:59,280 me in 2007 2008 was when i really 1199 00:49:02,870 --> 00:49:00,559 started listening to you and i came 1200 00:49:04,470 --> 00:49:02,880 across who you were but uh 1201 00:49:05,990 --> 00:49:04,480 everything really really started in 1202 00:49:08,710 --> 00:49:06,000 terms of like you know if you want me to 1203 00:49:10,390 --> 00:49:08,720 really go back uh jimmy in terms of like 1204 00:49:11,910 --> 00:49:10,400 the terrestrial ufos like being 1205 00:49:13,990 --> 00:49:11,920 interested in all of that stuff that 1206 00:49:16,150 --> 00:49:14,000 field it really started when i was seven 1207 00:49:17,829 --> 00:49:16,160 years old i watched my very first ufo 1208 00:49:20,069 --> 00:49:17,839 abduction documentary 1209 00:49:21,829 --> 00:49:20,079 and you know obviously it's all full of 1210 00:49:23,349 --> 00:49:21,839 fear and hollywood and grace and all of 1211 00:49:24,790 --> 00:49:23,359 this stuff so obviously as a child you 1212 00:49:26,390 --> 00:49:24,800 see those kind of abduction 1213 00:49:29,270 --> 00:49:26,400 documentaries that put a lot of fear in 1214 00:49:30,710 --> 00:49:29,280 me so even though it put fear in me at 1215 00:49:32,950 --> 00:49:30,720 that point for the rest of my 1216 00:49:35,829 --> 00:49:32,960 incarnation here i knew my mind was open 1217 00:49:37,030 --> 00:49:35,839 enough to realize we are not alone this 1218 00:49:38,870 --> 00:49:37,040 aliens are obviously real 1219 00:49:40,150 --> 00:49:38,880 extraterrestrials obviously exist you 1220 00:49:41,589 --> 00:49:40,160 know like my mind started thinking like 1221 00:49:43,030 --> 00:49:41,599 that i remember staring at the moon you 1222 00:49:44,790 --> 00:49:43,040 know every little child when they're a 1223 00:49:46,150 --> 00:49:44,800 kid in their car you feel like why is 1224 00:49:47,589 --> 00:49:46,160 the moon following me why does it feel 1225 00:49:49,750 --> 00:49:47,599 like the moon goes everywhere i go you 1226 00:49:51,109 --> 00:49:49,760 know what i mean right so when i was a 1227 00:49:52,549 --> 00:49:51,119 seven-year-old kid listening and you 1228 00:49:54,230 --> 00:49:52,559 know looking at the moon i'll just think 1229 00:49:56,150 --> 00:49:54,240 about the seduction documentary that i 1230 00:49:58,069 --> 00:49:56,160 saw and it would just freak me out but 1231 00:49:59,829 --> 00:49:58,079 it really started for me there i started 1232 00:50:02,950 --> 00:49:59,839 opening my mind from that point forward 1233 00:50:04,630 --> 00:50:02,960 and then it wasn't until i was about 16 1234 00:50:06,309 --> 00:50:04,640 when i made the move from new york to 1235 00:50:07,829 --> 00:50:06,319 florida i went to a great deal of 1236 00:50:09,109 --> 00:50:07,839 depression because i was forced to move 1237 00:50:11,030 --> 00:50:09,119 to florida i never wanted to in the 1238 00:50:13,030 --> 00:50:11,040 middle of my junior year high school you 1239 00:50:15,349 --> 00:50:13,040 know i had a lot of time on my hands now 1240 00:50:16,790 --> 00:50:15,359 so what i did was i just got to work i 1241 00:50:18,950 --> 00:50:16,800 cooked up a bunch of songs you know i 1242 00:50:21,750 --> 00:50:18,960 made a lot a lot of songs between ages 1243 00:50:23,829 --> 00:50:21,760 16 and 18. all self-recorded all 1244 00:50:25,510 --> 00:50:23,839 self-taught all self-mixed and all of 1245 00:50:26,950 --> 00:50:25,520 that stuff like i edited it all myself i 1246 00:50:28,790 --> 00:50:26,960 learned how to use this program on my 1247 00:50:31,190 --> 00:50:28,800 own i was just sitting there making 1248 00:50:33,990 --> 00:50:31,200 songs songs and songs and so 1249 00:50:35,430 --> 00:50:34,000 you know i started reading so much uh i 1250 00:50:37,510 --> 00:50:35,440 guess you could say this is a website 1251 00:50:40,069 --> 00:50:37,520 called above top secret it was very very 1252 00:50:41,349 --> 00:50:40,079 very very famous back then very very i'm 1253 00:50:43,510 --> 00:50:41,359 sure you know 1254 00:50:45,829 --> 00:50:43,520 man that website right there above top 1255 00:50:48,069 --> 00:50:45,839 secret you know being a teenager early 1256 00:50:49,430 --> 00:50:48,079 20s i was just on all those forums 1257 00:50:51,510 --> 00:50:49,440 reading and reading and reading all of 1258 00:50:53,270 --> 00:50:51,520 this stuff and so you know i never got 1259 00:50:55,430 --> 00:50:53,280 into the spiritual meditation it was 1260 00:50:57,030 --> 00:50:55,440 just strictly extraterrestrials 1261 00:50:58,390 --> 00:50:57,040 connections the pyramids you know i mean 1262 00:50:59,750 --> 00:50:58,400 like we are not alone what's the truth 1263 00:51:01,589 --> 00:50:59,760 about the you know about life what's 1264 00:51:02,950 --> 00:51:01,599 going on how does if extraterrestrials 1265 00:51:04,390 --> 00:51:02,960 are real then what is you know how does 1266 00:51:05,589 --> 00:51:04,400 god play in this and how do we play in 1267 00:51:07,990 --> 00:51:05,599 this what's the purpose where we come 1268 00:51:09,349 --> 00:51:08,000 from all of those cliche uh questions 1269 00:51:12,710 --> 00:51:09,359 you start to ask yourself when you start 1270 00:51:14,230 --> 00:51:12,720 awakening but it wasn't until i was 18 1271 00:51:15,910 --> 00:51:14,240 when i graduated high school that i got 1272 00:51:18,630 --> 00:51:15,920 exposed to meditation because of what 1273 00:51:20,630 --> 00:51:18,640 occurred to me um when i was 18 i got 1274 00:51:22,470 --> 00:51:20,640 hospitalized for four days 1275 00:51:24,549 --> 00:51:22,480 because of an entanglement that occurred 1276 00:51:26,470 --> 00:51:24,559 in my small intestines and during that 1277 00:51:28,069 --> 00:51:26,480 time i used to smoke a lot of weed i was 1278 00:51:30,710 --> 00:51:28,079 smoking a lot of weed eating a lot of 1279 00:51:31,910 --> 00:51:30,720 crab junk foods just going to sleep 1280 00:51:33,829 --> 00:51:31,920 three four in the morning without 1281 00:51:35,510 --> 00:51:33,839 properly digesting and i guess you know 1282 00:51:37,109 --> 00:51:35,520 that lifestyle unhealthy lifestyle 1283 00:51:38,950 --> 00:51:37,119 although i was working out a lot at that 1284 00:51:40,549 --> 00:51:38,960 time but 1285 00:51:42,870 --> 00:51:40,559 food wise and sleep-wise it was just 1286 00:51:44,470 --> 00:51:42,880 horrible and so that experience led to 1287 00:51:46,790 --> 00:51:44,480 an entanglement in my small intestine 1288 00:51:48,230 --> 00:51:46,800 digestive issues i was hospitalized they 1289 00:51:50,309 --> 00:51:48,240 didn't let me eat anything for about 1290 00:51:51,510 --> 00:51:50,319 four days i was just strictly on ivs 1291 00:51:52,549 --> 00:51:51,520 getting a whole bunch of tests done or 1292 00:51:54,870 --> 00:51:52,559 whatever 1293 00:51:57,190 --> 00:51:54,880 and long story short i went and weighing 1294 00:52:00,150 --> 00:51:57,200 150 on a friday i came out on monday 1295 00:52:02,950 --> 00:52:00,160 weighing 128 pounds jimmy so i lost 22 1296 00:52:05,510 --> 00:52:02,960 pounds in those four days obviously a 1297 00:52:07,349 --> 00:52:05,520 senior who just graduates high school 1298 00:52:09,030 --> 00:52:07,359 summertime just started and that's what 1299 00:52:10,710 --> 00:52:09,040 occurs to me so i go through a great 1300 00:52:12,230 --> 00:52:10,720 deal of depression obviously because you 1301 00:52:14,710 --> 00:52:12,240 know now i'm looking like a skeleton i 1302 00:52:16,870 --> 00:52:14,720 feel weak i could barely eat and so i 1303 00:52:18,710 --> 00:52:16,880 started i got desperate i was like man 1304 00:52:19,750 --> 00:52:18,720 how can i heal myself you know and 1305 00:52:20,710 --> 00:52:19,760 obviously when you come out of the 1306 00:52:22,630 --> 00:52:20,720 hospital you get all these 1307 00:52:23,990 --> 00:52:22,640 pharmaceutical drugs that my mother 1308 00:52:26,309 --> 00:52:24,000 would argue with me about taking them 1309 00:52:28,150 --> 00:52:26,319 and all these things but i never trusted 1310 00:52:29,589 --> 00:52:28,160 the pharmaceutical industry ever since i 1311 00:52:31,270 --> 00:52:29,599 was a teenager i always knew that there 1312 00:52:33,829 --> 00:52:31,280 was more to it you know 1313 00:52:35,750 --> 00:52:33,839 uh profit wise and side effect all these 1314 00:52:37,430 --> 00:52:35,760 things and so i'm like nah there's got 1315 00:52:39,510 --> 00:52:37,440 to be a natural holistic way of healing 1316 00:52:41,030 --> 00:52:39,520 you know i i know this is real i 1317 00:52:43,030 --> 00:52:41,040 believed in it my mind was open enough 1318 00:52:44,549 --> 00:52:43,040 to it so that's what started my journey 1319 00:52:46,470 --> 00:52:44,559 on the meditation because you know i 1320 00:52:47,990 --> 00:52:46,480 started researching online i remember 1321 00:52:50,309 --> 00:52:48,000 one night i thought to myself why do 1322 00:52:52,309 --> 00:52:50,319 hindus and buddhists meditate because i 1323 00:52:53,910 --> 00:52:52,319 was raised catholic you know my family 1324 00:52:56,470 --> 00:52:53,920 is from is from colombia colombian 1325 00:52:58,309 --> 00:52:56,480 culture and so in colombia most people 1326 00:52:59,990 --> 00:52:58,319 are catholic a race catholic and it was 1327 00:53:01,589 --> 00:53:00,000 born and raised into a family i was very 1328 00:53:03,190 --> 00:53:01,599 religious my grandmother was religious 1329 00:53:05,030 --> 00:53:03,200 me me and my cousins you know pray all 1330 00:53:07,349 --> 00:53:05,040 the time we really believed in the whole 1331 00:53:10,230 --> 00:53:07,359 concept of religion you know what i mean 1332 00:53:11,349 --> 00:53:10,240 so obviously going from that background 1333 00:53:13,349 --> 00:53:11,359 and then 1334 00:53:14,870 --> 00:53:13,359 i came across a long article online 1335 00:53:16,230 --> 00:53:14,880 about meditation because i started 1336 00:53:17,829 --> 00:53:16,240 questioning why do hindus and buddhists 1337 00:53:20,309 --> 00:53:17,839 meditate what is the point of meditation 1338 00:53:21,910 --> 00:53:20,319 what is this thing you know so i read an 1339 00:53:23,910 --> 00:53:21,920 article on it and the article claimed to 1340 00:53:25,750 --> 00:53:23,920 me that you could that a human being is 1341 00:53:27,670 --> 00:53:25,760 capable of healing themselves from 1342 00:53:28,390 --> 00:53:27,680 virtually any sickness or disease just 1343 00:53:30,790 --> 00:53:28,400 through 1344 00:53:32,309 --> 00:53:30,800 meditation now obviously i was skeptical 1345 00:53:34,309 --> 00:53:32,319 because i'm thinking how can you heal 1346 00:53:36,630 --> 00:53:34,319 just by meditating from any sickness or 1347 00:53:38,870 --> 00:53:36,640 disease but because of how desperate i 1348 00:53:40,950 --> 00:53:38,880 was how much weight i lost how depressed 1349 00:53:42,390 --> 00:53:40,960 i felt i wasn't happy with my body my 1350 00:53:44,069 --> 00:53:42,400 self image 1351 00:53:47,190 --> 00:53:44,079 i was willing to try anything that 1352 00:53:49,750 --> 00:53:47,200 claimed self miraculous healing so 1353 00:53:52,309 --> 00:53:49,760 boom i go on youtube in 2007 youtube is 1354 00:53:55,829 --> 00:53:52,319 still pretty fresh pretty new 1355 00:53:57,430 --> 00:53:55,839 no censoring you know no algorithm man i 1356 00:53:59,349 --> 00:53:57,440 used to watch so much videos you know i 1357 00:54:01,349 --> 00:53:59,359 mean but now you can't but obviously but 1358 00:54:04,309 --> 00:54:01,359 back then i was researching and i came 1359 00:54:06,870 --> 00:54:04,319 across one hour long animated video i 1360 00:54:09,510 --> 00:54:06,880 believe narrated by deepak chopra if you 1361 00:54:10,470 --> 00:54:09,520 know who he is i remember that video 1362 00:54:13,270 --> 00:54:10,480 yeah 1363 00:54:15,910 --> 00:54:13,280 i watched it that video changed my life 1364 00:54:18,630 --> 00:54:15,920 jimmy because that video as you know it 1365 00:54:20,230 --> 00:54:18,640 shows an animated um visually appealing 1366 00:54:22,870 --> 00:54:20,240 and understanding animation where you 1367 00:54:24,790 --> 00:54:22,880 could see cosmic energy how the cosmic 1368 00:54:27,430 --> 00:54:24,800 energy enters into the nadi system the 1369 00:54:29,030 --> 00:54:27,440 ether body how we can heal the body just 1370 00:54:30,549 --> 00:54:29,040 by bringing more and more cosmic energy 1371 00:54:32,630 --> 00:54:30,559 it's all about mastering the breath and 1372 00:54:34,710 --> 00:54:32,640 the mind and you know energy work so 1373 00:54:36,150 --> 00:54:34,720 when i watched that video it was an hour 1374 00:54:37,670 --> 00:54:36,160 long but it was so intriguing i watched 1375 00:54:39,670 --> 00:54:37,680 the whole thing straight through 1376 00:54:41,510 --> 00:54:39,680 from that point forward and up to this 1377 00:54:43,510 --> 00:54:41,520 day right now i'm talking to all of you 1378 00:54:45,750 --> 00:54:43,520 i became obsessed with meditation 1379 00:54:47,510 --> 00:54:45,760 because i'm like whoa if this is real 1380 00:54:48,950 --> 00:54:47,520 and you know this video was so beautiful 1381 00:54:51,030 --> 00:54:48,960 i'm like i'm gonna start this right now 1382 00:54:53,190 --> 00:54:51,040 i started meditating right away and you 1383 00:54:54,870 --> 00:54:53,200 know i grew up very impatient a very 1384 00:54:56,390 --> 00:54:54,880 impatient quick time person had a lot of 1385 00:54:58,069 --> 00:54:56,400 angry issues 1386 00:54:59,270 --> 00:54:58,079 so for me to sit there and breathe it 1387 00:55:00,710 --> 00:54:59,280 was difficult like you know i didn't 1388 00:55:02,309 --> 00:55:00,720 have the patience i didn't even know how 1389 00:55:04,230 --> 00:55:02,319 to do diaphragmatic breathing i didn't 1390 00:55:05,750 --> 00:55:04,240 understand nothing i had no basis i 1391 00:55:07,510 --> 00:55:05,760 literally taught myself through trial 1392 00:55:08,710 --> 00:55:07,520 and error meditating every day for 30 1393 00:55:10,230 --> 00:55:08,720 minutes a day 1394 00:55:11,990 --> 00:55:10,240 i taught myself how to master 1395 00:55:13,349 --> 00:55:12,000 diaphragmatic breathing 1396 00:55:15,030 --> 00:55:13,359 and once i learned how to breathe 1397 00:55:16,789 --> 00:55:15,040 through my diaphragm consciously i 1398 00:55:18,309 --> 00:55:16,799 started observing that sound it would 1399 00:55:20,230 --> 00:55:18,319 make and you know it started getting 1400 00:55:21,430 --> 00:55:20,240 deeper and deeper into the inner i guess 1401 00:55:24,309 --> 00:55:21,440 you could say 1402 00:55:25,510 --> 00:55:24,319 and man from that point forward uh it 1403 00:55:27,270 --> 00:55:25,520 accelerated the hell out of my 1404 00:55:28,870 --> 00:55:27,280 intelligence my consciousness i got 1405 00:55:31,190 --> 00:55:28,880 exposed to many things like i said i 1406 00:55:32,789 --> 00:55:31,200 wasn't even psychically attacked 1407 00:55:34,789 --> 00:55:32,799 a lot of fear i had a lot of 1408 00:55:36,870 --> 00:55:34,799 extraterrestrial experiences i started 1409 00:55:38,710 --> 00:55:36,880 having real life after projection 1410 00:55:40,549 --> 00:55:38,720 conscious experiences whether through 1411 00:55:42,950 --> 00:55:40,559 sleep paralysis or through actual 1412 00:55:45,109 --> 00:55:42,960 meditation fully conscious and aware i 1413 00:55:47,910 --> 00:55:45,119 mean things started happening to me 1414 00:55:50,309 --> 00:55:47,920 where i think yo am i going crazy am i 1415 00:55:52,630 --> 00:55:50,319 really going crazy because everyone else 1416 00:55:54,309 --> 00:55:52,640 that's my age 18 years old you know no 1417 00:55:56,630 --> 00:55:54,319 one is talking about this and i'm over 1418 00:55:57,910 --> 00:55:56,640 here experiencing astro project at 19 1419 00:56:00,150 --> 00:55:57,920 years old you know what i'm saying like 1420 00:56:01,670 --> 00:56:00,160 that was a big deal to me the first time 1421 00:56:03,670 --> 00:56:01,680 i experienced that it changed my life 1422 00:56:04,870 --> 00:56:03,680 forever i just couldn't you know i 1423 00:56:06,630 --> 00:56:04,880 started making the mistakes that 1424 00:56:09,190 --> 00:56:06,640 everybody makes when they wake up they 1425 00:56:10,870 --> 00:56:09,200 start telling their family living a lie 1426 00:56:12,230 --> 00:56:10,880 everything is a lie blah blah blah you 1427 00:56:13,750 --> 00:56:12,240 know you try to force people to believe 1428 00:56:14,870 --> 00:56:13,760 you so you don't seem like you're crazy 1429 00:56:16,150 --> 00:56:14,880 but you're making yourself look more 1430 00:56:18,309 --> 00:56:16,160 crazy because they're just not at that 1431 00:56:19,990 --> 00:56:18,319 frequency of understanding 1432 00:56:21,270 --> 00:56:20,000 that man i went to like all of you 1433 00:56:22,710 --> 00:56:21,280 watching a lot of you guys went to 1434 00:56:24,549 --> 00:56:22,720 explore your families you guys are the 1435 00:56:26,470 --> 00:56:24,559 black sheep you know i mean like we all 1436 00:56:27,990 --> 00:56:26,480 go through it in our own unique way 1437 00:56:29,670 --> 00:56:28,000 but pretty much my story that's how i 1438 00:56:31,910 --> 00:56:29,680 got into this you know i'm asked the 1439 00:56:33,589 --> 00:56:31,920 diaphragmatic breathing the meditation 1440 00:56:35,670 --> 00:56:33,599 really assisted me in healing my 1441 00:56:37,270 --> 00:56:35,680 intestines um 1442 00:56:38,870 --> 00:56:37,280 you know that experience eventually 1443 00:56:40,630 --> 00:56:38,880 turned me into plant-based eating every 1444 00:56:42,630 --> 00:56:40,640 time i eat meat it really affects me it 1445 00:56:44,549 --> 00:56:42,640 gets me bloated and stomach and then 1446 00:56:45,829 --> 00:56:44,559 when i transitioned to plant-based which 1447 00:56:47,589 --> 00:56:45,839 i've been fully plant-based now for the 1448 00:56:48,549 --> 00:56:47,599 last five years 1449 00:56:50,630 --> 00:56:48,559 um 1450 00:56:52,390 --> 00:56:50,640 yeah man that whole issue with the 1451 00:56:54,309 --> 00:56:52,400 intestinal stomach that i used to have 1452 00:56:56,309 --> 00:56:54,319 is not there anymore so 1453 00:56:58,150 --> 00:56:56,319 i don't know my mission saved my life it 1454 00:57:00,069 --> 00:56:58,160 changed my life it really elevated my 1455 00:57:02,069 --> 00:57:00,079 life and it brought me so much beauty 1456 00:57:03,829 --> 00:57:02,079 and and this this awareness here this 1457 00:57:05,109 --> 00:57:03,839 conscious community billy into my life 1458 00:57:07,349 --> 00:57:05,119 and whole bunch of other very powerful 1459 00:57:08,950 --> 00:57:07,359 beings because of it and now i'm a 1460 00:57:10,470 --> 00:57:08,960 meditation instructor as you know i 1461 00:57:12,950 --> 00:57:10,480 created my own meditation course i 1462 00:57:14,470 --> 00:57:12,960 released it online like three years ago 1463 00:57:16,069 --> 00:57:14,480 it's helped hundreds of people i've got 1464 00:57:18,630 --> 00:57:16,079 nothing but a thousand percent positive 1465 00:57:20,549 --> 00:57:18,640 feedback and in it i share what i call 1466 00:57:21,670 --> 00:57:20,559 my fogging a mirror method which to me 1467 00:57:23,510 --> 00:57:21,680 is the most 1468 00:57:24,950 --> 00:57:23,520 effective way that i can teach a human 1469 00:57:27,270 --> 00:57:24,960 being how to properly breathe through 1470 00:57:28,789 --> 00:57:27,280 their diaphragm 1471 00:57:30,069 --> 00:57:28,799 the um 1472 00:57:39,190 --> 00:57:30,079 the 1473 00:57:41,910 --> 00:57:39,200 how i've developed my tone and my sound 1474 00:57:44,950 --> 00:57:41,920 you know the thing and i always joke 1475 00:57:45,829 --> 00:57:44,960 uh you know i gargle uh 1476 00:57:47,510 --> 00:57:45,839 you know 1477 00:57:48,710 --> 00:57:47,520 shatter glass in the morning with 1478 00:57:51,910 --> 00:57:48,720 whiskey 1479 00:57:53,510 --> 00:57:51,920 and but that's not it you you i speak 1480 00:57:54,870 --> 00:57:53,520 through my diaphragm 1481 00:57:56,470 --> 00:57:54,880 and i 1482 00:57:58,549 --> 00:57:56,480 and and 1483 00:58:01,030 --> 00:57:58,559 you know i do the breathing techniques 1484 00:58:03,589 --> 00:58:01,040 and and how to uh breathe 1485 00:58:06,630 --> 00:58:03,599 everything up through your abdomen and 1486 00:58:08,950 --> 00:58:06,640 and then out but i can't discuss i can't 1487 00:58:13,109 --> 00:58:08,960 tell peop they don't understand it and 1488 00:58:15,109 --> 00:58:13,119 it's a long process uh to go through 1489 00:58:17,430 --> 00:58:15,119 uh to be able to 1490 00:58:19,670 --> 00:58:17,440 uh to do that and to understand it then 1491 00:58:21,990 --> 00:58:19,680 you hear it and then you get it and you 1492 00:58:23,829 --> 00:58:22,000 can hear other people do it and most the 1493 00:58:25,910 --> 00:58:23,839 the best singers 1494 00:58:27,990 --> 00:58:25,920 only sing that way right 1495 00:58:30,309 --> 00:58:28,000 the the best writer 1496 00:58:33,510 --> 00:58:30,319 right when you hear somebody 1497 00:58:34,789 --> 00:58:33,520 uh these great poets and and and them 1498 00:58:36,950 --> 00:58:34,799 you know 1499 00:58:38,870 --> 00:58:36,960 that's not their actual speaking voice 1500 00:58:40,870 --> 00:58:38,880 that's not what they were born with 1501 00:58:44,069 --> 00:58:40,880 that's something that's taught 1502 00:58:45,670 --> 00:58:44,079 through breathing right and how to 1503 00:58:48,069 --> 00:58:45,680 breathe through and speak through your 1504 00:58:50,630 --> 00:58:48,079 diaphragm directly so that's that's 1505 00:58:52,390 --> 00:58:50,640 impressive to me to me it's everything 1506 00:58:53,750 --> 00:58:52,400 the breath is everything you know what 1507 00:58:55,829 --> 00:58:53,760 i'm saying if you master the breath you 1508 00:58:57,030 --> 00:58:55,839 master the human experience absolutely 1509 00:58:58,710 --> 00:58:57,040 and so 1510 00:59:00,630 --> 00:58:58,720 once i realized how powerful my breath 1511 00:59:03,990 --> 00:59:00,640 was it became top priority for me to 1512 00:59:05,589 --> 00:59:04,000 master it and you know now 14 no 15 1513 00:59:07,190 --> 00:59:05,599 years 15 years later that i've been 1514 00:59:08,789 --> 00:59:07,200 practicing meditation i mean at this 1515 00:59:10,789 --> 00:59:08,799 point i consider myself a master at 1516 00:59:12,150 --> 00:59:10,799 diaphragmatic breathing and i've gotten 1517 00:59:14,069 --> 00:59:12,160 to the point that like i said i can 1518 00:59:15,990 --> 00:59:14,079 honestly teach any human being how to do 1519 00:59:17,670 --> 00:59:16,000 it effectively so it's it's what i call 1520 00:59:19,109 --> 00:59:17,680 the fogging of mirror method now if you 1521 00:59:20,710 --> 00:59:19,119 want i could share with you guys and 1522 00:59:21,829 --> 00:59:20,720 whoever's watching you could try it from 1523 00:59:23,190 --> 00:59:21,839 home and see if 1524 00:59:25,190 --> 00:59:23,200 if i can teach you all right now how to 1525 00:59:26,789 --> 00:59:25,200 brief your diaphragm okay 1526 00:59:29,109 --> 00:59:26,799 we'll do that after the break i got to 1527 00:59:32,870 --> 00:59:29,119 take a break right here i wasn't 1528 00:59:34,789 --> 00:59:32,880 expecting this tonight i was i i thought 1529 00:59:35,589 --> 00:59:34,799 we were i thought we were just going to 1530 00:59:41,670 --> 00:59:35,599 be 1531 00:59:44,630 --> 00:59:42,870 and 1532 00:59:46,470 --> 00:59:44,640 let's uh let's take our break right here 1533 00:59:47,750 --> 00:59:46,480 this is fade to black i am your host 1534 00:59:50,150 --> 00:59:47,760 jimmy church our guest tonight the one 1535 00:59:51,589 --> 00:59:50,160 and only cruise 1536 00:59:53,510 --> 00:59:51,599 finally 1537 00:59:55,430 --> 00:59:53,520 he's out here with us we'll be right 1538 00:59:57,190 --> 00:59:55,440 back after this short break i am your 1539 00:59:59,030 --> 00:59:57,200 host jimmy church 1540 01:00:01,510 --> 00:59:59,040 this is fade to black on the game 1541 01:00:04,309 --> 01:00:01,520 changer and on x networks 1542 01:00:05,829 --> 01:00:04,319 tonight cruise consciousness 1543 01:00:08,520 --> 01:00:05,839 from the streets we'll be right back 1544 01:00:29,430 --> 01:00:08,530 after this short break stay with me 1545 01:00:35,090 --> 01:00:31,589 this is paid to black with jimmy church 1546 01:00:36,630 --> 01:00:35,100 on the game changer radio network 1547 01:00:39,030 --> 01:00:36,640 [Music] 1548 01:00:42,470 --> 01:00:39,040 your 1 million gigawatt paranormal 1549 01:00:44,069 --> 01:00:42,480 powerhouse kumx tv 1550 01:00:46,470 --> 01:00:44,079 vx 1551 01:00:49,190 --> 01:00:46,480 2022 mufon symposium is in denver 1552 01:00:50,789 --> 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you're listening 1666 01:05:41,589 --> 01:05:39,280 to fade to black with jimmy church who 1667 01:05:45,190 --> 01:05:41,599 holds the lucky pony record for the best 1668 01:05:47,029 --> 01:05:45,200 astrological chart since 1963. true 1669 01:05:48,710 --> 01:05:47,039 story 1670 01:05:50,390 --> 01:05:48,720 this is micah hanks of the ghrelian 1671 01:05:55,900 --> 01:05:50,400 report and you're listening to jimmy 1672 01:05:55,910 --> 01:06:12,630 [Music] 1673 01:06:12,640 --> 01:06:18,390 all right so this weekend uh saturday 1674 01:06:24,069 --> 01:06:21,349 disclosure fast so i'm there and and and 1675 01:06:25,910 --> 01:06:24,079 somebody comes up and says jimmy brain 1676 01:06:28,549 --> 01:06:25,920 peak nine i heard you talking about it 1677 01:06:30,549 --> 01:06:28,559 on the show i love i said i do 1678 01:06:34,150 --> 01:06:30,559 brain peak nine 1679 01:06:36,150 --> 01:06:34,160 there it is it's it's absolutely amazing 1680 01:06:39,190 --> 01:06:36,160 uh uh just 1681 01:06:41,430 --> 01:06:39,200 um unfogging my brain and getting my 1682 01:06:43,589 --> 01:06:41,440 memories back and and 1683 01:06:45,910 --> 01:06:43,599 and and being able to focus it's it's 1684 01:06:48,710 --> 01:06:45,920 absolutely incredible and right now just 1685 01:06:50,470 --> 01:06:48,720 click on the links below and get you've 1686 01:06:53,510 --> 01:06:50,480 got to get you've got to check out brain 1687 01:06:56,870 --> 01:06:53,520 peak it's absolutely incredible okay uh 1688 01:06:59,589 --> 01:06:56,880 our guest tonight is cruz and 1689 01:07:03,510 --> 01:06:59,599 now um we're talking about uh breathing 1690 01:07:06,710 --> 01:07:03,520 uh techniques um uh before the break 1691 01:07:09,589 --> 01:07:06,720 and this is interesting and so 1692 01:07:12,549 --> 01:07:09,599 um is it is it complicated how long how 1693 01:07:14,230 --> 01:07:12,559 long how simple is this to teach 1694 01:07:15,910 --> 01:07:14,240 it's honestly very simple the reason why 1695 01:07:17,430 --> 01:07:15,920 it's called the fog in a mirror method 1696 01:07:19,750 --> 01:07:17,440 is because 1697 01:07:21,270 --> 01:07:19,760 when you fog a mirror or a window right 1698 01:07:22,309 --> 01:07:21,280 when you're a kid used to fox something 1699 01:07:24,549 --> 01:07:22,319 and you would draw your initials or 1700 01:07:27,109 --> 01:07:24,559 hearts or whatever when you fog a mirror 1701 01:07:28,870 --> 01:07:27,119 it sounds like this ah 1702 01:07:31,190 --> 01:07:28,880 when you make that sound to fog the 1703 01:07:33,109 --> 01:07:31,200 mirror you're actually exhaling out of 1704 01:07:35,190 --> 01:07:33,119 your diaphragm that's why it's loud 1705 01:07:39,109 --> 01:07:35,200 thick and you know louder 1706 01:07:43,829 --> 01:07:41,750 if you were to inhale back in the same 1707 01:07:48,230 --> 01:07:43,839 way you exhale to fog the mirror with 1708 01:07:51,750 --> 01:07:50,309 notice how that sound is a lot louder 1709 01:07:53,349 --> 01:07:51,760 it's different when you're breathing 1710 01:07:55,990 --> 01:07:53,359 through the diaphragm so the diaphragm 1711 01:07:57,430 --> 01:07:56,000 does that sound 1712 01:07:58,870 --> 01:07:57,440 the way that i teach people the fog in a 1713 01:08:00,549 --> 01:07:58,880 mirror method is i tell you grab your 1714 01:08:02,470 --> 01:08:00,559 hands put your palm about three to six 1715 01:08:04,470 --> 01:08:02,480 inches in front of your mouth fog the 1716 01:08:06,789 --> 01:08:04,480 mirror pretend that your palm is the 1717 01:08:08,470 --> 01:08:06,799 mirror so you go 1718 01:08:11,829 --> 01:08:08,480 then you breathe back in the same way 1719 01:08:13,589 --> 01:08:11,839 you exhale to fog the mirror 1720 01:08:18,149 --> 01:08:13,599 once you do that a few times with your 1721 01:08:21,829 --> 01:08:19,910 eventually now you have to do it with 1722 01:08:24,229 --> 01:08:21,839 your lips sealed which is going to sound 1723 01:08:26,870 --> 01:08:24,239 like this 1724 01:08:30,550 --> 01:08:27,669 in 1725 01:08:33,590 --> 01:08:30,560 when you breathe this way is that you 1726 01:08:35,030 --> 01:08:33,600 have a much larger intake of oxygen also 1727 01:08:36,630 --> 01:08:35,040 when you inhale through the diaphragm 1728 01:08:38,390 --> 01:08:36,640 because it's surrounding your lungs it's 1729 01:08:39,910 --> 01:08:38,400 located in the bottom of your abdomen 1730 01:08:41,910 --> 01:08:39,920 and so when you inhale properly through 1731 01:08:44,470 --> 01:08:41,920 the diaphragm your stomach is going to 1732 01:08:46,550 --> 01:08:44,480 inflate rather than your chest 1733 01:08:48,470 --> 01:08:46,560 majority of humanity on this planet is 1734 01:08:50,309 --> 01:08:48,480 breathing improperly we're all breathing 1735 01:08:51,910 --> 01:08:50,319 on what we call survival mode breathing 1736 01:08:53,510 --> 01:08:51,920 and that's when you take very quick 1737 01:08:55,910 --> 01:08:53,520 shortnesses of breaths without even 1738 01:08:58,390 --> 01:08:55,920 realizing it but if you're next to an 1739 01:08:59,910 --> 01:08:58,400 adult especially and let's just say 1740 01:09:01,430 --> 01:08:59,920 you're quietly silently listening to 1741 01:09:02,630 --> 01:09:01,440 this adult let's say they're working on 1742 01:09:04,470 --> 01:09:02,640 something or you have a technician in 1743 01:09:07,110 --> 01:09:04,480 your house or something listen to that 1744 01:09:08,309 --> 01:09:07,120 human being breathing and nine times out 1745 01:09:09,910 --> 01:09:08,319 of ten you're going to notice they're 1746 01:09:11,829 --> 01:09:09,920 breathing very short very quick 1747 01:09:13,430 --> 01:09:11,839 especially older people who are sick 1748 01:09:14,870 --> 01:09:13,440 most people are breathing on survival 1749 01:09:16,870 --> 01:09:14,880 mode breathing we're not bringing enough 1750 01:09:19,430 --> 01:09:16,880 oxygen into our brains into our bloods 1751 01:09:21,269 --> 01:09:19,440 and so diaphragmatic breathing helps you 1752 01:09:23,269 --> 01:09:21,279 do that and with the fogging and mirror 1753 01:09:25,510 --> 01:09:23,279 method i've tried it so many times on so 1754 01:09:27,669 --> 01:09:25,520 many people in person and even through 1755 01:09:28,950 --> 01:09:27,679 you know meditation course and the 1756 01:09:31,829 --> 01:09:28,960 presentation i did with billy on 1757 01:09:33,669 --> 01:09:31,839 manifest destiny back in january and 1758 01:09:35,510 --> 01:09:33,679 it's always effective everyone that i 1759 01:09:36,789 --> 01:09:35,520 teach it to is always capable of doing 1760 01:09:37,990 --> 01:09:36,799 it even if you feel in the beginning 1761 01:09:39,829 --> 01:09:38,000 that you can only inhale a little bit 1762 01:09:41,349 --> 01:09:39,839 through the diaphragm you will notice 1763 01:09:42,789 --> 01:09:41,359 the difference 1764 01:09:46,229 --> 01:09:42,799 because it is going to try this is going 1765 01:09:48,309 --> 01:09:46,239 to happen in your stomach and so 1766 01:09:50,070 --> 01:09:48,319 there you go now do that do that with 1767 01:09:51,590 --> 01:09:50,080 your mouth closed and then that's how 1768 01:09:53,829 --> 01:09:51,600 you meditate when you close your eyes 1769 01:09:55,430 --> 01:09:53,839 people ask me all the time cruz how do i 1770 01:09:57,830 --> 01:09:55,440 enter the meditative state of being how 1771 01:09:59,830 --> 01:09:57,840 do i stop thinking thoughts and the key 1772 01:10:01,830 --> 01:09:59,840 to your stop thinking thoughts is to 1773 01:10:03,830 --> 01:10:01,840 focus on your breath because when you're 1774 01:10:05,669 --> 01:10:03,840 meditating it's all about connecting to 1775 01:10:07,270 --> 01:10:05,679 that intelligent force behind your 1776 01:10:09,350 --> 01:10:07,280 breath what is it that's making you 1777 01:10:11,510 --> 01:10:09,360 breathe what is animating your breath 1778 01:10:13,430 --> 01:10:11,520 that intelligence is your soul it is the 1779 01:10:15,750 --> 01:10:13,440 consciousness that connects you to what 1780 01:10:18,070 --> 01:10:15,760 most of us call god the divine source 1781 01:10:20,149 --> 01:10:18,080 whatever you want to call it all that is 1782 01:10:22,709 --> 01:10:20,159 it's the breath that connects us to this 1783 01:10:24,470 --> 01:10:22,719 aspect of our beings spirit so if you 1784 01:10:26,630 --> 01:10:24,480 can connect to the intelligent force 1785 01:10:28,790 --> 01:10:26,640 behind your breathing you will connect 1786 01:10:30,630 --> 01:10:28,800 directly to your soul and at that point 1787 01:10:32,870 --> 01:10:30,640 your soul will expose itself to you 1788 01:10:35,189 --> 01:10:32,880 you'll start to understand past lives 1789 01:10:37,750 --> 01:10:35,199 future lives you know other experiences 1790 01:10:39,590 --> 01:10:37,760 other realms astral projection lucid 1791 01:10:41,510 --> 01:10:39,600 dreaming you know all of these things 1792 01:10:42,630 --> 01:10:41,520 start to happen to you during with time 1793 01:10:45,510 --> 01:10:42,640 and so 1794 01:10:48,070 --> 01:10:45,520 that's pretty much it now what what um 1795 01:10:49,590 --> 01:10:48,080 and that was fantastic thank you uh for 1796 01:10:51,270 --> 01:10:49,600 that um 1797 01:10:53,210 --> 01:10:51,280 i love learning 1798 01:10:55,189 --> 01:10:53,220 is uh you hear me breathing now 1799 01:10:56,390 --> 01:10:55,199 [Laughter] 1800 01:10:59,030 --> 01:10:56,400 is 1801 01:11:00,390 --> 01:10:59,040 what comes first 1802 01:11:03,430 --> 01:11:00,400 the beat 1803 01:11:07,590 --> 01:11:05,830 both it really just depends i've written 1804 01:11:09,910 --> 01:11:07,600 a lot of my songs will just come to me 1805 01:11:11,830 --> 01:11:09,920 while i'm driving for some weird reason 1806 01:11:13,669 --> 01:11:11,840 i could be driving and i just hit lyrics 1807 01:11:15,110 --> 01:11:13,679 start coming to my head and i'll 1808 01:11:17,590 --> 01:11:15,120 literally just write him on my notes on 1809 01:11:19,189 --> 01:11:17,600 my phone or i'll record myself i wrap 1810 01:11:21,350 --> 01:11:19,199 the flow on sound recorder on my phone 1811 01:11:23,189 --> 01:11:21,360 so i don't forget it but many times 1812 01:11:25,669 --> 01:11:23,199 it'll be the beat if the beat is fire 1813 01:11:27,110 --> 01:11:25,679 enough and it hypes me up i'll write the 1814 01:11:28,950 --> 01:11:27,120 song right there and i spy as soon as i 1815 01:11:30,070 --> 01:11:28,960 hit a b i get the melody or whatever but 1816 01:11:31,669 --> 01:11:30,080 there's been times where i've written 1817 01:11:34,470 --> 01:11:31,679 entire songs and then once i find the 1818 01:11:36,070 --> 01:11:34,480 right beat i'll spit the whole song on 1819 01:11:39,110 --> 01:11:36,080 on the beat and it just matches 1820 01:11:40,470 --> 01:11:39,120 perfectly so it really is both man both 1821 01:11:41,590 --> 01:11:40,480 comes to me out of nowhere and it comes 1822 01:11:42,790 --> 01:11:41,600 to me while i'm hearing a beat that i 1823 01:11:45,830 --> 01:11:42,800 really love 1824 01:11:49,189 --> 01:11:45,840 you know what i used to do um i'm i'm 1825 01:11:51,910 --> 01:11:49,199 just gonna let it let it out right now 1826 01:11:54,630 --> 01:11:51,920 freaking turn signals 1827 01:11:56,870 --> 01:11:54,640 will make me write a song right and 1828 01:11:58,070 --> 01:11:56,880 especially if i'm sitting at a light for 1829 01:12:00,149 --> 01:11:58,080 too long 1830 01:12:02,149 --> 01:12:00,159 right and the turn signal and next thing 1831 01:12:04,229 --> 01:12:02,159 you know i've got this thing going i 1832 01:12:06,709 --> 01:12:04,239 remember it and i thought to myself 1833 01:12:09,430 --> 01:12:06,719 later if i'm riding around with somebody 1834 01:12:11,590 --> 01:12:09,440 in my band with me in the car 1835 01:12:13,830 --> 01:12:11,600 are they going to call me out 1836 01:12:15,270 --> 01:12:13,840 on the turn signal beats right are they 1837 01:12:18,310 --> 01:12:15,280 going to go dude 1838 01:12:19,750 --> 01:12:18,320 that's that's that song you you know so 1839 01:12:22,390 --> 01:12:19,760 but yeah 1840 01:12:24,070 --> 01:12:22,400 cars have a way of doing that 1841 01:12:25,189 --> 01:12:24,080 the rhythm of the road when you're 1842 01:12:27,030 --> 01:12:25,199 driving 1843 01:12:30,550 --> 01:12:27,040 you know the tires and and it's 1844 01:12:32,790 --> 01:12:30,560 repetitive and you know 1845 01:12:35,590 --> 01:12:32,800 and the next thing you know 1846 01:12:37,669 --> 01:12:35,600 right you're tapping your toes and and 1847 01:12:41,030 --> 01:12:37,679 and i think a lot of artists ride in the 1848 01:12:43,750 --> 01:12:41,040 car just because of the repetitive 1849 01:12:44,790 --> 01:12:43,760 the rhythms that are happening 1850 01:12:46,550 --> 01:12:44,800 right 1851 01:12:48,070 --> 01:12:46,560 yeah man you get a lot of influences and 1852 01:12:49,270 --> 01:12:48,080 inspiration when you're driving you just 1853 01:12:50,630 --> 01:12:49,280 see a lot of stuff but sometimes you 1854 01:12:51,750 --> 01:12:50,640 just be in your own mind as you're 1855 01:12:53,590 --> 01:12:51,760 driving is so 1856 01:12:55,030 --> 01:12:53,600 liberating just flowing ideas start 1857 01:12:56,790 --> 01:12:55,040 coming in and you're like man maybe i 1858 01:12:58,470 --> 01:12:56,800 should stay in this way and it just 1859 01:13:02,470 --> 01:12:58,480 happens you know 1860 01:13:05,270 --> 01:13:02,480 now um i wanted to ask you okay so 1861 01:13:07,510 --> 01:13:05,280 with different dreaming techniques 1862 01:13:08,310 --> 01:13:07,520 and the way that you 1863 01:13:11,270 --> 01:13:08,320 uh 1864 01:13:14,149 --> 01:13:11,280 have your life built around you 1865 01:13:15,430 --> 01:13:14,159 do you keep a a a pad of paper on the 1866 01:13:17,590 --> 01:13:15,440 nightstand 1867 01:13:20,390 --> 01:13:17,600 are you constantly 1868 01:13:23,590 --> 01:13:20,400 trying to remember uh things and get it 1869 01:13:25,510 --> 01:13:23,600 down on paper honestly i don't man um 1870 01:13:27,590 --> 01:13:25,520 the whole writing my dreams down i 1871 01:13:29,110 --> 01:13:27,600 started doing that when i was like 21 22 1872 01:13:31,189 --> 01:13:29,120 when i really got into all the spiritual 1873 01:13:33,030 --> 01:13:31,199 stuff i would actually try my notes my 1874 01:13:34,870 --> 01:13:33,040 phone's right on my dreams but i just 1875 01:13:36,390 --> 01:13:34,880 got laid from doing that for some reason 1876 01:13:38,070 --> 01:13:36,400 like i would just go through the 1877 01:13:39,430 --> 01:13:38,080 experiences and it just retains in my 1878 01:13:41,030 --> 01:13:39,440 consciousness it's like i don't have to 1879 01:13:43,110 --> 01:13:41,040 write it down sometimes i can remember 1880 01:13:44,950 --> 01:13:43,120 certain dreams and related to another 1881 01:13:47,830 --> 01:13:44,960 dream i had and be like and make certain 1882 01:13:49,750 --> 01:13:47,840 connections but i'm someone who since i 1883 01:13:51,750 --> 01:13:49,760 was a child i had a very clear cognizant 1884 01:13:53,910 --> 01:13:51,760 ability in terms of i'm an individual 1885 01:13:55,750 --> 01:13:53,920 that dreams things before they occur and 1886 01:13:57,270 --> 01:13:55,760 in terms of my own personal life when a 1887 01:13:59,510 --> 01:13:57,280 big event is about occurred is going to 1888 01:14:00,950 --> 01:13:59,520 affect my life i always dream it before 1889 01:14:01,990 --> 01:14:00,960 it happens and sometimes it's like to 1890 01:14:03,910 --> 01:14:02,000 the t 1891 01:14:05,910 --> 01:14:03,920 and if anything all meditation has done 1892 01:14:07,990 --> 01:14:05,920 was enhance that ability in terms of the 1893 01:14:09,510 --> 01:14:08,000 dream state but yeah i love when it 1894 01:14:11,350 --> 01:14:09,520 comes to lucid dreaming and the dream 1895 01:14:13,910 --> 01:14:11,360 state because it's a powerful state to 1896 01:14:15,189 --> 01:14:13,920 be in it's where the ego doesn't exist 1897 01:14:16,310 --> 01:14:15,199 it's so 1898 01:14:18,470 --> 01:14:16,320 what so 1899 01:14:19,510 --> 01:14:18,480 take me through it because i do this all 1900 01:14:21,910 --> 01:14:19,520 right 1901 01:14:24,709 --> 01:14:21,920 the show's not about me it's about you 1902 01:14:26,870 --> 01:14:24,719 do you do you plan it do you like okay 1903 01:14:29,430 --> 01:14:26,880 tonight i'm going here 1904 01:14:31,430 --> 01:14:29,440 tonight i want to do this or maybe it's 1905 01:14:35,270 --> 01:14:31,440 during the day but but you understand 1906 01:14:37,430 --> 01:14:35,280 what i'm saying right do you go 1907 01:14:39,350 --> 01:14:37,440 i wish i could say yes but not i really 1908 01:14:40,790 --> 01:14:39,360 don't jimmy sometimes it's just random 1909 01:14:43,350 --> 01:14:40,800 occurrences that will occur to me 1910 01:14:45,110 --> 01:14:43,360 certain dreams i know when i wake up 1911 01:14:47,510 --> 01:14:45,120 when i can see this the the the 1912 01:14:49,750 --> 01:14:47,520 intensity of the lucidity of the dream 1913 01:14:51,350 --> 01:14:49,760 that's when i know okay this this this 1914 01:14:53,189 --> 01:14:51,360 this is about to happen in my life soon 1915 01:14:54,870 --> 01:14:53,199 because it was just too lucid it was too 1916 01:14:56,550 --> 01:14:54,880 intense it was 1917 01:15:00,149 --> 01:14:56,560 i have certain nights sometimes that i 1918 01:15:02,550 --> 01:15:00,159 feel as if i'm living an entire lifetime 1919 01:15:03,910 --> 01:15:02,560 like i slept the whole movie in like 1920 01:15:05,350 --> 01:15:03,920 four hours and i wake up like though 1921 01:15:07,189 --> 01:15:05,360 it's only been four hours i feel like i 1922 01:15:08,630 --> 01:15:07,199 lived an entire lifetime like i did so 1923 01:15:10,390 --> 01:15:08,640 much but it's funny how when you come 1924 01:15:11,990 --> 01:15:10,400 back to the body it starts to fade you 1925 01:15:14,070 --> 01:15:12,000 know what i mean because you're not 1926 01:15:14,950 --> 01:15:14,080 conscious when you are in the astral 1927 01:15:17,510 --> 01:15:14,960 realm 1928 01:15:20,870 --> 01:15:17,520 um every night that you're dreaming 1929 01:15:22,149 --> 01:15:20,880 i had an experience i talked about it on 1930 01:15:24,709 --> 01:15:22,159 the show 1931 01:15:28,229 --> 01:15:24,719 and my dream and i remember all of it 1932 01:15:30,070 --> 01:15:28,239 was about me writing 1933 01:15:31,189 --> 01:15:30,080 my autobiography 1934 01:15:33,430 --> 01:15:31,199 nice 1935 01:15:36,790 --> 01:15:33,440 so i sit down 1936 01:15:40,070 --> 01:15:36,800 and i all of it right okay so i was born 1937 01:15:42,070 --> 01:15:40,080 on october 10th right 1938 01:15:45,110 --> 01:15:42,080 and 1939 01:15:49,110 --> 01:15:45,120 my entire life of 55 years 1940 01:15:50,790 --> 01:15:49,120 i typed out and lived through and in my 1941 01:15:52,950 --> 01:15:50,800 and i remember but it was only eight 1942 01:15:54,870 --> 01:15:52,960 hours of sleep 1943 01:15:55,830 --> 01:15:54,880 like wait a minute 1944 01:15:58,070 --> 01:15:55,840 how 1945 01:16:01,189 --> 01:15:58,080 that that's impossible 1946 01:16:04,070 --> 01:16:01,199 but it did happen that way so it that's 1947 01:16:06,790 --> 01:16:04,080 the what you just brought up 1948 01:16:09,990 --> 01:16:06,800 time is subjective right it's not 1949 01:16:12,470 --> 01:16:10,000 necessarily linear as we 1950 01:16:13,669 --> 01:16:12,480 uh you know when when you know that 1951 01:16:14,470 --> 01:16:13,679 you've had 1952 01:16:17,830 --> 01:16:14,480 uh 1953 01:16:20,470 --> 01:16:17,840 three weeks of dream time but it was all 1954 01:16:22,149 --> 01:16:20,480 in one night how does that happen but it 1955 01:16:24,149 --> 01:16:22,159 happens all the time doesn't it 1956 01:16:26,310 --> 01:16:24,159 absolutely yeah because we are infinite 1957 01:16:27,990 --> 01:16:26,320 beings that's why we dream because the 1958 01:16:30,229 --> 01:16:28,000 body needs to sleep the body gets 1959 01:16:32,070 --> 01:16:30,239 exhausted after 12 to 15 hours of daily 1960 01:16:34,630 --> 01:16:32,080 activities but you are an immediate 1961 01:16:36,870 --> 01:16:34,640 eternal being of light and so because 1962 01:16:38,790 --> 01:16:36,880 your body is exhausted your spirit your 1963 01:16:40,470 --> 01:16:38,800 soul has to keep on experiencing that's 1964 01:16:42,790 --> 01:16:40,480 why you're having dreams because you 1965 01:16:45,510 --> 01:16:42,800 never sleep you the consciousness that 1966 01:16:47,430 --> 01:16:45,520 is operating the human body never sleeps 1967 01:16:48,790 --> 01:16:47,440 even if the body gets exhausted and one 1968 01:16:50,310 --> 01:16:48,800 thing i tell a lot of people is when you 1969 01:16:51,910 --> 01:16:50,320 start meditating you become an 1970 01:16:54,470 --> 01:16:51,920 experienced meditator as part of your 1971 01:16:55,830 --> 01:16:54,480 lifestyle you tend to sleep less because 1972 01:16:57,510 --> 01:16:55,840 all the cosmic energy that you're 1973 01:16:59,590 --> 01:16:57,520 receiving while in the meditative state 1974 01:17:00,950 --> 01:16:59,600 of being you don't need as much sleep as 1975 01:17:02,950 --> 01:17:00,960 the average joe you know what i mean 1976 01:17:05,110 --> 01:17:02,960 like me personally after 15 years now i 1977 01:17:07,430 --> 01:17:05,120 only sleep between four sometimes five 1978 01:17:09,590 --> 01:17:07,440 hours a night and that's all i need 1979 01:17:11,110 --> 01:17:09,600 literally and so 1980 01:17:12,310 --> 01:17:11,120 but it's taking me a long time to get to 1981 01:17:13,590 --> 01:17:12,320 this point you know a lot of people need 1982 01:17:15,189 --> 01:17:13,600 eight hours i don't believe in eight 1983 01:17:16,470 --> 01:17:15,199 hours of sleep personally because i feel 1984 01:17:18,470 --> 01:17:16,480 like that's just too much 1985 01:17:20,390 --> 01:17:18,480 you know human beings are are meant to 1986 01:17:21,510 --> 01:17:20,400 be more powerful to be able to operate 1987 01:17:23,110 --> 01:17:21,520 for longer 1988 01:17:25,590 --> 01:17:23,120 so 1989 01:17:28,310 --> 01:17:25,600 when um 1990 01:17:30,310 --> 01:17:28,320 your lyrics um let's talk about that for 1991 01:17:32,070 --> 01:17:30,320 a second we're going to spend some time 1992 01:17:33,270 --> 01:17:32,080 on this 1993 01:17:37,990 --> 01:17:33,280 do you 1994 01:17:41,189 --> 01:17:38,000 first and write it down 1995 01:17:44,310 --> 01:17:41,199 or are you writing it out one line at a 1996 01:17:48,390 --> 01:17:46,790 man it happens both ways 1997 01:17:49,990 --> 01:17:48,400 when it comes to writing music jimmy i 1998 01:17:51,910 --> 01:17:50,000 could be very multi-dimensional or 1999 01:17:53,910 --> 01:17:51,920 multifaceted i guess you could say it 2000 01:17:56,470 --> 01:17:53,920 comes to me in so many different ways it 2001 01:17:58,070 --> 01:17:56,480 could be word for uh bar for bar 2002 01:17:59,910 --> 01:17:58,080 sentence after sentence that i'll write 2003 01:18:01,350 --> 01:17:59,920 it it could be that i'll write the whole 2004 01:18:04,149 --> 01:18:01,360 thing and then try to wrap it to the 2005 01:18:06,149 --> 01:18:04,159 flow like it really just depends on my 2006 01:18:08,390 --> 01:18:06,159 heightness on my energy on the mood how 2007 01:18:11,350 --> 01:18:08,400 the beat makes me feel i'm an individual 2008 01:18:14,229 --> 01:18:11,360 that can write record edit and 2009 01:18:16,550 --> 01:18:14,239 uh mix down a song into a format where 2010 01:18:17,910 --> 01:18:16,560 you can hear it now in your car in less 2011 01:18:20,310 --> 01:18:17,920 than three hours 2012 01:18:21,669 --> 01:18:20,320 if i have the beat and i love it i can 2013 01:18:23,030 --> 01:18:21,679 write the whole song record the whole 2014 01:18:24,550 --> 01:18:23,040 song edit it and have you listen to it 2015 01:18:28,950 --> 01:18:24,560 in your car in less than three hours 2016 01:18:35,430 --> 01:18:33,189 your lyrics are bleep and complicated 2017 01:18:37,990 --> 01:18:35,440 yes complicated 2018 01:18:40,950 --> 01:18:38,000 and how uh 2019 01:18:43,590 --> 01:18:40,960 i mean okay okay all right all right now 2020 01:18:45,990 --> 01:18:43,600 i'm not trying to build you up 2021 01:18:47,910 --> 01:18:46,000 if everybody goes and listens 2022 01:18:49,110 --> 01:18:47,920 uh to your stuff right now and comes 2023 01:18:52,149 --> 01:18:49,120 back to the show they're gonna go 2024 01:18:55,030 --> 01:18:52,159 jimmy's right that's impossible right 2025 01:18:56,870 --> 01:18:55,040 your stuff is complicated so 2026 01:18:58,390 --> 01:18:56,880 do you do design for certain people for 2027 01:19:00,229 --> 01:18:58,400 sure people who are into this type of 2028 01:19:02,149 --> 01:19:00,239 stuff will understand it 2029 01:19:04,470 --> 01:19:02,159 is do you take notes 2030 01:19:07,430 --> 01:19:04,480 do you have certain sentences you know 2031 01:19:10,149 --> 01:19:07,440 eminem right you know how he does this 2032 01:19:11,990 --> 01:19:10,159 do you do it that way too as well where 2033 01:19:14,790 --> 01:19:12,000 a line comes into your head and you're 2034 01:19:17,430 --> 01:19:14,800 like man i got to write that one down 2035 01:19:19,110 --> 01:19:17,440 once in a blue but not really usually if 2036 01:19:20,149 --> 01:19:19,120 i start writing a song or something it's 2037 01:19:22,950 --> 01:19:20,159 because i'm actually just going to write 2038 01:19:25,189 --> 01:19:22,960 the whole song or verse like if it comes 2039 01:19:27,110 --> 01:19:25,199 to me in that moment i don't stop until 2040 01:19:29,030 --> 01:19:27,120 the verse is done that's how my mind 2041 01:19:30,630 --> 01:19:29,040 operates you know when it comes to music 2042 01:19:32,470 --> 01:19:30,640 it's such a natural thing to me at this 2043 01:19:33,990 --> 01:19:32,480 point even though you claim it's very 2044 01:19:35,430 --> 01:19:34,000 complicated things that you say like 2045 01:19:36,709 --> 01:19:35,440 your cadence i've had people tell me 2046 01:19:38,470 --> 01:19:36,719 your cadence and your delivery is like 2047 01:19:40,870 --> 01:19:38,480 supernatural sometimes how you can put 2048 01:19:43,590 --> 01:19:40,880 all these things so fast i'm like 2049 01:19:45,750 --> 01:19:43,600 it may seem that way but if you really 2050 01:19:47,669 --> 01:19:45,760 know your stuff the conscious advantage 2051 01:19:49,350 --> 01:19:47,679 and you've done your research this is 2052 01:19:50,390 --> 01:19:49,360 why music has been attracting a lot of 2053 01:19:51,669 --> 01:19:50,400 people lately because a lot of people 2054 01:19:53,510 --> 01:19:51,679 are getting into these things now and 2055 01:19:56,550 --> 01:19:53,520 now when they hear someone like myself 2056 01:19:59,189 --> 01:19:56,560 talking about it in hip-hop format right 2057 01:20:00,630 --> 01:19:59,199 it can blow certain people away so it's 2058 01:20:03,270 --> 01:20:00,640 pretty awesome it's pretty awesome to 2059 01:20:04,790 --> 01:20:03,280 have that skill to inspire people to be 2060 01:20:07,110 --> 01:20:04,800 great you know what i mean 2061 01:20:08,470 --> 01:20:07,120 well when when you listen to somebody 2062 01:20:09,350 --> 01:20:08,480 that uh 2063 01:20:15,910 --> 01:20:09,360 is 2064 01:20:18,629 --> 01:20:15,920 uh like you 2065 01:20:20,950 --> 01:20:18,639 uh to us and it's kind of like you know 2066 01:20:25,030 --> 01:20:20,960 maybe like michael jordan 2067 01:20:28,790 --> 01:20:25,040 or somebody where to them 2068 01:20:29,590 --> 01:20:28,800 everything is in slow motion 2069 01:20:32,550 --> 01:20:29,600 right 2070 01:20:34,070 --> 01:20:32,560 and so maybe to you 2071 01:20:36,950 --> 01:20:34,080 it's not 2072 01:20:39,110 --> 01:20:36,960 fast and complicated it's it's it's 2073 01:20:40,709 --> 01:20:39,120 there and it's natural for you to us it 2074 01:20:42,629 --> 01:20:40,719 sounds impossible 2075 01:20:44,950 --> 01:20:42,639 but you're in the zone right you're in 2076 01:20:48,229 --> 01:20:44,960 the zone and and maybe the world is 2077 01:20:50,149 --> 01:20:48,239 slowing down for you and and you don't 2078 01:20:51,910 --> 01:20:50,159 absolutely and that's why i like jimmy 2079 01:20:53,189 --> 01:20:51,920 to make songs that fits everything i i 2080 01:20:54,790 --> 01:20:53,199 would like to do 2081 01:20:56,310 --> 01:20:54,800 certain fast rapping songs but i also 2082 01:20:57,750 --> 01:20:56,320 got songs where i'm more like saying 2083 01:21:00,229 --> 01:20:57,760 i've also got songs where i'm wrapping 2084 01:21:02,149 --> 01:21:00,239 stories and just slow so like i'm a 2085 01:21:04,390 --> 01:21:02,159 diversified artist in a sense where i 2086 01:21:05,990 --> 01:21:04,400 cannot fast supposed to wrap slow and 2087 01:21:07,430 --> 01:21:06,000 help you know 2088 01:21:08,709 --> 01:21:07,440 it just really depends on what song 2089 01:21:10,070 --> 01:21:08,719 you're hearing because 2090 01:21:11,669 --> 01:21:10,080 i mean hundreds of songs at this point 2091 01:21:13,990 --> 01:21:11,679 in my life so 2092 01:21:16,870 --> 01:21:14,000 you need to uh we need to you need to 2093 01:21:17,910 --> 01:21:16,880 repeat that entire answer 2094 01:21:20,790 --> 01:21:17,920 um 2095 01:21:23,590 --> 01:21:20,800 the internet screwed up okay so are you 2096 01:21:24,550 --> 01:21:23,600 in a slow zone is the world slowing down 2097 01:21:26,709 --> 01:21:24,560 for you 2098 01:21:29,350 --> 01:21:26,719 it does in the sense that it's kind of 2099 01:21:31,590 --> 01:21:29,360 slowed down but like i said um 2100 01:21:33,590 --> 01:21:31,600 it really just depends i make songs very 2101 01:21:35,510 --> 01:21:33,600 diversified i like to make songs where i 2102 01:21:36,950 --> 01:21:35,520 am rapping fast and showing that ability 2103 01:21:38,470 --> 01:21:36,960 and now that i'm out of that skill set 2104 01:21:51,590 --> 01:21:38,480 but then i also like the songs one more 2105 01:21:57,030 --> 01:21:54,149 we gotta reset we gotta reset what i 2106 01:22:00,229 --> 01:21:57,040 want you to do listen to me want you to 2107 01:22:02,709 --> 01:22:00,239 back out and rejoin the studio just back 2108 01:22:05,430 --> 01:22:02,719 out rejoin the studio we got to reset 2109 01:22:07,110 --> 01:22:05,440 this connection okay so just 2110 01:22:09,990 --> 01:22:07,120 i'm going to remove you now 2111 01:22:12,870 --> 01:22:10,000 pull out and and and come back in just 2112 01:22:15,750 --> 01:22:12,880 leave the studio we got to reset this 2113 01:22:17,350 --> 01:22:15,760 uh i apologize for that it happens it's 2114 01:22:21,030 --> 01:22:17,360 probably uh 2115 01:22:22,070 --> 01:22:21,040 emf a solar flare 2116 01:22:25,910 --> 01:22:22,080 coming in 2117 01:22:27,110 --> 01:22:25,920 but um right i posted in the comments 2118 01:22:28,709 --> 01:22:27,120 earlier 2119 01:22:30,229 --> 01:22:28,719 and i'm gonna do this again right now 2120 01:22:33,590 --> 01:22:30,239 for everybody 2121 01:22:36,870 --> 01:22:33,600 here is here are the links 2122 01:22:40,470 --> 01:22:36,880 where you can go and check out uh cruz's 2123 01:22:43,270 --> 01:22:40,480 uh material and music and stuff so it's 2124 01:22:46,070 --> 01:22:43,280 right there and it's in the chat 2125 01:22:49,030 --> 01:22:46,080 and all of you have been asking for that 2126 01:22:50,709 --> 01:22:49,040 tonight all right we've got uh cruz back 2127 01:22:51,590 --> 01:22:50,719 and let's 2128 01:22:53,830 --> 01:22:51,600 uh 2129 01:22:55,430 --> 01:22:53,840 let's see are we back 2130 01:22:56,790 --> 01:22:55,440 well we'll find out 2131 01:23:00,950 --> 01:22:56,800 okay so 2132 01:23:03,110 --> 01:23:00,960 is the world slowing down for you 2133 01:23:04,790 --> 01:23:03,120 yes it does technically i guess you 2134 01:23:07,669 --> 01:23:04,800 could say it does slow down for me 2135 01:23:12,390 --> 01:23:07,679 because i am able to articulate 2136 01:23:14,310 --> 01:23:12,400 uh vocabularies phrases poetic things 2137 01:23:15,910 --> 01:23:14,320 in a very quick way sometimes right so 2138 01:23:17,350 --> 01:23:15,920 it does i guess you could say it kind of 2139 01:23:19,350 --> 01:23:17,360 does slow down for me but it's so 2140 01:23:21,510 --> 01:23:19,360 natural i don't even notice it 2141 01:23:22,790 --> 01:23:21,520 um hopefully if anyone wasn't able to 2142 01:23:24,709 --> 01:23:22,800 hear you before what i was saying was 2143 01:23:26,870 --> 01:23:24,719 that i'm a very diversified artist in 2144 01:23:30,550 --> 01:23:26,880 the sense that i get songs that are slow 2145 01:23:32,950 --> 01:23:30,560 storyline punchlines or just 2146 01:23:34,709 --> 01:23:32,960 bars i can do that as well or 2147 01:23:35,910 --> 01:23:34,719 you know as long as i have that thing in 2148 01:23:37,750 --> 01:23:35,920 the chorus and stuff like that but i 2149 01:23:39,990 --> 01:23:37,760 didn't rap in the second like i said i 2150 01:23:41,590 --> 01:23:40,000 make songs that anyone can relate to 2151 01:23:43,350 --> 01:23:41,600 whatever level you're at you know if 2152 01:23:44,870 --> 01:23:43,360 you're more of a fast-paced type of 2153 01:23:47,189 --> 01:23:44,880 person i have songs 2154 01:23:48,550 --> 01:23:47,199 if you like slower songs or story songs 2155 01:23:50,149 --> 01:23:48,560 and you know that kind of map i got 2156 01:23:52,149 --> 01:23:50,159 songs for that as well so it really just 2157 01:23:54,149 --> 01:23:52,159 depends on your mood i like to make 2158 01:23:55,350 --> 01:23:54,159 songs that will fit different moves 2159 01:23:56,629 --> 01:23:55,360 because every human being is always in a 2160 01:23:58,229 --> 01:23:56,639 different mood every day that they have 2161 01:23:59,990 --> 01:23:58,239 music if you always make the same kind 2162 01:24:01,590 --> 01:24:00,000 of sound it will get repetitive and 2163 01:24:02,550 --> 01:24:01,600 boring you know what i mean 2164 01:24:05,030 --> 01:24:02,560 okay 2165 01:24:08,310 --> 01:24:05,040 that didn't fix things so this is what 2166 01:24:09,590 --> 01:24:08,320 i'm gonna do cruz i am going to take a 2167 01:24:11,910 --> 01:24:09,600 break 2168 01:24:13,830 --> 01:24:11,920 right here cruz i want you to fully 2169 01:24:17,030 --> 01:24:13,840 reboot your computer 2170 01:24:18,629 --> 01:24:17,040 reboot shut it down and come back and uh 2171 01:24:19,750 --> 01:24:18,639 and we'll we'll get your 2172 01:24:24,470 --> 01:24:19,760 uh 2173 01:24:27,030 --> 01:24:24,480 this isn't happening for us right now 2174 01:24:29,189 --> 01:24:27,040 but that's okay we'll take a break this 2175 01:24:33,350 --> 01:24:29,199 is fade to black i am your host jimmy 2176 01:24:34,950 --> 01:24:33,360 church our guest tonight is cruz 2177 01:24:37,030 --> 01:24:34,960 consciousness 2178 01:24:38,950 --> 01:24:37,040 from the streets i am your host jimmy 2179 01:24:47,360 --> 01:24:38,960 church we'll be right back more with 2180 01:25:01,669 --> 01:24:58,550 [Music] 2181 01:25:03,880 --> 01:25:01,679 way out here we listen to jimmy church 2182 01:25:06,470 --> 01:25:03,890 you're listening to fade to black 2183 01:25:08,629 --> 01:25:06,480 [Applause] 2184 01:25:10,149 --> 01:25:08,639 you're listening to jimmy church and 2185 01:25:15,450 --> 01:25:10,159 fade to black 2186 01:25:15,460 --> 01:25:28,629 [Applause] 2187 01:25:34,950 --> 01:25:30,470 this is jimmy church of fade to black 2188 01:25:37,669 --> 01:25:34,960 and this year june 18 2022 2189 01:25:40,310 --> 01:25:37,679 the disclosure fest foundation presents 2190 01:25:43,910 --> 01:25:40,320 the mass meditation initiative it's 2191 01:25:46,470 --> 01:25:43,920 saturday june 18th from 10 a.m to 10 p.m 2192 01:25:48,950 --> 01:25:46,480 one day only at the los angeles state 2193 01:25:52,070 --> 01:25:48,960 historic park in downtown los angeles 2194 01:25:54,470 --> 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with jimmy.com there's no 2237 01:27:47,030 --> 01:27:44,480 time to lose 2238 01:27:50,070 --> 01:27:47,040 do it now 2239 01:27:52,310 --> 01:27:50,080 so you love talk radio then you'll love 2240 01:27:55,430 --> 01:27:52,320 talkstreamlive.com 2241 01:27:57,669 --> 01:27:55,440 talk stream live is always on 24 7 with 2242 01:27:59,590 --> 01:27:57,679 the best streaming talk shows find your 2243 01:28:02,470 --> 01:27:59,600 favorite talkers and discover some new 2244 01:28:04,550 --> 01:28:02,480 ones it's free readily available online 2245 01:28:06,629 --> 01:28:04,560 or on mobile with any smartphone or 2246 01:28:09,189 --> 01:28:06,639 tablet finding your favorite talk shows 2247 01:28:10,990 --> 01:28:09,199 all in one place has gotten a whole lot 2248 01:28:23,450 --> 01:28:11,000 easier just go to 2249 01:28:23,460 --> 01:28:27,590 [Music] 2250 01:28:31,669 --> 01:28:29,430 you downl listening to fate to black 2251 01:28:34,470 --> 01:28:31,679 with jimmy church on the game changer 2252 01:28:39,910 --> 01:28:36,950 hi i'm reece vance you're listening to 2253 01:28:42,709 --> 01:28:39,920 jimmy church this is revolution the 2254 01:28:49,050 --> 01:28:42,719 revolution will not be televised the 2255 01:29:16,730 --> 01:29:14,950 [Music] 2256 01:29:30,070 --> 01:29:16,740 then 2257 01:29:32,149 --> 01:29:30,080 [Music] 2258 01:29:33,990 --> 01:29:32,159 welcome back fade to black i am your 2259 01:29:37,110 --> 01:29:34,000 host jimmy church 2260 01:29:39,430 --> 01:29:37,120 tonight cruz is with us 2261 01:29:42,229 --> 01:29:39,440 my headphones are shorting out what's 2262 01:29:47,189 --> 01:29:44,950 tomorrow night karen a dolmen is with us 2263 01:29:47,990 --> 01:29:47,199 and then wednesday night david palmer is 2264 01:29:49,830 --> 01:29:48,000 here 2265 01:29:52,550 --> 01:29:49,840 and then of course thursday nights 2266 01:29:54,229 --> 01:29:52,560 another fader night with open lines all 2267 01:29:56,149 --> 01:29:54,239 night long 2268 01:29:58,550 --> 01:29:56,159 and uh yeah my 2269 01:30:00,550 --> 01:29:58,560 is this it's it's it's weird i hope it's 2270 01:30:03,430 --> 01:30:00,560 not shorting out with you it's just just 2271 01:30:06,149 --> 01:30:03,440 my headphones our guest tonight is cruz 2272 01:30:07,270 --> 01:30:06,159 and and cruz let's talk some ufos for a 2273 01:30:08,070 --> 01:30:07,280 second 2274 01:30:11,110 --> 01:30:08,080 um 2275 01:30:12,950 --> 01:30:11,120 when we were hanging out and i can 2276 01:30:15,189 --> 01:30:12,960 already tell everything is smooth 2277 01:30:17,590 --> 01:30:15,199 um when we were hanging out in detroit 2278 01:30:20,070 --> 01:30:17,600 we talked uh ufos all day long i mean 2279 01:30:22,950 --> 01:30:20,080 that was that's was a 2280 01:30:25,110 --> 01:30:22,960 subject of a conversation between us 2281 01:30:27,830 --> 01:30:25,120 um when 2282 01:30:30,229 --> 01:30:27,840 did you have a contact experience when 2283 01:30:33,110 --> 01:30:30,239 you were very young or did everything 2284 01:30:36,229 --> 01:30:33,120 happen after 2007-2008 2285 01:30:38,229 --> 01:30:36,239 everything happened after 2007. 2286 01:30:39,669 --> 01:30:38,239 so i did i don't remember when i was 2287 01:30:41,510 --> 01:30:39,679 young of course if i did have 2288 01:30:43,270 --> 01:30:41,520 extraterrestrial experiences but when i 2289 01:30:44,669 --> 01:30:43,280 started becoming conscious in my life 2290 01:30:47,030 --> 01:30:44,679 for real 2291 01:30:48,790 --> 01:30:47,040 2007-2008 for sure 2292 01:30:51,669 --> 01:30:48,800 what was uh your first contact 2293 01:30:56,870 --> 01:30:54,390 it's a little bit of a lengthy story but 2294 01:30:59,669 --> 01:30:56,880 it was when i was i was definitely 18 19 2295 01:31:01,030 --> 01:30:59,679 years old at this time you know 2296 01:31:02,390 --> 01:31:01,040 i was hanging out with my cousins a lot 2297 01:31:04,229 --> 01:31:02,400 i had my own apartment with my cousin we 2298 01:31:05,590 --> 01:31:04,239 shared a two-bedroom apartment my other 2299 01:31:07,350 --> 01:31:05,600 cousins would come through my girlfriend 2300 01:31:09,350 --> 01:31:07,360 would come through and all these things 2301 01:31:10,709 --> 01:31:09,360 and at that time like i said i thought i 2302 01:31:12,470 --> 01:31:10,719 was going crazy because i started 2303 01:31:13,830 --> 01:31:12,480 meditating a lot i started having these 2304 01:31:15,270 --> 01:31:13,840 you know extraterrestrial experiences 2305 01:31:16,629 --> 01:31:15,280 and dream states and like weird things 2306 01:31:17,910 --> 01:31:16,639 happening to me 2307 01:31:19,590 --> 01:31:17,920 and i started telling my girlfriend 2308 01:31:21,750 --> 01:31:19,600 about it my cousins about it and for 2309 01:31:23,510 --> 01:31:21,760 whatever weird reason jimmy i started 2310 01:31:25,910 --> 01:31:23,520 having this experience where whenever i 2311 01:31:27,590 --> 01:31:25,920 was outside at night by myself or even 2312 01:31:29,750 --> 01:31:27,600 when i was with people but it would only 2313 01:31:32,390 --> 01:31:29,760 be me that sees it i would look at the 2314 01:31:34,629 --> 01:31:32,400 sky what felt like at the exact 2315 01:31:36,629 --> 01:31:34,639 time moment like the right time and 2316 01:31:37,990 --> 01:31:36,639 moment and for whatever reason in that 2317 01:31:39,910 --> 01:31:38,000 moment that i would look at a particular 2318 01:31:41,669 --> 01:31:39,920 part of the sky i would just see this 2319 01:31:43,590 --> 01:31:41,679 white streak just manifest and just 2320 01:31:45,510 --> 01:31:43,600 shoot across and you know i'm like oh 2321 01:31:47,750 --> 01:31:45,520 snap i saw a shooting star you know what 2322 01:31:50,070 --> 01:31:47,760 i'm saying the initial reaction 2323 01:31:51,750 --> 01:31:50,080 but but it kept happening to me like it 2324 01:31:53,350 --> 01:31:51,760 kept happening to me so i'm like what is 2325 01:31:55,030 --> 01:31:53,360 going on so i'm telling my cousins i'm 2326 01:31:56,950 --> 01:31:55,040 telling my girlfriend so everybody like 2327 01:31:58,390 --> 01:31:56,960 yo did you see that i'll be walking 2328 01:32:00,550 --> 01:31:58,400 outside with them at nighttime in the 2329 01:32:02,070 --> 01:32:00,560 parking lot and i'll see it like super 2330 01:32:03,830 --> 01:32:02,080 bright and vivid i'm like screaming did 2331 01:32:04,950 --> 01:32:03,840 you see that and everybody's like and of 2332 01:32:06,149 --> 01:32:04,960 course when they look up there's nothing 2333 01:32:09,110 --> 01:32:06,159 so i'm just like yo i'm really looking 2334 01:32:10,790 --> 01:32:09,120 like i'm crazy you know so whatever 2335 01:32:12,070 --> 01:32:10,800 long story short jimmy i took my 2336 01:32:13,350 --> 01:32:12,080 girlfriend home one night and i came 2337 01:32:15,270 --> 01:32:13,360 back to my apartment it was like 2338 01:32:18,070 --> 01:32:15,280 literally three in the morning and i'm 2339 01:32:19,669 --> 01:32:18,080 sitting in the parking lot by myself 2340 01:32:21,350 --> 01:32:19,679 and my park where i was parked i was 2341 01:32:24,709 --> 01:32:21,360 right in front of the lake it was a 2342 01:32:27,030 --> 01:32:24,719 perfectly lit south florida night 2343 01:32:28,550 --> 01:32:27,040 looks like beautiful sky 2344 01:32:30,390 --> 01:32:28,560 i think it was a full moon i could see 2345 01:32:32,550 --> 01:32:30,400 the moon reflection in the lake and i 2346 01:32:33,830 --> 01:32:32,560 remember looking at the sky 2347 01:32:35,510 --> 01:32:33,840 and talking to them because at this 2348 01:32:37,430 --> 01:32:35,520 point i was super into experts who was 2349 01:32:39,350 --> 01:32:37,440 really into it you know so i'm talking 2350 01:32:40,950 --> 01:32:39,360 to them in my mind and i'm telling them 2351 01:32:43,350 --> 01:32:40,960 you know i feel like i've done enough 2352 01:32:45,750 --> 01:32:43,360 research i've meditated a lot i've had a 2353 01:32:48,390 --> 01:32:45,760 lot of experience i feel like i'm ready 2354 01:32:50,629 --> 01:32:48,400 for a full long physical experience with 2355 01:32:53,030 --> 01:32:50,639 an extraterrestrial like manifest in my 2356 01:32:55,189 --> 01:32:53,040 face you know what i mean like i thought 2357 01:32:56,229 --> 01:32:55,199 i was ready for that and and so 2358 01:32:57,350 --> 01:32:56,239 you know i started putting that out 2359 01:32:59,189 --> 01:32:57,360 there started broadcasting that 2360 01:33:00,790 --> 01:32:59,199 frequency in my car remind you my car's 2361 01:33:02,709 --> 01:33:00,800 off i'm looking out my windshield and 2362 01:33:04,629 --> 01:33:02,719 i'm staring at the sky and the moment 2363 01:33:06,070 --> 01:33:04,639 that i said i feel like i'm ready i 2364 01:33:09,189 --> 01:33:06,080 swear on my life 2365 01:33:12,470 --> 01:33:09,199 in that moment probably a good 200 to 2366 01:33:15,430 --> 01:33:12,480 300 feet above my car this white light 2367 01:33:17,510 --> 01:33:15,440 manifested and it did this huge whoosh 2368 01:33:19,030 --> 01:33:17,520 to my to my towards my windshield it 2369 01:33:20,390 --> 01:33:19,040 went towards me and it went back out 2370 01:33:22,149 --> 01:33:20,400 into the sky 2371 01:33:24,149 --> 01:33:22,159 the moment that i said i feel like i'm 2372 01:33:26,550 --> 01:33:24,159 ready and you're gonna understand 2373 01:33:27,590 --> 01:33:26,560 but i was not ready because when that 2374 01:33:30,870 --> 01:33:27,600 happened 2375 01:33:33,669 --> 01:33:30,880 instantly every year my body stood up i 2376 01:33:35,270 --> 01:33:33,679 felt so much fear and i was like no no 2377 01:33:37,030 --> 01:33:35,280 no forget it forget it i'm not ready i'm 2378 01:33:38,950 --> 01:33:37,040 not ready come to me in my drinks and i 2379 01:33:40,790 --> 01:33:38,960 come to me my dreams tonight whatever i 2380 01:33:42,870 --> 01:33:40,800 was about to experience right now forget 2381 01:33:45,270 --> 01:33:42,880 i am not ready you know what i mean like 2382 01:33:46,950 --> 01:33:45,280 forget it i got so scared jimmy 2383 01:33:48,470 --> 01:33:46,960 that was like come to me in my dreams 2384 01:33:49,910 --> 01:33:48,480 tonight i just kept repeating that come 2385 01:33:51,669 --> 01:33:49,920 to me my dreams tonight come to forget 2386 01:33:53,430 --> 01:33:51,679 that i'm not ready for this i go to 2387 01:33:55,350 --> 01:33:53,440 sleep then i don't even remember how i 2388 01:33:57,350 --> 01:33:55,360 felt asleep but the next thing i 2389 01:33:59,350 --> 01:33:57,360 realized i'm standing 2390 01:34:01,990 --> 01:33:59,360 next to a window i look outside the 2391 01:34:03,590 --> 01:34:02,000 window and i see space i see stars i see 2392 01:34:05,910 --> 01:34:03,600 blackness i feel like i'm just you know 2393 01:34:07,910 --> 01:34:05,920 in a spaceship looking out the window 2394 01:34:10,229 --> 01:34:07,920 and i looked to my left 2395 01:34:11,510 --> 01:34:10,239 when i looked to my left i saw this six 2396 01:34:12,550 --> 01:34:11,520 foot tall 2397 01:34:16,550 --> 01:34:12,560 brown 2398 01:34:18,470 --> 01:34:16,560 extraterrestrial being it was a male 2399 01:34:19,990 --> 01:34:18,480 because i felt male energy he was 2400 01:34:23,030 --> 01:34:20,000 literally about six feet tall he's not 2401 01:34:25,350 --> 01:34:23,040 that tall but it was bald it had black 2402 01:34:26,550 --> 01:34:25,360 almond eyes it wasn't a regular gray 2403 01:34:28,870 --> 01:34:26,560 with the big heads that you see with the 2404 01:34:31,189 --> 01:34:28,880 big black eyes but he did have black 2405 01:34:32,629 --> 01:34:31,199 almond kind of large eyes it was yellow 2406 01:34:34,070 --> 01:34:32,639 mustard and brown 2407 01:34:36,950 --> 01:34:34,080 no clothes 2408 01:34:39,350 --> 01:34:36,960 skinny tall it was about 15 feet away 2409 01:34:40,709 --> 01:34:39,360 from me staring at me and obviously when 2410 01:34:43,350 --> 01:34:40,719 you're in a dream stay you don't have 2411 01:34:45,910 --> 01:34:43,360 that fear that ego i remember as i was 2412 01:34:48,070 --> 01:34:45,920 staring at him thinking to myself what 2413 01:34:49,910 --> 01:34:48,080 does his skin feel like like his skin 2414 01:34:51,990 --> 01:34:49,920 looked so unique and like it was just 2415 01:34:53,430 --> 01:34:52,000 like i said a mustard brown and i'm 2416 01:34:56,470 --> 01:34:53,440 thinking what is this gonna feel like 2417 01:34:58,629 --> 01:34:56,480 and in that moment my reality shifts to 2418 01:35:00,790 --> 01:34:58,639 where i'm thinking that thought and the 2419 01:35:03,030 --> 01:35:00,800 next moment jimmy he's standing next to 2420 01:35:04,790 --> 01:35:03,040 me this tattoo that i have here and he's 2421 01:35:07,189 --> 01:35:04,800 rubbing my arm he's rubbing this 2422 01:35:09,669 --> 01:35:07,199 specific tattoo hands and the first 2423 01:35:12,070 --> 01:35:09,679 thing i thought was it feels like an 2424 01:35:13,830 --> 01:35:12,080 extremely soft sponge 2425 01:35:16,390 --> 01:35:13,840 that was the kind of sensation that i 2426 01:35:18,950 --> 01:35:16,400 felt on my arm but i looked up and i saw 2427 01:35:20,790 --> 01:35:18,960 into his big ass black eyes 2428 01:35:23,750 --> 01:35:20,800 and i said that was the last thing that 2429 01:35:26,070 --> 01:35:23,760 i can remember but that was my first 2430 01:35:27,750 --> 01:35:26,080 real life what felt real to me actually 2431 01:35:29,350 --> 01:35:27,760 tries to experience because what 2432 01:35:31,030 --> 01:35:29,360 happened to me tonight prior when i said 2433 01:35:32,870 --> 01:35:31,040 come to me my dreams forget it that 2434 01:35:34,870 --> 01:35:32,880 white light manifested over my car went 2435 01:35:37,189 --> 01:35:34,880 towards the universe after that and then 2436 01:35:38,550 --> 01:35:37,199 i had that experience that night so but 2437 01:35:40,149 --> 01:35:38,560 it wasn't a human type of 2438 01:35:41,270 --> 01:35:40,159 extraterrestrials more like i guess you 2439 01:35:43,510 --> 01:35:41,280 would consider that more like an 2440 01:35:45,590 --> 01:35:43,520 insectoid being right i don't know but 2441 01:35:48,149 --> 01:35:45,600 that was my first experience and since 2442 01:35:49,830 --> 01:35:48,159 that point forward i've had experiences 2443 01:35:51,590 --> 01:35:49,840 with at least five different 2444 01:35:53,750 --> 01:35:51,600 extraterrestrial type of beings that i 2445 01:35:55,270 --> 01:35:53,760 can explain to you exactly what they 2446 01:35:57,189 --> 01:35:55,280 look like um 2447 01:35:59,030 --> 01:35:57,199 and it's it's been insane you know what 2448 01:36:00,950 --> 01:35:59,040 i mean like they have not stopped 2449 01:36:02,310 --> 01:36:00,960 following me i have moved from that 2450 01:36:04,149 --> 01:36:02,320 apartment 2451 01:36:07,030 --> 01:36:04,159 in 2007 2452 01:36:09,910 --> 01:36:07,040 till now 2022 i swear to god jimmy i 2453 01:36:11,189 --> 01:36:09,920 have probably moved about 10 times since 2454 01:36:12,790 --> 01:36:11,199 that apartment 2455 01:36:15,350 --> 01:36:12,800 different areas of south florida 2456 01:36:17,350 --> 01:36:15,360 different towns and everywhere that i go 2457 01:36:18,870 --> 01:36:17,360 they follow me everywhere that i'm at 2458 01:36:21,109 --> 01:36:18,880 look at the sky certain times when i'm 2459 01:36:22,470 --> 01:36:21,119 by myself manifest the little white 2460 01:36:24,709 --> 01:36:22,480 lights will just manifest it doesn't 2461 01:36:27,109 --> 01:36:24,719 matter where i go like i can go to 2462 01:36:28,709 --> 01:36:27,119 upstate florida by tallahassee 2463 01:36:30,790 --> 01:36:28,719 palm coast area i can be in south 2464 01:36:33,590 --> 01:36:30,800 florida by west palm beach anywhere that 2465 01:36:35,030 --> 01:36:33,600 i go to this show and any time i start 2466 01:36:36,470 --> 01:36:35,040 really getting into extraterrestrials 2467 01:36:37,590 --> 01:36:36,480 again really start thinking about it 2468 01:36:39,270 --> 01:36:37,600 again that's when i still having dreams 2469 01:36:40,470 --> 01:36:39,280 with them but 2470 01:36:41,990 --> 01:36:40,480 it's been following me ever since i 2471 01:36:44,070 --> 01:36:42,000 started meditating the meditations would 2472 01:36:46,149 --> 01:36:44,080 really open me up to this realm 2473 01:36:47,510 --> 01:36:46,159 and so it's never been the same like my 2474 01:36:52,310 --> 01:36:47,520 life has never been the same because of 2475 01:36:55,430 --> 01:36:52,320 that now you said five um was the 2476 01:36:56,470 --> 01:36:55,440 mustard brown one of the five or was it 2477 01:37:00,709 --> 01:36:56,480 five 2478 01:37:02,550 --> 01:37:00,719 one ever that i say that i saw with my 2479 01:37:04,629 --> 01:37:02,560 own eyes i can remember the features 2480 01:37:06,550 --> 01:37:04,639 yeah that must be brown yellow being was 2481 01:37:08,390 --> 01:37:06,560 the first one i've ever had but since 2482 01:37:10,870 --> 01:37:08,400 there's been other beings i've also 2483 01:37:12,950 --> 01:37:10,880 experienced an old asian race they were 2484 01:37:14,790 --> 01:37:12,960 wearing black and yellow jumpsuits it 2485 01:37:16,390 --> 01:37:14,800 was like black with this yellow shoulder 2486 01:37:17,510 --> 01:37:16,400 thing that went kind of like a i don't 2487 01:37:18,550 --> 01:37:17,520 know how to explain it but i can 2488 01:37:20,870 --> 01:37:18,560 remember 2489 01:37:23,350 --> 01:37:20,880 that i was in this all-white room and 2490 01:37:25,430 --> 01:37:23,360 out of nowhere the white blankness just 2491 01:37:28,470 --> 01:37:25,440 opened like if it was a door and i kid 2492 01:37:30,550 --> 01:37:28,480 you not at least 11 of them 2493 01:37:32,790 --> 01:37:30,560 rushed into the room and when they all 2494 01:37:34,310 --> 01:37:32,800 rushed in they all just surrounded my 2495 01:37:36,390 --> 01:37:34,320 body staring up at me because they were 2496 01:37:38,950 --> 01:37:36,400 probably about like five five one but 2497 01:37:41,109 --> 01:37:38,960 they all had perfectly black 2498 01:37:43,030 --> 01:37:41,119 uh soup bowl haircuts 2499 01:37:44,390 --> 01:37:43,040 they were asian looking but they weren't 2500 01:37:46,310 --> 01:37:44,400 asian like on earth like chinese 2501 01:37:48,229 --> 01:37:46,320 japanese or filipino it was like their 2502 01:37:50,470 --> 01:37:48,239 eyes were larger but it was definitely 2503 01:37:52,950 --> 01:37:50,480 slanted like asian they had a small 2504 01:37:55,910 --> 01:37:52,960 mouth but they were smiling the entire 2505 01:37:57,750 --> 01:37:55,920 time staring at my face smiling at me 2506 01:37:59,750 --> 01:37:57,760 and it was weird is that i love the 2507 01:38:02,070 --> 01:37:59,760 color black and gold like i left my 2508 01:38:03,270 --> 01:38:02,080 color you know you saw me in detroit i 2509 01:38:05,430 --> 01:38:03,280 was wearing black and gold like that's 2510 01:38:07,189 --> 01:38:05,440 just i love that color so i don't know 2511 01:38:08,629 --> 01:38:07,199 maybe i had a past life as part of one 2512 01:38:10,790 --> 01:38:08,639 of the civilizations i'm connected to 2513 01:38:12,390 --> 01:38:10,800 them somehow but that asian race really 2514 01:38:14,709 --> 01:38:12,400 stood out to me because the fact that i 2515 01:38:17,189 --> 01:38:14,719 had so many of them and they all looked 2516 01:38:18,950 --> 01:38:17,199 almost identical they all look the same 2517 01:38:20,149 --> 01:38:18,960 but it's the black and gold outfits that 2518 01:38:22,310 --> 01:38:20,159 stood out the most and the fact that 2519 01:38:23,830 --> 01:38:22,320 they were like an asian kind of human so 2520 01:38:26,390 --> 01:38:23,840 you know i've had experiences with that 2521 01:38:27,669 --> 01:38:26,400 type of race and many others and so it's 2522 01:38:30,709 --> 01:38:27,679 been nuts man 2523 01:38:33,830 --> 01:38:30,719 billy carson is is listening and he just 2524 01:38:35,669 --> 01:38:33,840 sent uh you some money and he texted me 2525 01:38:37,350 --> 01:38:35,679 and he said this is for you to buy a new 2526 01:38:39,109 --> 01:38:37,360 black and gold shirt 2527 01:38:42,229 --> 01:38:39,119 so 2528 01:38:45,109 --> 01:38:42,239 billy what up brother appreciate you 2529 01:38:46,629 --> 01:38:45,119 billy is absolutely amazing okay the 2530 01:38:48,950 --> 01:38:46,639 asian 2531 01:38:50,550 --> 01:38:48,960 yeah that's pretty interesting okay 2532 01:38:52,709 --> 01:38:50,560 let's stop there for a second because i 2533 01:38:53,990 --> 01:38:52,719 want to get to three four and five but 2534 01:38:55,830 --> 01:38:54,000 let's back up 2535 01:38:57,189 --> 01:38:55,840 mustard guy 2536 01:38:59,350 --> 01:38:57,199 if you don't mind i'm just gonna call a 2537 01:39:02,149 --> 01:38:59,360 muster guy 2538 01:39:04,629 --> 01:39:02,159 two legs humanoid yeah humanoid it 2539 01:39:06,629 --> 01:39:04,639 wasn't a weird hollywood alien it was 2540 01:39:08,629 --> 01:39:06,639 like us 2541 01:39:09,830 --> 01:39:08,639 fingers i can't remember how many at 2542 01:39:10,629 --> 01:39:09,840 least four 2543 01:39:12,629 --> 01:39:10,639 okay 2544 01:39:14,070 --> 01:39:12,639 just remember his hands touching my my 2545 01:39:15,669 --> 01:39:14,080 skin because i thought to myself what 2546 01:39:17,510 --> 01:39:15,679 does his skin feel like and i just 2547 01:39:19,990 --> 01:39:17,520 remember this soft spongy kind of 2548 01:39:22,470 --> 01:39:20,000 material rubbing against my tattoo and i 2549 01:39:23,990 --> 01:39:22,480 just felt like wow it feels really soft 2550 01:39:25,189 --> 01:39:24,000 i remember thinking to myself that you 2551 01:39:26,790 --> 01:39:25,199 know what i mean and 2552 01:39:28,709 --> 01:39:26,800 that was the last thing i can remember 2553 01:39:30,870 --> 01:39:28,719 they don't they don't allow me i guess 2554 01:39:33,030 --> 01:39:30,880 you could say to remember anything else 2555 01:39:34,229 --> 01:39:33,040 but it's been pretty nuts man 2556 01:39:36,229 --> 01:39:34,239 okay so 2557 01:39:37,430 --> 01:39:36,239 the asian 2558 01:39:40,629 --> 01:39:37,440 group 2559 01:39:42,950 --> 01:39:40,639 same thing uh two arms two legs oh for 2560 01:39:45,510 --> 01:39:42,960 sure they look like like humans right 2561 01:39:47,510 --> 01:39:45,520 they were five five one five two they 2562 01:39:49,109 --> 01:39:47,520 like i said it was a good identity like 2563 01:39:51,350 --> 01:39:49,119 a good eleven of them and they just all 2564 01:39:52,709 --> 01:39:51,360 surrounded me staring at me smiling i'm 2565 01:39:53,750 --> 01:39:52,719 i don't know what the heck is going on 2566 01:39:55,350 --> 01:39:53,760 that's just 2567 01:39:56,870 --> 01:39:55,360 the most that i can remember of those 2568 01:39:58,070 --> 01:39:56,880 experiences like these beings are just 2569 01:39:59,830 --> 01:39:58,080 surrounding me 2570 01:40:01,030 --> 01:39:59,840 i felt a lot of love though i didn't i 2571 01:40:02,709 --> 01:40:01,040 wasn't afraid i just felt like this 2572 01:40:04,870 --> 01:40:02,719 loving energy they were just smiling for 2573 01:40:06,470 --> 01:40:04,880 so long super weird because like i said 2574 01:40:07,830 --> 01:40:06,480 it felt like i was in this all-white 2575 01:40:09,990 --> 01:40:07,840 room and i don't know where the white 2576 01:40:11,270 --> 01:40:10,000 blank just opened like a door open and 2577 01:40:12,470 --> 01:40:11,280 they just rush in 2578 01:40:15,030 --> 01:40:12,480 like that's the experience that i can 2579 01:40:18,790 --> 01:40:15,040 remember with that particular asian race 2580 01:40:21,270 --> 01:40:18,800 now uh cruz uh did this did you have 2581 01:40:24,229 --> 01:40:21,280 a sighting that night before this 2582 01:40:26,390 --> 01:40:24,239 happened two as well no but i have had 2583 01:40:28,470 --> 01:40:26,400 many sightings in my life like many 2584 01:40:30,070 --> 01:40:28,480 sightings even with my youngest brother 2585 01:40:31,669 --> 01:40:30,080 i have three brothers i'm one of four 2586 01:40:33,750 --> 01:40:31,679 brothers my youngest brother i'm the 2587 01:40:35,510 --> 01:40:33,760 second one he's the one who's the most 2588 01:40:36,870 --> 01:40:35,520 connected to this stuff like myself my 2589 01:40:38,709 --> 01:40:36,880 older brother's not really into it my 2590 01:40:40,390 --> 01:40:38,719 younger brother is not really into it 2591 01:40:42,229 --> 01:40:40,400 but my youngest brother is a lot like me 2592 01:40:43,990 --> 01:40:42,239 in the sense where he also has 2593 01:40:46,550 --> 01:40:44,000 extraterrestrial experiences um they 2594 01:40:48,950 --> 01:40:46,560 come to him too and what's funny is that 2595 01:40:51,109 --> 01:40:48,960 when he was seven years old i was 17 i'm 2596 01:40:53,830 --> 01:40:51,119 10 years older than him i had a dream 2597 01:40:55,750 --> 01:40:53,840 with a green bell-shaped ufo that i was 2598 01:40:57,350 --> 01:40:55,760 like building the building was in the 2599 01:40:59,430 --> 01:40:57,360 sky because i looked below and there was 2600 01:41:00,310 --> 01:40:59,440 just nothing but sky underneath 2601 01:41:02,310 --> 01:41:00,320 and 2602 01:41:05,270 --> 01:41:02,320 literally like 75 in front of me was 2603 01:41:07,189 --> 01:41:05,280 this green bell-shaped ufo hovering in 2604 01:41:08,629 --> 01:41:07,199 the sky and i remember looking and 2605 01:41:10,229 --> 01:41:08,639 seeing my little brother youngest 2606 01:41:12,229 --> 01:41:10,239 brother who was only seven at the time 2607 01:41:14,229 --> 01:41:12,239 with me in that experience i remember 2608 01:41:15,270 --> 01:41:14,239 when i woke up from that dream i was 2609 01:41:17,270 --> 01:41:15,280 like 2610 01:41:18,470 --> 01:41:17,280 he's definitely connected why you know 2611 01:41:20,310 --> 01:41:18,480 what i mean and when he was eight years 2612 01:41:22,070 --> 01:41:20,320 old he firmly ever met at the beach with 2613 01:41:23,910 --> 01:41:22,080 me i already knew i'm like yeah this kid 2614 01:41:25,510 --> 01:41:23,920 is definitely open-minded to this stuff 2615 01:41:27,750 --> 01:41:25,520 and ever since he grew up now he's 23 2616 01:41:29,430 --> 01:41:27,760 years old but yeah he has 2617 01:41:31,109 --> 01:41:29,440 extraterrestrial experiences too it's 2618 01:41:33,189 --> 01:41:31,119 really me and him out of my siblings i 2619 01:41:35,189 --> 01:41:33,199 go through it i experience it but 2620 01:41:36,870 --> 01:41:35,199 it's insane you know i mean like i used 2621 01:41:39,350 --> 01:41:36,880 to think i was alone in this but it's 2622 01:41:40,470 --> 01:41:39,360 not like it's really happening to a lot 2623 01:41:41,830 --> 01:41:40,480 of people 2624 01:41:46,950 --> 01:41:41,840 um 2625 01:41:47,990 --> 01:41:46,960 okay we did two we did we did mustard 2626 01:41:51,030 --> 01:41:48,000 dude 2627 01:41:53,590 --> 01:41:51,040 we did the asian and and let's let's go 2628 01:41:56,229 --> 01:41:53,600 to number three okay i might not be in 2629 01:41:59,510 --> 01:41:56,239 it's in the right timeline 2630 01:42:01,910 --> 01:41:59,520 uh one group i can remember i was once 2631 01:42:04,390 --> 01:42:01,920 on an all water planet 2632 01:42:06,149 --> 01:42:04,400 i was taken to this all water planet by 2633 01:42:08,149 --> 01:42:06,159 these it was like it looked like three 2634 01:42:08,870 --> 01:42:08,159 males and it sounds stupid as hell i 2635 01:42:11,350 --> 01:42:08,880 know 2636 01:42:14,870 --> 01:42:11,360 but if you think of like chewbacca from 2637 01:42:17,270 --> 01:42:14,880 star wars big hairy kind of being 2638 01:42:20,070 --> 01:42:17,280 it reminded me of that but it had a 2639 01:42:21,030 --> 01:42:20,080 human face think of like chewbacca's 2640 01:42:23,270 --> 01:42:21,040 body 2641 01:42:25,669 --> 01:42:23,280 but the shoulders were huge like very 2642 01:42:27,270 --> 01:42:25,679 muscular broad shoulders the heads were 2643 01:42:30,149 --> 01:42:27,280 honestly kind of small it wasn't that 2644 01:42:32,550 --> 01:42:30,159 big but the face was human like it 2645 01:42:33,510 --> 01:42:32,560 looked like our faces but the body was 2646 01:42:36,310 --> 01:42:33,520 just 2647 01:42:40,229 --> 01:42:36,320 all hair brown tall like seven feet tall 2648 01:42:42,310 --> 01:42:40,239 three of them and i remember being where 2649 01:42:44,550 --> 01:42:42,320 they showed me the traveling system of 2650 01:42:46,709 --> 01:42:44,560 their planet and a traveling system 2651 01:42:48,950 --> 01:42:46,719 which i thought was extremely awesome it 2652 01:42:51,350 --> 01:42:48,960 resembled like if you think of like a 2653 01:42:53,350 --> 01:42:51,360 water park with slides everywhere it 2654 01:42:56,229 --> 01:42:53,360 resembled like a water slide something 2655 01:42:57,750 --> 01:42:56,239 like that but it's extremely fast and i 2656 01:42:59,109 --> 01:42:57,760 remember them showing me how their 2657 01:43:00,870 --> 01:42:59,119 traveling system works how they get 2658 01:43:02,550 --> 01:43:00,880 around on their planet but it was 2659 01:43:04,310 --> 01:43:02,560 extremely awesome like it was fun you 2660 01:43:05,990 --> 01:43:04,320 know what i mean but that's the third 2661 01:43:09,189 --> 01:43:06,000 race that i can remember this weird 2662 01:43:10,950 --> 01:43:09,199 hairy big like race but their faces were 2663 01:43:12,870 --> 01:43:10,960 pretty human-like 2664 01:43:14,390 --> 01:43:12,880 um that's an experience i've had as well 2665 01:43:16,390 --> 01:43:14,400 i've shared that story many times on my 2666 01:43:19,590 --> 01:43:16,400 instagram lives 2667 01:43:21,510 --> 01:43:19,600 sounds like you met my uncle bob 2668 01:43:23,350 --> 01:43:21,520 that dude had the hairiest back i've 2669 01:43:26,950 --> 01:43:23,360 ever seen in my life and i always 2670 01:43:27,750 --> 01:43:26,960 thought he was related to bigfoot 2671 01:43:29,750 --> 01:43:27,760 um 2672 01:43:31,830 --> 01:43:29,760 but uh 2673 01:43:35,350 --> 01:43:31,840 let's let's get back to that technology 2674 01:43:37,510 --> 01:43:35,360 though um and when you say that and and 2675 01:43:40,070 --> 01:43:37,520 and their technology for 2676 01:43:41,990 --> 01:43:40,080 you know for travel 2677 01:43:43,669 --> 01:43:42,000 it's just their body just their body 2678 01:43:45,510 --> 01:43:43,679 there's no car there's no nothing it's 2679 01:43:46,629 --> 01:43:45,520 like their body goes into the 2680 01:43:47,830 --> 01:43:46,639 well you could i don't know how to 2681 01:43:49,430 --> 01:43:47,840 explain it but i guess you could say 2682 01:43:51,510 --> 01:43:49,440 like a water slide type of thing their 2683 01:43:53,189 --> 01:43:51,520 bodies will go in it and it's kind of 2684 01:43:54,870 --> 01:43:53,199 like they're immersed in water maybe 2685 01:43:56,709 --> 01:43:54,880 they can breathe in the water but it 2686 01:43:57,669 --> 01:43:56,719 just shoots them to wherever they need 2687 01:43:59,430 --> 01:43:57,679 to go 2688 01:44:01,189 --> 01:43:59,440 it was just insanely amazing i just 2689 01:44:02,950 --> 01:44:01,199 remember being so taken back but what i 2690 01:44:04,390 --> 01:44:02,960 was seeing like wow this is beautiful 2691 01:44:07,030 --> 01:44:04,400 it's amazing but it was a hundred 2692 01:44:09,189 --> 01:44:07,040 percent water plant it was like no land 2693 01:44:11,669 --> 01:44:09,199 it sounds almost like a 2694 01:44:12,390 --> 01:44:11,679 a water filled wormhole 2695 01:44:15,189 --> 01:44:12,400 right 2696 01:44:16,629 --> 01:44:15,199 maybe maybe it's kind of hard it's weird 2697 01:44:18,070 --> 01:44:16,639 because when you have these kind of 2698 01:44:19,830 --> 01:44:18,080 experiences jimmy like i don't know if 2699 01:44:21,270 --> 01:44:19,840 you've had them yourself but when you go 2700 01:44:22,550 --> 01:44:21,280 through these kind of otherworldly type 2701 01:44:24,390 --> 01:44:22,560 of experiences 2702 01:44:27,270 --> 01:44:24,400 you don't have a sense of time where i 2703 01:44:29,510 --> 01:44:27,280 am i'm cruz i'm you're just observing 2704 01:44:31,590 --> 01:44:29,520 observing and taking it all in it's like 2705 01:44:33,030 --> 01:44:31,600 weird you don't really have much say 2706 01:44:34,870 --> 01:44:33,040 you're not talking out loud i don't 2707 01:44:37,350 --> 01:44:34,880 really remember ever talking to them 2708 01:44:39,430 --> 01:44:37,360 it's always just i'm observing stuff and 2709 01:44:41,350 --> 01:44:39,440 i can and i can contain the memories of 2710 01:44:43,510 --> 01:44:41,360 everything that i saw like the details i 2711 01:44:45,510 --> 01:44:43,520 have really great picture memory so i 2712 01:44:46,870 --> 01:44:45,520 can memorize things that i see i can 2713 01:44:48,310 --> 01:44:46,880 tell you about the asian race i can 2714 01:44:50,310 --> 01:44:48,320 remember what their clothes looked like 2715 01:44:52,229 --> 01:44:50,320 how tall they were stuff like that 2716 01:44:53,830 --> 01:44:52,239 it's amazing man it's a lot going on in 2717 01:44:57,189 --> 01:44:53,840 this area we really are living a sci-fi 2718 01:44:59,189 --> 01:44:57,199 movie for real yeah yeah yeah yeah um 2719 01:45:03,590 --> 01:44:59,199 okay i just have one comment 2720 01:45:05,910 --> 01:45:03,600 i haven't um not that i know of 2721 01:45:08,149 --> 01:45:05,920 uh because maybe 2722 01:45:11,350 --> 01:45:08,159 the words are wrong or the definitions 2723 01:45:13,750 --> 01:45:11,360 are wrong but if i follow with uh other 2724 01:45:16,390 --> 01:45:13,760 researchers what a lucid dream is or 2725 01:45:18,390 --> 01:45:16,400 astral and out-of-body experiences 2726 01:45:22,070 --> 01:45:18,400 maybe i have done it and i'm just not 2727 01:45:23,030 --> 01:45:22,080 understanding it but i'll say this 2728 01:45:25,189 --> 01:45:23,040 um 2729 01:45:27,430 --> 01:45:25,199 i have had i've never talked about this 2730 01:45:29,350 --> 01:45:27,440 on the show 2731 01:45:31,590 --> 01:45:29,360 i have had 2732 01:45:33,189 --> 01:45:31,600 a repetitive 2733 01:45:34,149 --> 01:45:33,199 dream 2734 01:45:36,149 --> 01:45:34,159 of 2735 01:45:37,669 --> 01:45:36,159 me not on a planet 2736 01:45:39,910 --> 01:45:37,679 i don't want to go there yet i'll do 2737 01:45:41,750 --> 01:45:39,920 that on another show but i've had a 2738 01:45:43,510 --> 01:45:41,760 repetitive dream 2739 01:45:48,870 --> 01:45:43,520 of me 2740 01:45:51,990 --> 01:45:48,880 standing on the bridge of a starship 2741 01:45:54,390 --> 01:45:52,000 watching you know and traveling right a 2742 01:45:56,229 --> 01:45:54,400 very you know the you know and i think 2743 01:45:59,189 --> 01:45:56,239 you know i'm not saying i'm captain kirk 2744 01:46:01,189 --> 01:45:59,199 i just may be a crew member but 2745 01:46:04,550 --> 01:46:01,199 i'm standing 2746 01:46:07,590 --> 01:46:04,560 watching and it's very vivid man i mean 2747 01:46:08,470 --> 01:46:07,600 like like like it's cool 2748 01:46:16,229 --> 01:46:08,480 and 2749 01:46:18,149 --> 01:46:16,239 don't know i don't know 2750 01:46:19,910 --> 01:46:18,159 i don't know i don't i mean everything 2751 01:46:21,510 --> 01:46:19,920 is divinely orchestrated you know even 2752 01:46:22,950 --> 01:46:21,520 those experiences that you go to is for 2753 01:46:24,629 --> 01:46:22,960 a reason there's something there in that 2754 01:46:26,149 --> 01:46:24,639 experience that eventually you're gonna 2755 01:46:27,350 --> 01:46:26,159 crack the go to and see like okay 2756 01:46:28,629 --> 01:46:27,360 there's a reason why i keep coming back 2757 01:46:30,229 --> 01:46:28,639 to this experience there's something 2758 01:46:32,149 --> 01:46:30,239 there for you jimmy just got to figure 2759 01:46:34,390 --> 01:46:32,159 out what it is 2760 01:46:36,709 --> 01:46:34,400 okay i'll share one other thing and this 2761 01:46:39,350 --> 01:46:36,719 is i swear man 2762 01:46:40,790 --> 01:46:39,360 it's as real as it can be 2763 01:46:42,790 --> 01:46:40,800 um 2764 01:46:45,189 --> 01:46:42,800 walking 2765 01:46:46,470 --> 01:46:45,199 to the cafeteria 2766 01:46:48,870 --> 01:46:46,480 on these ships 2767 01:46:50,149 --> 01:46:48,880 walking in talking 2768 01:46:51,590 --> 01:46:50,159 hallway 2769 01:46:53,109 --> 01:46:51,600 big 2770 01:46:55,030 --> 01:46:53,119 not small 2771 01:46:58,310 --> 01:46:55,040 hallways tall 2772 01:47:00,310 --> 01:46:58,320 um almost like a concrete floor 2773 01:47:01,189 --> 01:47:00,320 okay that's another thing that that's 2774 01:47:03,510 --> 01:47:01,199 there 2775 01:47:04,310 --> 01:47:03,520 um railings 2776 01:47:05,350 --> 01:47:04,320 right 2777 01:47:07,750 --> 01:47:05,360 weird 2778 01:47:10,070 --> 01:47:07,760 you know it's not like what you see on 2779 01:47:12,870 --> 01:47:10,080 star trek or whatever no it's not it's 2780 01:47:15,830 --> 01:47:12,880 not that vibe it's it's it's more 2781 01:47:18,870 --> 01:47:15,840 factory-like or institutional anyway 2782 01:47:20,950 --> 01:47:18,880 zigzag around in boom big cafeteria tall 2783 01:47:23,990 --> 01:47:20,960 ceilings not what you see 2784 01:47:27,750 --> 01:47:24,000 you know i i see it differently 2785 01:47:30,310 --> 01:47:27,760 and uh and and sitting and and and 2786 01:47:31,910 --> 01:47:30,320 eating with with the crew and and you 2787 01:47:34,149 --> 01:47:31,920 know bsing and 2788 01:47:35,830 --> 01:47:34,159 and talking but we're on this ship and 2789 01:47:38,550 --> 01:47:35,840 the ship is not 2790 01:47:41,030 --> 01:47:38,560 it's not small and it doesn't look like 2791 01:47:43,109 --> 01:47:41,040 what i see all the time in 2792 01:47:45,030 --> 01:47:43,119 you know in movies and tv series and 2793 01:47:47,189 --> 01:47:45,040 things it's it's not like that for me 2794 01:47:48,709 --> 01:47:47,199 it's it's it's got a different it's got 2795 01:47:50,709 --> 01:47:48,719 a different feel i don't know how to 2796 01:47:52,950 --> 01:47:50,719 explain it i i don't know 2797 01:47:55,990 --> 01:47:52,960 i don't know like maybe what a factory i 2798 01:47:59,109 --> 01:47:56,000 mean what a cafeteria would be like 2799 01:48:01,669 --> 01:47:59,119 on lunch break in a giant factory maybe 2800 01:48:04,390 --> 01:48:01,679 you know it's got that kind of vibe uh a 2801 01:48:07,910 --> 01:48:04,400 really big ship but it happens over and 2802 01:48:09,669 --> 01:48:07,920 over and over and over again i i have 2803 01:48:11,430 --> 01:48:09,679 the same dream so is that lucid i don't 2804 01:48:12,790 --> 01:48:11,440 know and there's something there man 2805 01:48:14,790 --> 01:48:12,800 there's something there 2806 01:48:18,470 --> 01:48:14,800 yeah okay let's get to 2807 01:48:21,109 --> 01:48:18,480 okay so we did chewbacca we did 2808 01:48:22,790 --> 01:48:21,119 we did mustard dude 2809 01:48:24,950 --> 01:48:22,800 are we on number four 2810 01:48:26,790 --> 01:48:24,960 yeah okay what was number four you know 2811 01:48:28,390 --> 01:48:26,800 it's funny because like talk about it 2812 01:48:30,149 --> 01:48:28,400 right now what do you expected more than 2813 01:48:31,910 --> 01:48:30,159 five bro it's weird 2814 01:48:33,189 --> 01:48:31,920 but another one i want to express to you 2815 01:48:35,350 --> 01:48:33,199 guys this is going to sound weird and 2816 01:48:36,629 --> 01:48:35,360 crazy because i know i can come off as 2817 01:48:37,750 --> 01:48:36,639 crazy if you're watching this right now 2818 01:48:39,270 --> 01:48:37,760 some of your viewers might understand 2819 01:48:40,470 --> 01:48:39,280 what the hell i'm talking about but 2820 01:48:41,510 --> 01:48:40,480 obviously if i'm putting myself out 2821 01:48:42,709 --> 01:48:41,520 there and i'm speaking this way i'm 2822 01:48:43,990 --> 01:48:42,719 making myself vulnerable to my 2823 01:48:45,270 --> 01:48:44,000 experiences it's because it really 2824 01:48:46,629 --> 01:48:45,280 happened to me so it's really your 2825 01:48:49,350 --> 01:48:46,639 choice if you want to believe it or not 2826 01:48:50,629 --> 01:48:49,360 i really don't care sure all i can do is 2827 01:48:51,990 --> 01:48:50,639 share my experiences and you know 2828 01:48:54,629 --> 01:48:52,000 whatever you guys want to believe it is 2829 01:48:56,709 --> 01:48:54,639 what it is but i had a mothership 2830 01:48:59,750 --> 01:48:56,719 experience to me with a 2831 01:49:00,790 --> 01:48:59,760 weird but not weird but it was like 2832 01:49:05,270 --> 01:49:00,800 my 2833 01:49:07,030 --> 01:49:05,280 little seven-year-old girl 2834 01:49:09,350 --> 01:49:07,040 it was like this girl was long dirty 2835 01:49:11,109 --> 01:49:09,360 blonde brownish hair straight 2836 01:49:13,109 --> 01:49:11,119 uh she's wearing some kind of pink shirt 2837 01:49:14,790 --> 01:49:13,119 and i just remember me following her and 2838 01:49:17,750 --> 01:49:14,800 i'm just like it felt like i was in the 2839 01:49:19,109 --> 01:49:17,760 mall like it was huge mad space mad 2840 01:49:20,550 --> 01:49:19,119 stuff going on a lot of people you know 2841 01:49:22,070 --> 01:49:20,560 a lot of commotion 2842 01:49:23,669 --> 01:49:22,080 but it was just like she was showing me 2843 01:49:24,950 --> 01:49:23,679 around like oh look this and this and 2844 01:49:27,270 --> 01:49:24,960 this i'm assuming i was in the 2845 01:49:29,510 --> 01:49:27,280 mothership but this is the crazy part 2846 01:49:30,790 --> 01:49:29,520 she ends up taking me to this room right 2847 01:49:33,350 --> 01:49:30,800 and when i go into this room there's a 2848 01:49:35,510 --> 01:49:33,360 bunch of like people there but the room 2849 01:49:37,189 --> 01:49:35,520 which was weird is that it was like i 2850 01:49:39,589 --> 01:49:37,199 entered a room and in front of me was 2851 01:49:41,350 --> 01:49:39,599 just infinite space but it wasn't like 2852 01:49:43,830 --> 01:49:41,360 black and nighttime it was like think of 2853 01:49:45,589 --> 01:49:43,840 like sky but it just keeps going like it 2854 01:49:48,470 --> 01:49:45,599 was just infinite space 2855 01:49:50,149 --> 01:49:48,480 and while i was standing there all i 2856 01:49:53,270 --> 01:49:50,159 remember is at the very far distance i 2857 01:49:55,430 --> 01:49:53,280 could see three little dots 2858 01:49:57,669 --> 01:49:55,440 and all the people that were whipped 2859 01:49:59,189 --> 01:49:57,679 started making crazy commotion saying 2860 01:50:00,950 --> 01:49:59,199 the gods are coming the gods are coming 2861 01:50:02,470 --> 01:50:00,960 the gods are coming and i'm just like 2862 01:50:04,390 --> 01:50:02,480 you know i'm just not understanding 2863 01:50:06,070 --> 01:50:04,400 what's going on but those three dots get 2864 01:50:07,669 --> 01:50:06,080 closer closer and closer and closer and 2865 01:50:09,189 --> 01:50:07,679 eventually when it gets close where it's 2866 01:50:11,990 --> 01:50:09,199 kind of like hovering above the platform 2867 01:50:14,070 --> 01:50:12,000 that we're all in this woman 2868 01:50:16,629 --> 01:50:14,080 i kid you not she must have been like 2869 01:50:18,550 --> 01:50:16,639 eight feet tall because i was up to like 2870 01:50:20,790 --> 01:50:18,560 her belly button and i'm five foot nine 2871 01:50:21,510 --> 01:50:20,800 without shoes right like i'm five nine 2872 01:50:23,350 --> 01:50:21,520 so 2873 01:50:25,430 --> 01:50:23,360 she if i'm up to her belly button i 2874 01:50:28,310 --> 01:50:25,440 don't know how tall she is but she came 2875 01:50:31,189 --> 01:50:28,320 out she had her hair was blonde and a 2876 01:50:33,750 --> 01:50:31,199 ponytail looked human-like but she was 2877 01:50:35,350 --> 01:50:33,760 disgusted by me all i remember is when 2878 01:50:37,430 --> 01:50:35,360 she came out she looked at me with this 2879 01:50:39,510 --> 01:50:37,440 dirty look and was like what is he doing 2880 01:50:41,189 --> 01:50:39,520 here it was like that kind of energy 2881 01:50:43,669 --> 01:50:41,199 like she gave me this weird vibe like 2882 01:50:45,109 --> 01:50:43,679 the little girl was super sweet nice 2883 01:50:47,109 --> 01:50:45,119 you know touring me around the mother 2884 01:50:49,030 --> 01:50:47,119 [\h__\h] but the the being that came out of 2885 01:50:50,950 --> 01:50:49,040 that [\h__\h] was super rude disrespectful 2886 01:50:52,550 --> 01:50:50,960 to me like she wasn't she didn't she 2887 01:50:54,229 --> 01:50:52,560 already knew that i wasn't supposed to 2888 01:50:55,830 --> 01:50:54,239 be there she could smell my energy i 2889 01:50:57,350 --> 01:50:55,840 don't know what it was but that's the 2890 01:50:59,109 --> 01:50:57,360 last thing i can remember as soon as 2891 01:51:00,790 --> 01:50:59,119 like she was bothered by me it was like 2892 01:51:02,470 --> 01:51:00,800 i was taken out of there and that's the 2893 01:51:05,189 --> 01:51:02,480 last thing i could remember she was like 2894 01:51:07,669 --> 01:51:05,199 what is it who is this but she was tall 2895 01:51:09,589 --> 01:51:07,679 blonde hair and a ponytail she kind of 2896 01:51:11,189 --> 01:51:09,599 remind me like a warrior you know who 2897 01:51:13,669 --> 01:51:11,199 she reminded me of 2898 01:51:17,430 --> 01:51:13,679 you know mortal kombat i do you know 2899 01:51:20,149 --> 01:51:17,440 sonia i do yeah mine can be a sonia from 2900 01:51:22,709 --> 01:51:20,159 combat that's the kind of vibe it was 2901 01:51:24,950 --> 01:51:22,719 like a fighter warrior-like being that 2902 01:51:26,310 --> 01:51:24,960 she was just like who the hell is this 2903 01:51:27,669 --> 01:51:26,320 guy why you got this earthling here 2904 01:51:28,550 --> 01:51:27,679 right now like that's the kind of energy 2905 01:51:30,709 --> 01:51:28,560 she gave 2906 01:51:34,550 --> 01:51:30,719 so that was an experience you know that 2907 01:51:36,390 --> 01:51:34,560 happened to me when i was like 24. 2908 01:51:38,709 --> 01:51:36,400 i i got nothing i'm going to leave that 2909 01:51:42,310 --> 01:51:38,719 one right there on the table 2910 01:51:45,270 --> 01:51:42,320 i mean you know because okay so 2911 01:51:48,470 --> 01:51:45,280 she was projecting were you scared 2912 01:51:50,310 --> 01:51:48,480 i did feel fear when i felt unwanted so 2913 01:51:52,070 --> 01:51:50,320 i felt she was like dude i felt like it 2914 01:51:53,669 --> 01:51:52,080 was gonna i don't know maybe i thought 2915 01:51:55,750 --> 01:51:53,679 it was gonna be a beautiful benevolent 2916 01:51:57,430 --> 01:51:55,760 loving experience right it was like the 2917 01:51:59,189 --> 01:51:57,440 gods are coming and i don't know if she 2918 01:52:00,870 --> 01:51:59,199 wasn't anunnaki or not i mean i don't 2919 01:52:02,709 --> 01:52:00,880 know but i just remember hearing all 2920 01:52:03,830 --> 01:52:02,719 this commotion like the guys are coming 2921 01:52:06,070 --> 01:52:03,840 the gods are coming and i just remember 2922 01:52:08,390 --> 01:52:06,080 hearing that phrase god's art coming and 2923 01:52:10,790 --> 01:52:08,400 when she came out she was tall as hell 2924 01:52:12,390 --> 01:52:10,800 disgusted by me and i'm like man that's 2925 01:52:13,350 --> 01:52:12,400 unfortunate you know like you say this 2926 01:52:14,870 --> 01:52:13,360 being 2927 01:52:16,390 --> 01:52:14,880 and you would think that you're that 2928 01:52:18,229 --> 01:52:16,400 you're welcome if you're there it's not 2929 01:52:19,910 --> 01:52:18,239 like i chose to be here i just ended up 2930 01:52:21,830 --> 01:52:19,920 there you know what i mean so it was 2931 01:52:23,910 --> 01:52:21,840 just weird but i do remember that 2932 01:52:25,750 --> 01:52:23,920 experience very vividly 2933 01:52:27,430 --> 01:52:25,760 seeing the little girl that being ever 2934 01:52:29,510 --> 01:52:27,440 again and the experience i had since 2935 01:52:30,790 --> 01:52:29,520 then has been always always a different 2936 01:52:33,589 --> 01:52:30,800 type of being it's never the same 2937 01:52:35,830 --> 01:52:33,599 experience twice man ever well it has to 2938 01:52:37,950 --> 01:52:35,840 be that way though cruz there's too many 2939 01:52:40,310 --> 01:52:37,960 planets out there there's too many 2940 01:52:43,270 --> 01:52:40,320 extraterrestrial civilizations you know 2941 01:52:45,990 --> 01:52:43,280 there's billions of them absolutely 2942 01:52:49,669 --> 01:52:46,000 so yeah i wouldn't expect things to 2943 01:52:51,830 --> 01:52:49,679 repeat well maybe they would but uh and 2944 01:52:53,030 --> 01:52:51,840 and maybe they do 2945 01:52:54,870 --> 01:52:53,040 but it's 2946 01:52:57,430 --> 01:52:54,880 if if 2947 01:52:59,750 --> 01:52:57,440 if every single ship 2948 01:53:01,990 --> 01:52:59,760 that arrives here on this planet is from 2949 01:53:03,669 --> 01:53:02,000 another planet not the same one i 2950 01:53:05,589 --> 01:53:03,679 wouldn't be surprised i wouldn't be 2951 01:53:07,589 --> 01:53:05,599 surprised at all you know there's 2952 01:53:08,950 --> 01:53:07,599 there's there's way too much stuff out 2953 01:53:13,830 --> 01:53:08,960 there okay 2954 01:53:16,790 --> 01:53:13,840 uh are we up to okay number five 2955 01:53:18,390 --> 01:53:16,800 ah this is an actual astral prediction 2956 01:53:20,229 --> 01:53:18,400 experience that happened to me and it's 2957 01:53:21,990 --> 01:53:20,239 probably one of the most profoundest 2958 01:53:23,510 --> 01:53:22,000 ones i've ever had 2959 01:53:26,870 --> 01:53:23,520 other than the one that i got to look at 2960 01:53:28,930 --> 01:53:26,880 myself in the mirror but um this 2961 01:53:30,390 --> 01:53:28,940 happened to me in 2012 2962 01:53:33,270 --> 01:53:30,400 [Music] 2963 01:53:34,709 --> 01:53:33,280 maybe january 2012 i was still 22 years 2964 01:53:35,910 --> 01:53:34,719 old the reason why i can remember these 2965 01:53:38,709 --> 01:53:35,920 details is because this astral 2966 01:53:41,030 --> 01:53:38,719 projection occurred while my my first 2967 01:53:43,669 --> 01:53:41,040 son was only three months old sleeping 2968 01:53:46,149 --> 01:53:43,679 in his bassinet you know what i'm saying 2969 01:53:48,790 --> 01:53:46,159 so it was one of those um you know 2970 01:53:50,390 --> 01:53:48,800 paralysis right 2971 01:53:51,910 --> 01:53:50,400 okay so you know a lot of people get 2972 01:53:53,350 --> 01:53:51,920 afraid of sleep paralysis i used to have 2973 01:53:55,669 --> 01:53:53,360 sleep paralysis you know since i was a 2974 01:53:57,350 --> 01:53:55,679 kid always happen to me and you start 2975 01:53:59,589 --> 01:53:57,360 hyperventilating you know panicking you 2976 01:54:01,189 --> 01:53:59,599 can't move not even a finger so anyways 2977 01:54:03,750 --> 01:54:01,199 what i ended up learning after becoming 2978 01:54:05,750 --> 01:54:03,760 an experienced meditator is that sleep 2979 01:54:07,990 --> 01:54:05,760 paralysis is when your consciousness is 2980 01:54:09,910 --> 01:54:08,000 in the in between states you know your 2981 01:54:11,589 --> 01:54:09,920 body's sleeping but you're awake and 2982 01:54:13,510 --> 01:54:11,599 you're conscious that you're awake and 2983 01:54:16,070 --> 01:54:13,520 if you were to not bug out and get 2984 01:54:18,310 --> 01:54:16,080 afraid if you were to just relax breathe 2985 01:54:20,229 --> 01:54:18,320 and just allow the experience to occur 2986 01:54:23,430 --> 01:54:20,239 you will have an asteroid experience 2987 01:54:25,109 --> 01:54:23,440 you'll have an out-of-body experience so 2988 01:54:26,870 --> 01:54:25,119 this experience occurred to me well this 2989 01:54:29,189 --> 01:54:26,880 is one of those kind of experiences i 2990 01:54:31,189 --> 01:54:29,199 projected through sleep paralysis my son 2991 01:54:34,390 --> 01:54:31,199 was three months old 2992 01:54:37,350 --> 01:54:34,400 what's insane was my astro body was able 2993 01:54:39,510 --> 01:54:37,360 to go into his bassinet like i went into 2994 01:54:42,070 --> 01:54:39,520 his bassinet and i can feel him 2995 01:54:43,910 --> 01:54:42,080 breathing on what i would i guess is my 2996 01:54:45,510 --> 01:54:43,920 shoulder my arm i don't know what 2997 01:54:47,910 --> 01:54:45,520 obviously i can't see myself in this in 2998 01:54:49,830 --> 01:54:47,920 this form but i go into his bassinet and 2999 01:54:52,470 --> 01:54:49,840 i can feel my son breathing unlike my 3000 01:54:53,910 --> 01:54:52,480 shoulder i flowed out of it 3001 01:54:56,229 --> 01:54:53,920 the first thing i noticed is that the 3002 01:54:59,189 --> 01:54:56,239 master room that i was in at that time 3003 01:55:01,669 --> 01:54:59,199 all the walls had a magenta gradient 3004 01:55:03,669 --> 01:55:01,679 type of color right everything was very 3005 01:55:05,030 --> 01:55:03,679 magenta like a really gradients like 3006 01:55:06,709 --> 01:55:05,040 just different layers of colors but it 3007 01:55:10,550 --> 01:55:06,719 was more like magenta stuck out the most 3008 01:55:12,790 --> 01:55:10,560 to me and in that moment my ceiling 3009 01:55:14,470 --> 01:55:12,800 opened and it the whole ceiling turned 3010 01:55:16,629 --> 01:55:14,480 into this portal 3011 01:55:18,149 --> 01:55:16,639 and so mind you you're in the actual 3012 01:55:19,669 --> 01:55:18,159 form you're not walking on your feet 3013 01:55:21,430 --> 01:55:19,679 you're literally hovering you're 3014 01:55:23,990 --> 01:55:21,440 literally floating and the way that you 3015 01:55:25,350 --> 01:55:24,000 move through intention you know 3016 01:55:27,350 --> 01:55:25,360 as soon as you intend to go down the 3017 01:55:29,030 --> 01:55:27,360 hallway you just start moving it's it's 3018 01:55:30,870 --> 01:55:29,040 hard to explain but there's no walking 3019 01:55:32,870 --> 01:55:30,880 you know what i'm saying but anyway so 3020 01:55:35,030 --> 01:55:32,880 the ceiling just opens up 3021 01:55:35,750 --> 01:55:35,040 and all i remember when i look up is i 3022 01:55:38,229 --> 01:55:35,760 see 3023 01:55:39,990 --> 01:55:38,239 white and rainbow kind of swirlish 3024 01:55:42,870 --> 01:55:40,000 colors but it's it was literally like a 3025 01:55:45,350 --> 01:55:42,880 portal and at the top i could see 3026 01:55:48,310 --> 01:55:45,360 uh opening but the opening looked like a 3027 01:55:50,149 --> 01:55:48,320 sky so all i can see is like blue skies 3028 01:55:52,629 --> 01:55:50,159 and shining sun right 3029 01:55:55,990 --> 01:55:52,639 in that moment as i'm looking up i saw 3030 01:55:58,070 --> 01:55:56,000 three but look like huge giant beings at 3031 01:55:59,990 --> 01:55:58,080 the end of that light where the sky was 3032 01:56:02,149 --> 01:56:00,000 and i guess since they were looking down 3033 01:56:03,990 --> 01:56:02,159 on me they had the sun behind them so i 3034 01:56:07,109 --> 01:56:04,000 can't see their features but i just see 3035 01:56:09,430 --> 01:56:07,119 these three shadow beings tall staring 3036 01:56:11,350 --> 01:56:09,440 down on me and i can see their heads go 3037 01:56:13,270 --> 01:56:11,360 to the side like they're talking to 3038 01:56:16,390 --> 01:56:13,280 themselves about me and then they look 3039 01:56:19,350 --> 01:56:16,400 back down at me and in that moment i 3040 01:56:20,550 --> 01:56:19,360 without even intending to my own astral 3041 01:56:23,350 --> 01:56:20,560 body i guess you could say started 3042 01:56:25,030 --> 01:56:23,360 floating up into the ceiling so when it 3043 01:56:27,189 --> 01:56:25,040 went into the ceiling 3044 01:56:28,709 --> 01:56:27,199 my this experience happened to me like 3045 01:56:29,830 --> 01:56:28,719 two three four in the middle at night 3046 01:56:31,510 --> 01:56:29,840 you know i mean it's like in the middle 3047 01:56:32,229 --> 01:56:31,520 of the night everyone's sleeping 3048 01:56:34,229 --> 01:56:32,239 so 3049 01:56:36,870 --> 01:56:34,239 as i'm entering this thing i look below 3050 01:56:40,149 --> 01:56:36,880 me and i can see it just closing and 3051 01:56:42,390 --> 01:56:40,159 when it closes everything goes white 3052 01:56:45,030 --> 01:56:42,400 and the next thing i know bro i'm 3053 01:56:46,550 --> 01:56:45,040 sitting on my bed upright and it's 3054 01:56:48,790 --> 01:56:46,560 freaking morning 3055 01:56:50,790 --> 01:56:48,800 and i'm by myself on my bed like it was 3056 01:56:52,629 --> 01:56:50,800 as if i was taken and placed back into a 3057 01:56:53,750 --> 01:56:52,639 reality on my bed and i can hear 3058 01:56:55,910 --> 01:56:53,760 breakfast being cooked downstairs 3059 01:56:57,830 --> 01:56:55,920 because i can hear the the pot on the 3060 01:56:59,189 --> 01:56:57,840 stove and moving around 3061 01:57:00,550 --> 01:56:59,199 my son's not in there you know the 3062 01:57:03,189 --> 01:57:00,560 mother of my kids not in there i'm just 3063 01:57:05,270 --> 01:57:03,199 by myself sitting upright in his day 3064 01:57:06,870 --> 01:57:05,280 time on the bed that was probably the 3065 01:57:08,390 --> 01:57:06,880 weirdest experiences i've ever had 3066 01:57:10,229 --> 01:57:08,400 because i literally experienced being 3067 01:57:12,390 --> 01:57:10,239 put back into this morning reality it 3068 01:57:14,470 --> 01:57:12,400 was just weird i wasn't allowed to 3069 01:57:15,990 --> 01:57:14,480 remember what occurred when i entered 3070 01:57:17,430 --> 01:57:16,000 that portal but 3071 01:57:18,709 --> 01:57:17,440 that happened to me you know i mean it 3072 01:57:19,910 --> 01:57:18,719 happened to me when my son was three 3073 01:57:21,750 --> 01:57:19,920 months old i'll never forget the 3074 01:57:24,310 --> 01:57:21,760 experience my whole ceiling literally 3075 01:57:27,109 --> 01:57:24,320 opened right right and so if i'm 3076 01:57:28,390 --> 01:57:27,119 understanding you correctly uh this is 3077 01:57:31,109 --> 01:57:28,400 incredible 3078 01:57:37,510 --> 01:57:34,629 the white right okay 3079 01:57:38,950 --> 01:57:37,520 and then morning but you don't remember 3080 01:57:41,030 --> 01:57:38,960 anything in between 3081 01:57:43,750 --> 01:57:41,040 nothing it goes white and then i'm 3082 01:57:45,910 --> 01:57:43,760 sitting on my bed and it's morning 3083 01:57:47,430 --> 01:57:45,920 i was just it was weird it was very 3084 01:57:49,030 --> 01:57:47,440 trippy but it happened to me when i was 3085 01:57:51,350 --> 01:57:49,040 still 22 years old 3086 01:57:54,070 --> 01:57:51,360 and you know since like i said i've had 3087 01:57:55,350 --> 01:57:54,080 many experiences man many experiences 3088 01:57:58,629 --> 01:57:55,360 um 3089 01:58:01,030 --> 01:57:58,639 a full recall you remembered everything 3090 01:58:03,030 --> 01:58:01,040 everything except for when it's white i 3091 01:58:05,350 --> 01:58:03,040 can't remember what happens between them 3092 01:58:07,350 --> 01:58:05,360 yeah but i i understand you'll remember 3093 01:58:09,669 --> 01:58:07,360 the gap part but what i mean is 3094 01:58:11,990 --> 01:58:09,679 you sat up and you remembered the 3095 01:58:13,669 --> 01:58:12,000 magenta you remember the everything 3096 01:58:16,390 --> 01:58:13,679 you remember all of that remember the 3097 01:58:18,790 --> 01:58:16,400 white yes and then and then the next 3098 01:58:20,229 --> 01:58:18,800 thing that you recall 3099 01:58:22,790 --> 01:58:20,239 is you opening your eyes and you're 3100 01:58:25,510 --> 01:58:22,800 sitting on on the bed yeah 3101 01:58:28,149 --> 01:58:27,270 i understood spirit at that point 3102 01:58:29,270 --> 01:58:28,159 already i already understood 3103 01:58:30,390 --> 01:58:29,280 extraterrestrial experiences or 3104 01:58:32,709 --> 01:58:30,400 outlandish 3105 01:58:34,790 --> 01:58:32,719 projections this was probably my third 3106 01:58:37,350 --> 01:58:34,800 astral projection you know i experienced 3107 01:58:39,189 --> 01:58:37,360 my first one when i was 19. and so i've 3108 01:58:42,550 --> 01:58:39,199 had a total of about seven to eight of 3109 01:58:44,390 --> 01:58:42,560 them from eight from uh from 19 to 33 3110 01:58:46,390 --> 01:58:44,400 years old i've had about seven or eight 3111 01:58:47,910 --> 01:58:46,400 astral projections consciously that i 3112 01:58:50,229 --> 01:58:47,920 can remember and the last one happened 3113 01:58:52,629 --> 01:58:50,239 to me in january of 2019 that's the one 3114 01:58:55,030 --> 01:58:52,639 where i got to look i remembered to look 3115 01:58:57,270 --> 01:58:55,040 myself in the mirror while i perform 3116 01:58:58,470 --> 01:58:57,280 because i've never i wonder why i wonder 3117 01:59:00,070 --> 01:58:58,480 what it's like to look yourself in the 3118 01:59:01,589 --> 01:59:00,080 mirror when you asked to protect but 3119 01:59:02,390 --> 01:59:01,599 every time i would ask to project it was 3120 01:59:04,229 --> 01:59:02,400 done 3121 01:59:06,149 --> 01:59:04,239 without me consciously wanting to do it 3122 01:59:07,430 --> 01:59:06,159 it would just occur on its own so when 3123 01:59:09,109 --> 01:59:07,440 that happens to you it's like the 3124 01:59:10,709 --> 01:59:09,119 thought of going to a mirror would never 3125 01:59:13,109 --> 01:59:10,719 occur to me you know what i mean but my 3126 01:59:15,189 --> 01:59:13,119 last one that happened in 2019 first 3127 01:59:16,470 --> 01:59:15,199 time ever i got to actually remember 3128 01:59:19,589 --> 01:59:16,480 like oh let me go look myself in the 3129 01:59:21,430 --> 01:59:19,599 mirror and it was trippy that's all i 3130 01:59:22,550 --> 01:59:21,440 got to say hey 3131 01:59:23,669 --> 01:59:22,560 check this out we're going to take a 3132 01:59:26,390 --> 01:59:23,679 break right here we're going to come 3133 01:59:29,270 --> 01:59:26,400 back we'll get into january 2019. last 3134 01:59:31,830 --> 01:59:29,280 night was uh i was reading a book and 3135 01:59:35,750 --> 01:59:31,840 doing some research on dreams 3136 01:59:38,229 --> 01:59:35,760 and i read this last night i have never 3137 01:59:40,390 --> 01:59:38,239 heard this before 3138 01:59:43,270 --> 01:59:40,400 you cannot 3139 01:59:46,790 --> 01:59:43,280 read words 3140 01:59:50,709 --> 01:59:48,229 no i never thought of that 3141 01:59:52,629 --> 01:59:50,719 now now think about what i'm saying 3142 01:59:56,070 --> 01:59:52,639 right 3143 01:59:57,510 --> 01:59:56,080 a newspaper were a poster or you know 3144 01:59:58,870 --> 01:59:57,520 writing 3145 02:00:00,709 --> 01:59:58,880 you cannot 3146 02:00:02,229 --> 02:00:00,719 read 3147 02:00:03,910 --> 02:00:02,239 words 3148 02:00:05,030 --> 02:00:03,920 in a dream 3149 02:00:07,189 --> 02:00:05,040 now i 3150 02:00:10,229 --> 02:00:07,199 stopped me i had to stop and think about 3151 02:00:13,270 --> 02:00:10,239 that that's insane yeah so i'm gonna pop 3152 02:00:14,550 --> 02:00:13,280 that up i want the the comments here in 3153 02:00:16,790 --> 02:00:14,560 in twitter 3154 02:00:18,870 --> 02:00:16,800 and uh in the chat room 3155 02:00:20,870 --> 02:00:18,880 um is this something that everybody 3156 02:00:23,990 --> 02:00:20,880 already knew about i'm just finding out 3157 02:00:25,109 --> 02:00:24,000 about have you been able to read words 3158 02:00:27,830 --> 02:00:25,119 in a dream 3159 02:00:28,790 --> 02:00:27,840 and if not uh and if you didn't know 3160 02:00:32,070 --> 02:00:28,800 about this 3161 02:00:34,149 --> 02:00:32,080 go and research it i i ended up 3162 02:00:36,070 --> 02:00:34,159 you know doing a deep dive in this last 3163 02:00:39,350 --> 02:00:36,080 night turns out 3164 02:00:41,589 --> 02:00:39,360 you cannot read words in a dream 3165 02:00:42,390 --> 02:00:41,599 many have tried 3166 02:00:45,189 --> 02:00:42,400 um 3167 02:00:47,430 --> 02:00:45,199 and i'm i'm i'm blown away i did not 3168 02:00:49,669 --> 02:00:47,440 know that and obviously you had never 3169 02:00:52,390 --> 02:00:49,679 heard about this either and then what 3170 02:00:54,790 --> 02:00:52,400 what it does though it makes you think 3171 02:00:57,189 --> 02:00:54,800 right have i ever had a 3172 02:01:00,470 --> 02:00:57,199 did a hat have i and then suddenly you 3173 02:01:02,790 --> 02:01:00,480 think to yourself no i haven't all right 3174 02:01:04,070 --> 02:01:02,800 yeah that's that's yeah that's crazy i 3175 02:01:05,510 --> 02:01:04,080 haven't thought of it to be honest with 3176 02:01:07,910 --> 02:01:05,520 you i can't say i remember ever reading 3177 02:01:09,510 --> 02:01:07,920 in a dream exactly that's what happened 3178 02:01:12,149 --> 02:01:09,520 to me last night let's take our break 3179 02:01:14,229 --> 02:01:12,159 right here this is the black our guest's 3180 02:01:16,470 --> 02:01:14,239 not the one and only cruise 3181 02:01:18,550 --> 02:01:16,480 consciousness from the streets 3182 02:01:21,030 --> 02:01:18,560 all of his links are there they're in 3183 02:01:23,189 --> 02:01:21,040 the 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02:05:04,390 --> 02:05:01,920 one day only at the los angeles state 3273 02:05:07,510 --> 02:05:04,400 historic park in downtown los angeles 3274 02:05:09,910 --> 02:05:07,520 california right next to chinatown i'm 3275 02:05:13,189 --> 02:05:09,920 hosting the event again this year with 3276 02:05:16,629 --> 02:05:13,199 music performances by trevor hall the 3277 02:05:19,910 --> 02:05:16,639 desert dwellers poor on key and many 3278 02:05:23,830 --> 02:05:19,920 many more on four separate stages 3279 02:05:26,709 --> 02:05:23,840 there's 16 stages in total over 30 acres 3280 02:05:29,109 --> 02:05:26,719 in downtown los angeles with vendors and 3281 02:05:31,430 --> 02:05:29,119 tents and presentations and workshops 3282 02:05:33,750 --> 02:05:31,440 with billy carson adam apollo lori 3283 02:05:36,229 --> 02:05:33,760 spania laura eisenhower brattles and 3284 02:05:38,830 --> 02:05:36,239 david palmer and many many more it's all 3285 02:05:40,629 --> 02:05:38,840 simple to do just go to 3286 02:05:42,390 --> 02:05:40,639 disclosurefest.org for all of your 3287 02:05:45,510 --> 02:05:42,400 tickets information and the full 3288 02:05:47,950 --> 02:05:45,520 schedule of the day's events again 3289 02:05:55,820 --> 02:05:47,960 disclosurefast.org 3290 02:05:55,830 --> 02:06:00,629 [Music] 3291 02:06:06,229 --> 02:06:02,470 you wanna know a secret 3292 02:06:07,589 --> 02:06:06,239 i love ponies i really love ponies i'm 3293 02:06:09,830 --> 02:06:07,599 serious 3294 02:06:11,189 --> 02:06:09,840 i couldn't stay sane without pawn mr 3295 02:06:13,270 --> 02:06:11,199 brush 3296 02:06:19,750 --> 02:06:13,280 why fade to black 3297 02:06:29,540 --> 02:06:21,830 this is fade to black with jimmy church 3298 02:06:39,109 --> 02:06:37,350 [Music] 3299 02:06:40,790 --> 02:06:39,119 welcome back fade to black i'm your host 3300 02:06:42,390 --> 02:06:40,800 jimmy church i guess tonight cruz is 3301 02:06:45,030 --> 02:06:42,400 with us 3302 02:06:48,550 --> 02:06:45,040 tomorrow night karen a dolman is here 3303 02:06:50,629 --> 02:06:48,560 we're going to do ouija 101 history 3304 02:06:52,069 --> 02:06:50,639 that's right a master class going down 3305 02:06:54,870 --> 02:06:52,079 tomorrow night and then wednesday night 3306 02:06:56,950 --> 02:06:54,880 david palmer is here tonight it's cruz 3307 02:06:59,990 --> 02:06:56,960 and uh 3308 02:07:01,910 --> 02:07:00,000 what i wanted to uh uh uh take a little 3309 02:07:03,669 --> 02:07:01,920 bit of time here 3310 02:07:07,750 --> 02:07:03,679 during this last segment 3311 02:07:10,550 --> 02:07:07,760 is um ancient history because you also 3312 02:07:12,870 --> 02:07:10,560 sing about this um as well 3313 02:07:15,990 --> 02:07:12,880 um when you go into 3314 02:07:17,910 --> 02:07:16,000 uh the deep dive into this and you start 3315 02:07:19,189 --> 02:07:17,920 to look at different structures around 3316 02:07:22,790 --> 02:07:19,199 the world and 3317 02:07:24,470 --> 02:07:22,800 and and who the anunnaki are and 3318 02:07:25,589 --> 02:07:24,480 the you know the different parts of 3319 02:07:26,870 --> 02:07:25,599 history 3320 02:07:28,709 --> 02:07:26,880 that are there 3321 02:07:30,950 --> 02:07:28,719 uh what did you start to find out for 3322 02:07:31,830 --> 02:07:30,960 yourself did you resolve any questions 3323 02:07:34,550 --> 02:07:31,840 about 3324 02:07:36,709 --> 02:07:34,560 uh ancient civilizations and what uh 3325 02:07:38,870 --> 02:07:36,719 might have been here before you know us 3326 02:07:40,870 --> 02:07:38,880 uh this version of us 3327 02:07:42,790 --> 02:07:40,880 arrived 3328 02:07:44,390 --> 02:07:42,800 i mean for me it all started the ancient 3329 02:07:46,390 --> 02:07:44,400 civilization stuff started with my 3330 02:07:47,910 --> 02:07:46,400 fascination with atlantis because you 3331 02:07:49,430 --> 02:07:47,920 know as a little kid you see disney 3332 02:07:51,510 --> 02:07:49,440 movies about atlantis and all these 3333 02:07:53,189 --> 02:07:51,520 things they talk about a lost 3334 02:07:55,109 --> 02:07:53,199 uh civilization called atlantis they 3335 02:07:56,870 --> 02:07:55,119 were super you know advanced all these 3336 02:07:57,990 --> 02:07:56,880 things and so obviously it picks your 3337 02:07:59,510 --> 02:07:58,000 interest when you're a kid you're super 3338 02:08:01,589 --> 02:07:59,520 interested in that so 3339 02:08:03,510 --> 02:08:01,599 that's what honestly fascinated first 3340 02:08:05,589 --> 02:08:03,520 fascinated me first in terms of ancient 3341 02:08:07,750 --> 02:08:05,599 civilizations the fact like is atlantis 3342 02:08:09,430 --> 02:08:07,760 real what happened you know how you know 3343 02:08:11,189 --> 02:08:09,440 whatever that that's how it started for 3344 02:08:13,030 --> 02:08:11,199 me but then obviously when you get into 3345 02:08:15,830 --> 02:08:13,040 extraterrestrials you start looking at 3346 02:08:18,310 --> 02:08:15,840 the great pyramids of giza machu picchu 3347 02:08:19,990 --> 02:08:18,320 all the stuff in mexico you know the 3348 02:08:22,470 --> 02:08:20,000 what's it called um 3349 02:08:25,510 --> 02:08:22,480 the thing in england the stonehenge and 3350 02:08:27,510 --> 02:08:25,520 the moai stones and easter island 3351 02:08:30,229 --> 02:08:27,520 obviously at that point in my mind it 3352 02:08:31,589 --> 02:08:30,239 was just obvious that something has to 3353 02:08:33,109 --> 02:08:31,599 you know something's got to give man 3354 02:08:34,470 --> 02:08:33,119 well you know we can't even recreate 3355 02:08:36,149 --> 02:08:34,480 these structures with the technologies 3356 02:08:37,669 --> 02:08:36,159 we have today on the earth so like what 3357 02:08:39,030 --> 02:08:37,679 the hell man what you know how did this 3358 02:08:40,229 --> 02:08:39,040 come to be 3359 02:08:41,270 --> 02:08:40,239 you know so obviously i already knew 3360 02:08:43,589 --> 02:08:41,280 there was something there i did not 3361 02:08:45,350 --> 02:08:43,599 fully understand but back in those days 3362 02:08:47,510 --> 02:08:45,360 when i was a young teen and getting into 3363 02:08:49,510 --> 02:08:47,520 my early 20s i did so much research and 3364 02:08:51,189 --> 02:08:49,520 i didn't have really good discernments 3365 02:08:53,589 --> 02:08:51,199 back then so you know you kind of get 3366 02:08:55,030 --> 02:08:53,599 goals believe everything you read but i 3367 02:08:57,510 --> 02:08:55,040 did everything from reading the emerald 3368 02:08:59,270 --> 02:08:57,520 tablets the terror papers the enuma 3369 02:09:01,270 --> 02:08:59,280 ellen you know i got really deep into 3370 02:09:03,830 --> 02:09:01,280 these things um some of zachariah 3371 02:09:05,430 --> 02:09:03,840 sitchin's books sumerian clay tablets 3372 02:09:06,950 --> 02:09:05,440 billy's information once i got exposed 3373 02:09:08,950 --> 02:09:06,960 to forbidden knowledge i started looking 3374 02:09:11,189 --> 02:09:08,960 even more into annunaki's and all these 3375 02:09:13,430 --> 02:09:11,199 things i read the lost book of enki the 3376 02:09:15,589 --> 02:09:13,440 lost book yankee alone by zechariah 3377 02:09:17,510 --> 02:09:15,599 sitchin will pretty much tell you the 3378 02:09:18,950 --> 02:09:17,520 entire story of the annunaki's you know 3379 02:09:21,189 --> 02:09:18,960 i mean if you really want to understand 3380 02:09:22,390 --> 02:09:21,199 it that specific book will really break 3381 02:09:23,589 --> 02:09:22,400 it down for you 3382 02:09:25,430 --> 02:09:23,599 um 3383 02:09:26,709 --> 02:09:25,440 but yeah i mean i just got exposed to 3384 02:09:28,709 --> 02:09:26,719 all this information started making a 3385 02:09:32,470 --> 02:09:28,719 lot of sense you know the pyramid on 3386 02:09:34,470 --> 02:09:32,480 mars or the face on mars if you read uh 3387 02:09:35,990 --> 02:09:34,480 the sumerian tablets and you start 3388 02:09:38,790 --> 02:09:36,000 learning that the face on mars is 3389 02:09:41,510 --> 02:09:38,800 actually a lalu's face and alado was the 3390 02:09:42,950 --> 02:09:41,520 king of nibiru into the anakis you know 3391 02:09:45,109 --> 02:09:42,960 he had a fight with king anu and 3392 02:09:47,189 --> 02:09:45,119 whatever where he bit his penis off 3393 02:09:49,270 --> 02:09:47,199 apparently as crazy and ridiculous as 3394 02:09:50,790 --> 02:09:49,280 that sounds but if you really read these 3395 02:09:52,629 --> 02:09:50,800 tablets these ancient sumerians have 3396 02:09:55,350 --> 02:09:52,639 this what it says you know they had this 3397 02:09:58,390 --> 02:09:55,360 war this this fight or whatever he lost 3398 02:09:59,990 --> 02:09:58,400 bit man's penis off was exiled to mars 3399 02:10:01,430 --> 02:10:00,000 to die because he had pretty much 3400 02:10:03,270 --> 02:10:01,440 consumed poison 3401 02:10:05,109 --> 02:10:03,280 and so because he was a great king at 3402 02:10:07,109 --> 02:10:05,119 the end of the day they created that 3403 02:10:09,030 --> 02:10:07,119 face on mars it's literally the face of 3404 02:10:10,310 --> 02:10:09,040 alalu i guess you could say so it's like 3405 02:10:11,910 --> 02:10:10,320 a lot of the things that don't make 3406 02:10:13,910 --> 02:10:11,920 sense to us these great wonders of the 3407 02:10:15,990 --> 02:10:13,920 world if you read the sumerian tablets 3408 02:10:19,270 --> 02:10:16,000 and and all these other you know ancient 3409 02:10:20,470 --> 02:10:19,280 uh writings it starts to make sense and 3410 02:10:22,229 --> 02:10:20,480 if you really look into it you start 3411 02:10:23,510 --> 02:10:22,239 noticing that they predate the bible you 3412 02:10:25,589 --> 02:10:23,520 know what i'm saying the bible is not 3413 02:10:26,790 --> 02:10:25,599 even two thousand years old if you read 3414 02:10:29,030 --> 02:10:26,800 the bible you learn that there's you 3415 02:10:31,430 --> 02:10:29,040 know they talk about the garden of eden 3416 02:10:33,270 --> 02:10:31,440 noah's ark and the tower of babel and 3417 02:10:35,510 --> 02:10:33,280 all of these things that the tablets 3418 02:10:37,510 --> 02:10:35,520 that are thousands of years older than 3419 02:10:38,229 --> 02:10:37,520 the bible talk about so it goes to show 3420 02:10:41,510 --> 02:10:38,239 you 3421 02:10:43,350 --> 02:10:41,520 i mean i mean there's just so much 3422 02:10:44,950 --> 02:10:43,360 information man we could say all night 3423 02:10:46,550 --> 02:10:44,960 talk about these things but you know it 3424 02:10:49,109 --> 02:10:46,560 truly excites me i love talking about 3425 02:10:51,189 --> 02:10:49,119 our true history because as a kid i used 3426 02:10:53,189 --> 02:10:51,199 to hate history class social studies it 3427 02:10:54,550 --> 02:10:53,199 was boring to me now i know why because 3428 02:10:56,390 --> 02:10:54,560 it was full of lies you know i never 3429 02:10:57,189 --> 02:10:56,400 said i innately just knew not to trust 3430 02:10:58,950 --> 02:10:57,199 it 3431 02:11:00,310 --> 02:10:58,960 but i love the the the stuff that 3432 02:11:01,910 --> 02:11:00,320 billy's doing you know everything to do 3433 02:11:03,589 --> 02:11:01,920 with anxious civilizations i think it's 3434 02:11:05,109 --> 02:11:03,599 amazing you know just to know where we 3435 02:11:07,030 --> 02:11:05,119 came from that way we can understand who 3436 02:11:10,709 --> 02:11:07,040 we are and where we're going you know 3437 02:11:13,830 --> 02:11:10,719 here's the thing uh for me uh about the 3438 02:11:15,350 --> 02:11:13,840 anunnaki that that probably messes with 3439 02:11:17,990 --> 02:11:15,360 me the most 3440 02:11:20,390 --> 02:11:18,000 we can look at uh 3441 02:11:21,990 --> 02:11:20,400 uh sitchin we can look at the tablets 3442 02:11:22,950 --> 02:11:22,000 directly we can 3443 02:11:27,350 --> 02:11:22,960 uh 3444 02:11:29,350 --> 02:11:27,360 out of it 3445 02:11:30,629 --> 02:11:29,360 but there is 3446 02:11:32,069 --> 02:11:30,639 uh 3447 02:11:35,669 --> 02:11:32,079 two things 3448 02:11:38,229 --> 02:11:35,679 one is on the hard science side i'll get 3449 02:11:40,950 --> 02:11:38,239 to that in a second and the second is 3450 02:11:42,709 --> 02:11:40,960 the story of the anunnaki and the 3451 02:11:44,550 --> 02:11:42,719 creation of us 3452 02:11:46,229 --> 02:11:44,560 okay so 3453 02:11:48,870 --> 02:11:46,239 uh yeah 3454 02:11:52,629 --> 02:11:48,880 they didn't want to labor on digging you 3455 02:11:54,709 --> 02:11:52,639 know with you know uh digging for gold 3456 02:11:57,189 --> 02:11:54,719 you know created us uh to be a slave 3457 02:12:00,550 --> 02:11:57,199 race and you know loans and robots and 3458 02:12:02,950 --> 02:12:00,560 whatever you want to classify that as 3459 02:12:06,790 --> 02:12:02,960 but this story 3460 02:12:09,270 --> 02:12:06,800 is between 400 and 200 000 years old it 3461 02:12:11,510 --> 02:12:09,280 was a it was a period of time for about 3462 02:12:12,390 --> 02:12:11,520 two hundred thousand years when we were 3463 02:12:16,310 --> 02:12:12,400 here 3464 02:12:19,109 --> 02:12:16,320 right what the facts of the case are so 3465 02:12:20,790 --> 02:12:19,119 you've got the sumerian story 3466 02:12:23,270 --> 02:12:20,800 of the anunnaki 3467 02:12:24,950 --> 02:12:23,280 and then you have the facts and the 3468 02:12:26,709 --> 02:12:24,960 facts are 3469 02:12:29,109 --> 02:12:26,719 we 3470 02:12:32,229 --> 02:12:29,119 just appeared here 3471 02:12:34,550 --> 02:12:32,239 two hundred thousand years ago 3472 02:12:36,709 --> 02:12:34,560 right that's right yeah and 3473 02:12:38,709 --> 02:12:36,719 and and somebody 3474 02:12:41,589 --> 02:12:38,719 snipped our 3475 02:12:43,830 --> 02:12:41,599 dna and our chromosomes 3476 02:12:45,830 --> 02:12:43,840 and the chromosome pairs and and what is 3477 02:12:49,589 --> 02:12:45,840 missing yeah they shortened our lifespan 3478 02:12:51,910 --> 02:12:49,599 to 120 years and and you you know so 3479 02:12:54,870 --> 02:12:51,920 you've got the myth right you've got the 3480 02:12:57,430 --> 02:12:54,880 creation myth the story uh 3481 02:13:00,390 --> 02:12:57,440 you know on tablets and then you have 3482 02:13:02,950 --> 02:13:00,400 what science and anthropologists are 3483 02:13:05,109 --> 02:13:02,960 going to tell you right and 3484 02:13:07,990 --> 02:13:05,119 we've never found the missing link and 3485 02:13:10,229 --> 02:13:08,000 then you you know uh to us 3486 02:13:13,109 --> 02:13:10,239 and then wait a minute 3487 02:13:15,270 --> 02:13:13,119 aren't these the same stories then 3488 02:13:17,750 --> 02:13:15,280 and that's the part that miss it just 3489 02:13:19,910 --> 02:13:17,760 messes with my head where 3490 02:13:21,750 --> 02:13:19,920 um and i've talked to 3491 02:13:23,750 --> 02:13:21,760 um and i'm serious about the screws i've 3492 02:13:24,870 --> 02:13:23,760 talked to professional anthropologists 3493 02:13:27,189 --> 02:13:24,880 about this 3494 02:13:28,870 --> 02:13:27,199 and they'll say well yeah it happened 3495 02:13:30,470 --> 02:13:28,880 but 3496 02:13:33,510 --> 02:13:30,480 it just happened 3497 02:13:36,470 --> 02:13:33,520 wait you can't just say that right they 3498 02:13:38,870 --> 02:13:36,480 don't want to they don't want to uh uh 3499 02:13:41,030 --> 02:13:38,880 ponder or wonder 3500 02:13:42,470 --> 02:13:41,040 how it happened they just yeah 3501 02:13:44,390 --> 02:13:42,480 it happened so well a lot of those 3502 02:13:46,550 --> 02:13:44,400 people in that level already they 3503 02:13:48,229 --> 02:13:46,560 know they know that it doesn't benefit 3504 02:13:50,310 --> 02:13:48,239 them for the math to understand this 3505 02:13:52,229 --> 02:13:50,320 information you know if you understand 3506 02:13:53,510 --> 02:13:52,239 that your origin is tied to 3507 02:13:56,390 --> 02:13:53,520 extraterrestrials and you're going to 3508 02:13:58,709 --> 02:13:56,400 start demanding more truth and and like 3509 02:14:00,149 --> 02:13:58,719 okay so then what is the purpose of this 3510 02:14:02,069 --> 02:14:00,159 how does this god play into all of this 3511 02:14:03,510 --> 02:14:02,079 how does religion play a spirituality 3512 02:14:05,510 --> 02:14:03,520 effect of terrestrials and what does 3513 02:14:07,350 --> 02:14:05,520 that mean for us like if anarchists 3514 02:14:08,950 --> 02:14:07,360 created us initially to be a slave race 3515 02:14:10,470 --> 02:14:08,960 in my engulf them 3516 02:14:11,910 --> 02:14:10,480 how do we get to where we are today then 3517 02:14:13,270 --> 02:14:11,920 now we can access higher realms of 3518 02:14:15,430 --> 02:14:13,280 consciousness you know like how does it 3519 02:14:17,669 --> 02:14:15,440 all play into this like i said man that 3520 02:14:20,550 --> 02:14:17,679 that one particular book the lost book 3521 02:14:22,950 --> 02:14:20,560 of enki really broke down a lot of this 3522 02:14:24,870 --> 02:14:22,960 annunaki story for me to really dissect 3523 02:14:26,790 --> 02:14:24,880 it and understand and now i can explain 3524 02:14:29,030 --> 02:14:26,800 it to people because 3525 02:14:30,149 --> 02:14:29,040 man it's just it makes so much sense you 3526 02:14:31,510 --> 02:14:30,159 know what i mean a lot of things that 3527 02:14:33,189 --> 02:14:31,520 doesn't that we don't understand about 3528 02:14:35,830 --> 02:14:33,199 life certain certain things how they 3529 02:14:37,669 --> 02:14:35,840 came to be monuments whatever 3530 02:14:38,709 --> 02:14:37,679 these tablets really explained it you 3531 02:14:40,310 --> 02:14:38,719 know what i'm saying and it just 3532 02:14:41,589 --> 02:14:40,320 correlates and it makes sense a lot like 3533 02:14:44,069 --> 02:14:41,599 what you said what science says that 3534 02:14:45,990 --> 02:14:44,079 homo sapiens just appeared two hundred 3535 02:14:46,950 --> 02:14:46,000 thousand years ago out of nowhere but 3536 02:14:49,830 --> 02:14:46,960 yet 3537 02:14:51,350 --> 02:14:49,840 that knocking story is between 200 250 3538 02:14:52,950 --> 02:14:51,360 000 years ago you understand so it's 3539 02:14:55,510 --> 02:14:52,960 kind of like where did this all happen 3540 02:14:57,189 --> 02:14:55,520 right how did it occur so it's it's very 3541 02:14:58,790 --> 02:14:57,199 fascinating man very fascinating 3542 02:15:01,030 --> 02:14:58,800 information it resonates with me a lot 3543 02:15:02,550 --> 02:15:01,040 the whole annunaki story 3544 02:15:04,390 --> 02:15:02,560 um i know there's more to it of course 3545 02:15:07,109 --> 02:15:04,400 that we don't understand but you know 3546 02:15:08,629 --> 02:15:07,119 i'm sure eventually 3547 02:15:10,069 --> 02:15:08,639 we can 3548 02:15:12,229 --> 02:15:10,079 uh 3549 02:15:15,189 --> 02:15:12,239 we can go into the fossil record now 3550 02:15:17,750 --> 02:15:15,199 fossils themselves are are pretty rare 3551 02:15:20,629 --> 02:15:17,760 okay you have a certain 3552 02:15:23,030 --> 02:15:20,639 uh process that has to happen for 3553 02:15:25,589 --> 02:15:23,040 fossils to be created something has to 3554 02:15:27,270 --> 02:15:25,599 die in the mud you know it has you know 3555 02:15:30,149 --> 02:15:27,280 and all of these things have to happen 3556 02:15:32,629 --> 02:15:30,159 okay i get that part of it but we are 3557 02:15:35,030 --> 02:15:32,639 able to piece together everything else 3558 02:15:36,629 --> 02:15:35,040 in the fossil record on this planet 3559 02:15:38,149 --> 02:15:36,639 except for one thing 3560 02:15:39,109 --> 02:15:38,159 right us 3561 02:15:41,109 --> 02:15:39,119 right 3562 02:15:43,510 --> 02:15:41,119 everything else is there everything else 3563 02:15:44,310 --> 02:15:43,520 is there except for 3564 02:15:47,030 --> 02:15:44,320 us 3565 02:15:48,709 --> 02:15:47,040 and when we look at um 3566 02:15:51,750 --> 02:15:48,719 when we look at 3567 02:15:54,790 --> 02:15:51,760 uh neanderthal or we look at lucy or we 3568 02:15:55,910 --> 02:15:54,800 look at cro-magnon 3569 02:15:58,629 --> 02:15:55,920 okay 3570 02:16:01,430 --> 02:15:58,639 they look as much like us as a 3571 02:16:03,430 --> 02:16:01,440 chimpanzee looks like us 3572 02:16:05,350 --> 02:16:03,440 right okay so we see two eyes in the 3573 02:16:07,910 --> 02:16:05,360 nose and the mouth and ears and right 3574 02:16:10,069 --> 02:16:07,920 right you know and and things okay but 3575 02:16:13,189 --> 02:16:10,079 they're still not us 3576 02:16:16,229 --> 02:16:13,199 we just appeared gorgeous beautiful 3577 02:16:18,950 --> 02:16:16,239 masculine perfect feminine 3578 02:16:20,629 --> 02:16:18,960 you know you know what i mean no hair 3579 02:16:23,990 --> 02:16:20,639 uh the face 3580 02:16:25,830 --> 02:16:24,000 everything just just like that right 3581 02:16:27,750 --> 02:16:25,840 nothing 3582 02:16:30,470 --> 02:16:27,760 that's the missing link the missing lick 3583 02:16:32,309 --> 02:16:30,480 is extraterrestrial that's the blink you 3584 02:16:34,790 --> 02:16:32,319 know we are made in their image that's 3585 02:16:37,190 --> 02:16:34,800 when you know the bible says let us make 3586 02:16:40,469 --> 02:16:37,200 man in our image it never said let me 3587 02:16:42,709 --> 02:16:40,479 make man in my image so it's plural that 3588 02:16:45,589 --> 02:16:42,719 shows you it's a being speaking here let 3589 02:16:47,110 --> 02:16:45,599 us make man in our image and so you get 3590 02:16:48,950 --> 02:16:47,120 people who confuse that and think that 3591 02:16:51,110 --> 02:16:48,960 god is a huge human in the sky because 3592 02:16:52,309 --> 02:16:51,120 we were made in his image it's like no 3593 02:16:55,110 --> 02:16:52,319 that doesn't mean that you know what i 3594 02:16:57,190 --> 02:16:55,120 mean like we look like the anunnaki 3595 02:16:58,870 --> 02:16:57,200 humanoid type of beings but we are like 3596 02:17:00,230 --> 02:16:58,880 a smaller version of them it's like they 3597 02:17:01,750 --> 02:17:00,240 created a smaller version of themselves 3598 02:17:03,669 --> 02:17:01,760 that's why we can only grow to about six 3599 02:17:05,429 --> 02:17:03,679 feet some people are seven feet a few 3600 02:17:07,270 --> 02:17:05,439 whatever but apparently their heights 3601 02:17:08,709 --> 02:17:07,280 are much more massive than that than us 3602 02:17:10,629 --> 02:17:08,719 you know so if you don't have that 3603 02:17:12,309 --> 02:17:10,639 awareness and you see this massive huge 3604 02:17:14,309 --> 02:17:12,319 human being with all this technology and 3605 02:17:15,750 --> 02:17:14,319 all these abilities yeah you think it's 3606 02:17:18,150 --> 02:17:15,760 a god in your presence but the 3607 02:17:19,990 --> 02:17:18,160 anunnaki's are not gods they're flesh 3608 02:17:21,190 --> 02:17:20,000 and bone beings who can be killed just 3609 02:17:22,309 --> 02:17:21,200 like me you 3610 02:17:24,309 --> 02:17:22,319 obviously they don't want you to know 3611 02:17:25,990 --> 02:17:24,319 that but that's what it is these beings 3612 02:17:27,509 --> 02:17:26,000 can be killed they are flesh and but 3613 02:17:28,870 --> 02:17:27,519 they're not gods they're still a warring 3614 02:17:30,549 --> 02:17:28,880 race they're still lost in that 3615 02:17:32,230 --> 02:17:30,559 frequency of duality so at the end of 3616 02:17:34,230 --> 02:17:32,240 the day they're still part of this low 3617 02:17:35,910 --> 02:17:34,240 density you know what i mean you as you 3618 02:17:37,429 --> 02:17:35,920 go higher in densities and dimensions 3619 02:17:39,110 --> 02:17:37,439 full of density fifth density the way 3620 02:17:40,790 --> 02:17:39,120 you experience god is just a more 3621 02:17:42,870 --> 02:17:40,800 collective cohesive integrated 3622 02:17:44,230 --> 02:17:42,880 consciousness you're experiencing god 3623 02:17:45,910 --> 02:17:44,240 now in third density as an 3624 02:17:47,589 --> 02:17:45,920 individualized form of consciousness and 3625 02:17:49,750 --> 02:17:47,599 that's why god experiences itself as 3626 02:17:51,270 --> 02:17:49,760 trillion upon trillion of beings but we 3627 02:17:53,190 --> 02:17:51,280 are all aspects of god you know what i 3628 02:17:54,790 --> 02:17:53,200 mean so that's just all it is is 3629 02:17:56,469 --> 02:17:54,800 understanding energy vibration and 3630 02:17:59,110 --> 02:17:56,479 frequency it really helps you understand 3631 02:18:01,910 --> 02:17:59,120 the mechanics and nature of reality 3632 02:18:05,190 --> 02:18:01,920 there's okay so 3633 02:18:06,389 --> 02:18:05,200 accept and this is where i go but 3634 02:18:10,230 --> 02:18:06,399 right 3635 02:18:12,950 --> 02:18:10,240 in that if you take away things are 3636 02:18:13,990 --> 02:18:12,960 phrased in the bible 3637 02:18:15,750 --> 02:18:14,000 where 3638 02:18:17,990 --> 02:18:15,760 in god's image 3639 02:18:20,629 --> 02:18:18,000 well maybe 3640 02:18:22,389 --> 02:18:20,639 the heavens are the universe 3641 02:18:25,030 --> 02:18:22,399 and that 3642 02:18:28,070 --> 02:18:25,040 we are created in 3643 02:18:31,509 --> 02:18:28,080 you know they use the word god 3644 02:18:33,509 --> 02:18:31,519 but it's extraterrestrial right we are 3645 02:18:36,790 --> 02:18:33,519 from that image you know from the 3646 02:18:38,629 --> 02:18:36,800 heavens which are the universe and i've 3647 02:18:40,389 --> 02:18:38,639 always wondered if we just kind of flip 3648 02:18:43,429 --> 02:18:40,399 it around a little bit 3649 02:18:46,070 --> 02:18:43,439 and and turn angels into aliens right 3650 02:18:47,669 --> 02:18:46,080 and turn god into and create it in that 3651 02:18:50,070 --> 02:18:47,679 image well then 3652 02:18:51,509 --> 02:18:50,080 yeah okay they just didn't 3653 02:18:53,589 --> 02:18:51,519 write it yeah they didn't know how to 3654 02:18:54,469 --> 02:18:53,599 write it they don't want to freak people 3655 02:18:57,750 --> 02:18:54,479 out 3656 02:18:59,750 --> 02:18:57,760 and and also when the bible was written 3657 02:19:01,830 --> 02:18:59,760 and even the submarine tablets but when 3658 02:19:03,669 --> 02:19:01,840 the the bible was written 3659 02:19:06,429 --> 02:19:03,679 in the old testament 3660 02:19:07,910 --> 02:19:06,439 you can't tell people uh about 3661 02:19:10,629 --> 02:19:07,920 extraterrestrials they wouldn't 3662 02:19:12,070 --> 02:19:10,639 understand it of course they'll ridicule 3663 02:19:13,830 --> 02:19:12,080 anyway i mean we're programmed and 3664 02:19:16,230 --> 02:19:13,840 designed to laugh at and ridicule what 3665 02:19:17,030 --> 02:19:16,240 we don't understand and what we fear 3666 02:19:18,709 --> 02:19:17,040 so 3667 02:19:19,990 --> 02:19:18,719 it's been happening to us for millennia 3668 02:19:21,509 --> 02:19:20,000 you know they programmed us to be that 3669 02:19:23,349 --> 02:19:21,519 way unfortunately 3670 02:19:25,830 --> 02:19:23,359 and what do you what do you think about 3671 02:19:30,389 --> 02:19:25,840 uh what's happening today 3672 02:19:31,830 --> 02:19:30,399 uh the uh uh a tip and and the uap task 3673 02:19:34,629 --> 02:19:31,840 force and 3674 02:19:36,790 --> 02:19:34,639 hearings on capitol hill and now ufos 3675 02:19:38,070 --> 02:19:36,800 are something that everybody is talking 3676 02:19:39,270 --> 02:19:38,080 about is 3677 02:19:40,950 --> 02:19:39,280 about to happen 3678 02:19:42,150 --> 02:19:40,960 right it's funny because the days that 3679 02:19:43,750 --> 02:19:42,160 we're living in today i've been waiting 3680 02:19:46,150 --> 02:19:43,760 for since i was a teenager i've been 3681 02:19:47,910 --> 02:19:46,160 waiting for this type of stuff for over 3682 02:19:50,070 --> 02:19:47,920 a decade you know being able to have 3683 02:19:51,110 --> 02:19:50,080 that aha i told you so moment to people 3684 02:19:52,389 --> 02:19:51,120 where it's like i told you i've been 3685 02:19:53,910 --> 02:19:52,399 talking about extraterrestrials for over 3686 02:19:55,670 --> 02:19:53,920 10 years yeah i thought i was crazy but 3687 02:19:57,510 --> 02:19:55,680 now you're seeing this is real you got 3688 02:19:59,510 --> 02:19:57,520 the own president creating a space force 3689 02:20:00,550 --> 02:19:59,520 you got all these people now china came 3690 02:20:02,389 --> 02:20:00,560 out with that you know that thing that 3691 02:20:03,590 --> 02:20:02,399 china said they received uh messages 3692 02:20:06,150 --> 02:20:03,600 from extraterrestrials and then they 3693 02:20:08,550 --> 02:20:06,160 deleted that like that just happened 3694 02:20:10,230 --> 02:20:08,560 they're priming humanity for this stuff 3695 02:20:12,070 --> 02:20:10,240 and it's like anything that has to do 3696 02:20:13,750 --> 02:20:12,080 with official disclosure government-wise 3697 02:20:15,349 --> 02:20:13,760 i don't trust it i feel like it's always 3698 02:20:17,270 --> 02:20:15,359 going to be tied to an agenda because 3699 02:20:19,830 --> 02:20:17,280 true disclosure is occurring through the 3700 02:20:21,910 --> 02:20:19,840 hearts of humanity you if you know who 3701 02:20:24,790 --> 02:20:21,920 dr stephen greer is who has those 3702 02:20:26,630 --> 02:20:24,800 special you know study he'd be doing 3703 02:20:28,309 --> 02:20:26,640 you yourself have the ability to call 3704 02:20:30,469 --> 02:20:28,319 upon these beings and they will come to 3705 02:20:31,670 --> 02:20:30,479 you depending on the frequency that you 3706 02:20:33,830 --> 02:20:31,680 are you know what i'm saying if you're a 3707 02:20:36,550 --> 02:20:33,840 genuine higher frequency human that has 3708 02:20:38,550 --> 02:20:36,560 genuine loving compassionate intel uh 3709 02:20:40,870 --> 02:20:38,560 intentions and your intention is to make 3710 02:20:42,870 --> 02:20:40,880 contact and you keep that intensity 3711 02:20:45,190 --> 02:20:42,880 consistency every day you're meditating 3712 02:20:46,710 --> 02:20:45,200 on it you're gonna eventually my friend 3713 02:20:47,990 --> 02:20:46,720 contact the natural extraterrestrial 3714 02:20:50,469 --> 02:20:48,000 race it's just gonna happen you're 3715 02:20:51,910 --> 02:20:50,479 inviting that energy in right so a lot 3716 02:20:53,510 --> 02:20:51,920 of these beings you know when people ask 3717 02:20:54,950 --> 02:20:53,520 you why don't they just land on on the 3718 02:20:56,550 --> 02:20:54,960 white house and just show themselves to 3719 02:20:58,230 --> 02:20:56,560 us it's because they understand 3720 02:20:59,910 --> 02:20:58,240 frequency and they understand that they 3721 02:21:01,510 --> 02:20:59,920 can't do that to you your whole system 3722 02:21:03,990 --> 02:21:01,520 in central nervous system will go into 3723 02:21:05,270 --> 02:21:04,000 shock you can literally like go into 3724 02:21:06,550 --> 02:21:05,280 shock because it goes against your 3725 02:21:08,150 --> 02:21:06,560 belief system if you're someone for 3726 02:21:10,230 --> 02:21:08,160 example who doesn't believe in 3727 02:21:11,830 --> 02:21:10,240 extraterrestrials so it's kind of like 3728 02:21:13,110 --> 02:21:11,840 there's so much that goes into this man 3729 02:21:15,670 --> 02:21:13,120 there's so much that goes into it 3730 02:21:18,710 --> 02:21:15,680 disclosure and the whole nine you know 3731 02:21:19,990 --> 02:21:18,720 now uh what about uh consciousness you 3732 02:21:21,590 --> 02:21:20,000 know that's the title of the show 3733 02:21:23,590 --> 02:21:21,600 tonight you know consciousness from the 3734 02:21:24,790 --> 02:21:23,600 streets i love it i love when you love 3735 02:21:27,110 --> 02:21:24,800 that you're gonna get into that now 3736 02:21:29,270 --> 02:21:27,120 because that's why i'm about 3737 02:21:31,670 --> 02:21:29,280 what is it 3738 02:21:33,270 --> 02:21:31,680 to me consciousness is energy but it is 3739 02:21:35,270 --> 02:21:33,280 conscious of itself that's why it is 3740 02:21:37,030 --> 02:21:35,280 consciousness it's a your mind is a 3741 02:21:38,630 --> 02:21:37,040 field of energy that is encompassing 3742 02:21:40,710 --> 02:21:38,640 your entire body a lot of people think 3743 02:21:42,469 --> 02:21:40,720 our brains are our minds but they're not 3744 02:21:43,830 --> 02:21:42,479 your brain acts as a physical receiver 3745 02:21:46,230 --> 02:21:43,840 of what your consciousness is 3746 02:21:48,070 --> 02:21:46,240 considering right so like bashar says 3747 02:21:50,070 --> 02:21:48,080 how your mind conceives the thoughts 3748 02:21:51,990 --> 02:21:50,080 your brain is receiving the thoughts and 3749 02:21:53,990 --> 02:21:52,000 your eyes are perceiving your thoughts 3750 02:21:56,309 --> 02:21:54,000 so it's like you conceive receive 3751 02:21:57,910 --> 02:21:56,319 perceive that's how human system works 3752 02:21:59,190 --> 02:21:57,920 and creating reality how you can 3753 02:22:01,190 --> 02:21:59,200 perceive your thoughts right you 3754 02:22:02,710 --> 02:22:01,200 manifest your thoughts into reality 3755 02:22:04,389 --> 02:22:02,720 um i forgot where i was going with this 3756 02:22:05,670 --> 02:22:04,399 was the question against me what is 3757 02:22:11,190 --> 02:22:05,680 consciousness 3758 02:22:12,870 --> 02:22:11,200 energy but there are many layers because 3759 02:22:15,030 --> 02:22:12,880 consciousness in it of itself is a 3760 02:22:17,270 --> 02:22:15,040 multi-dimensional thing 3761 02:22:19,349 --> 02:22:17,280 awareness phenomena that means it is 3762 02:22:21,349 --> 02:22:19,359 simultaneously existing on 3763 02:22:23,270 --> 02:22:21,359 multi-dimensional levels of 3764 02:22:26,070 --> 02:22:23,280 is simultaneously it is truly an 3765 02:22:27,910 --> 02:22:26,080 omnipresent energy right so to me 3766 02:22:29,510 --> 02:22:27,920 consciousness is energy which is 3767 02:22:32,230 --> 02:22:29,520 conscious of itself and it has an 3768 02:22:33,590 --> 02:22:32,240 intelligence to create to manifest 3769 02:22:35,830 --> 02:22:33,600 that's what consciousness is now 3770 02:22:37,750 --> 02:22:35,840 consciousness can manifest itself in any 3771 02:22:39,670 --> 02:22:37,760 form that it wants to so when someone 3772 02:22:42,070 --> 02:22:39,680 asks that age-old question what comes 3773 02:22:43,830 --> 02:22:42,080 first the egg of the chicken to me the 3774 02:22:45,830 --> 02:22:43,840 answer to that is both because 3775 02:22:47,990 --> 02:22:45,840 consciousness can manifest itself as a 3776 02:22:49,750 --> 02:22:48,000 full adult chicken if it chooses to but 3777 02:22:51,429 --> 02:22:49,760 it can also manifest itself as a chicken 3778 02:22:53,110 --> 02:22:51,439 that lays the egg now it's an egg so 3779 02:22:54,630 --> 02:22:53,120 it's kind of like both come first 3780 02:22:56,389 --> 02:22:54,640 there's no such there's no acid to that 3781 02:22:58,469 --> 02:22:56,399 there's no either or it's both 3782 02:23:00,790 --> 02:22:58,479 consciousness can manifest itself as a 3783 02:23:02,389 --> 02:23:00,800 full-blown adult if it chooses to you 3784 02:23:04,710 --> 02:23:02,399 don't have to start the whole baby phase 3785 02:23:07,270 --> 02:23:04,720 in the egg phase like consciousness is 3786 02:23:09,270 --> 02:23:07,280 infinite and so therefore for god to be 3787 02:23:11,510 --> 02:23:09,280 infinite that means that god is capable 3788 02:23:12,870 --> 02:23:11,520 of expressing himself even as an evil 3789 02:23:14,870 --> 02:23:12,880 being you can't be like well everything 3790 02:23:16,550 --> 02:23:14,880 is god except for the devil and evil no 3791 02:23:18,870 --> 02:23:16,560 even that is an aspect of god because 3792 02:23:20,870 --> 02:23:18,880 for god to truly be infinite it needs to 3793 02:23:23,750 --> 02:23:20,880 by definition be able to express itself 3794 02:23:26,070 --> 02:23:23,760 in an infinite multitude of ways and so 3795 02:23:27,750 --> 02:23:26,080 you as an individual soul you have free 3796 02:23:29,830 --> 02:23:27,760 will and because of that you have the 3797 02:23:31,990 --> 02:23:29,840 choice to choose do you want to be on a 3798 02:23:33,349 --> 02:23:32,000 darker negative lower frequency side or 3799 02:23:35,349 --> 02:23:33,359 the positive 3800 02:23:36,870 --> 02:23:35,359 side that's your choice that's why what 3801 02:23:38,550 --> 02:23:36,880 you put out is what you get back the law 3802 02:23:40,230 --> 02:23:38,560 of attraction you know you have the 3803 02:23:41,830 --> 02:23:40,240 choice to be evil and positive but what 3804 02:23:43,990 --> 02:23:41,840 you put out is what you get back that's 3805 02:23:46,790 --> 02:23:44,000 the thing you know what i mean 3806 02:23:47,830 --> 02:23:46,800 the okay so 3807 02:23:48,790 --> 02:23:47,840 why 3808 02:23:51,830 --> 02:23:48,800 do 3809 02:23:54,070 --> 02:23:51,840 physicists have such an issue with it 3810 02:23:56,469 --> 02:23:54,080 where they won't discuss what 3811 02:23:58,309 --> 02:23:56,479 consciousness is they know that they can 3812 02:23:59,110 --> 02:23:58,319 talk think laugh 3813 02:24:05,750 --> 02:23:59,120 and 3814 02:24:07,750 --> 02:24:05,760 but they don't want to admit that it is 3815 02:24:10,070 --> 02:24:07,760 something that is real 3816 02:24:11,990 --> 02:24:10,080 because in my opinion those people who 3817 02:24:13,990 --> 02:24:12,000 are based strictly off of science they 3818 02:24:15,510 --> 02:24:14,000 lack the spiritual experiences to 3819 02:24:18,150 --> 02:24:15,520 understand the science that they're 3820 02:24:19,590 --> 02:24:18,160 studying because if you underst if 3821 02:24:20,950 --> 02:24:19,600 you're really smart for example these 3822 02:24:22,550 --> 02:24:20,960 scientists top world scientists 3823 02:24:24,230 --> 02:24:22,560 understand mechanics and physical you 3824 02:24:26,309 --> 02:24:24,240 know quantum physics and all these 3825 02:24:29,349 --> 02:24:26,319 things but they've never had themselves 3826 02:24:31,910 --> 02:24:29,359 an actual authentic spiritual realm 3827 02:24:34,309 --> 02:24:31,920 experience or the ex the true experience 3828 02:24:36,630 --> 02:24:34,319 of unconditional love from all that is 3829 02:24:38,710 --> 02:24:36,640 god the source if you've never had a 3830 02:24:40,469 --> 02:24:38,720 real life experience it doesn't matter 3831 02:24:42,550 --> 02:24:40,479 how intelligent how many degrees you've 3832 02:24:43,990 --> 02:24:42,560 got how much you study it 3833 02:24:45,510 --> 02:24:44,000 it's just going to be science to you 3834 02:24:47,270 --> 02:24:45,520 it's just going to be energy frequency 3835 02:24:49,110 --> 02:24:47,280 whatever there's no 3836 02:24:51,110 --> 02:24:49,120 connection to what you're studying 3837 02:24:52,630 --> 02:24:51,120 because you yourself lack the personal 3838 02:24:54,070 --> 02:24:52,640 experience you know what i mean i feel 3839 02:24:56,469 --> 02:24:54,080 like when a scientist 3840 02:24:58,150 --> 02:24:56,479 goes through a real life spiritual third 3841 02:25:00,710 --> 02:24:58,160 eye astral projection whatever the case 3842 02:25:02,309 --> 02:25:00,720 may be experienced it's an experience no 3843 02:25:03,670 --> 02:25:02,319 one can take from you you're not gonna 3844 02:25:05,750 --> 02:25:03,680 care if someone thinks you're crazy or 3845 02:25:06,950 --> 02:25:05,760 not because you went through it and for 3846 02:25:07,910 --> 02:25:06,960 example because i see some comments 3847 02:25:10,070 --> 02:25:07,920 coming in earlier when i was talking 3848 02:25:12,230 --> 02:25:10,080 about my stories with et's i was a 3849 02:25:14,309 --> 02:25:12,240 hundred percent sober there was no drugs 3850 02:25:16,710 --> 02:25:14,319 involved no psychedelics no shrooms none 3851 02:25:18,950 --> 02:25:16,720 of that these experiences occur 3852 02:25:20,630 --> 02:25:18,960 sober meditating sober you know what i 3853 02:25:21,830 --> 02:25:20,640 mean so that's why you know you're not 3854 02:25:23,590 --> 02:25:21,840 creating no one can take these 3855 02:25:25,830 --> 02:25:23,600 experiences 3856 02:25:27,830 --> 02:25:25,840 sober no drugs no psychedelics no 3857 02:25:29,590 --> 02:25:27,840 enhancers nothing you know what i mean 3858 02:25:30,870 --> 02:25:29,600 at that point no one jimmy can tell you 3859 02:25:32,150 --> 02:25:30,880 you're crazy because you're the one 3860 02:25:33,910 --> 02:25:32,160 going through it you know you're the one 3861 02:25:36,469 --> 02:25:33,920 experiencing it and you can recall and 3862 02:25:37,990 --> 02:25:36,479 retain the memory to the t so that's how 3863 02:25:40,150 --> 02:25:38,000 you know what's real and what's not you 3864 02:25:41,750 --> 02:25:40,160 can discern the experiences now a lot of 3865 02:25:43,990 --> 02:25:41,760 people start going off the shrooms and 3866 02:25:45,190 --> 02:25:44,000 suiciding and stuff like that dmt acid 3867 02:25:47,030 --> 02:25:45,200 whatever 3868 02:25:48,710 --> 02:25:47,040 it's easier to discredit oh well you 3869 02:25:49,590 --> 02:25:48,720 were just high because 3870 02:25:51,830 --> 02:25:49,600 you know what i'm saying but when 3871 02:25:53,830 --> 02:25:51,840 someone's fully sober and it's telling 3872 02:25:55,270 --> 02:25:53,840 you that you can't discredit that or you 3873 02:25:56,150 --> 02:25:55,280 can say well that person's crazy or 3874 02:25:57,830 --> 02:25:56,160 whatever 3875 02:25:59,510 --> 02:25:57,840 but it doesn't bother that individual 3876 02:26:01,190 --> 02:25:59,520 that understands energy vibration and 3877 02:26:02,950 --> 02:26:01,200 frequency like anyone can call you crazy 3878 02:26:04,630 --> 02:26:02,960 just depends on what level of awareness 3879 02:26:06,309 --> 02:26:04,640 they're operating from that's what 3880 02:26:08,950 --> 02:26:06,319 determines what they can understand you 3881 02:26:14,150 --> 02:26:08,960 know what i mean all of my contact 3882 02:26:15,670 --> 02:26:14,160 experiences everyone and i've had a lot 3883 02:26:17,190 --> 02:26:15,680 sober 3884 02:26:19,510 --> 02:26:17,200 facts i mean i 3885 02:26:20,389 --> 02:26:19,520 haven't i haven't i haven't done 3886 02:26:22,070 --> 02:26:20,399 anything 3887 02:26:24,309 --> 02:26:22,080 fun 3888 02:26:27,110 --> 02:26:24,319 in over 20 years 3889 02:26:28,790 --> 02:26:27,120 right and and and the things that i have 3890 02:26:30,950 --> 02:26:28,800 seen 3891 02:26:33,670 --> 02:26:30,960 stone cold sober that's the one thing 3892 02:26:34,950 --> 02:26:33,680 nobody can uh point at me so were you 3893 02:26:36,950 --> 02:26:34,960 high 3894 02:26:41,349 --> 02:26:36,960 no 3895 02:26:43,190 --> 02:26:41,359 that's why i can talk about these 3896 02:26:44,710 --> 02:26:43,200 experiences with confidence and not care 3897 02:26:46,150 --> 02:26:44,720 about how i come across to people if 3898 02:26:47,429 --> 02:26:46,160 they think i'm crazy or they're weird or 3899 02:26:49,830 --> 02:26:47,439 whatever the case may be like it doesn't 3900 02:26:52,309 --> 02:26:49,840 bother me because i know what it is i 3901 02:26:53,429 --> 02:26:52,319 know what i'm going through that's like 3902 02:26:55,429 --> 02:26:53,439 i understand if you're not going to 3903 02:26:57,270 --> 02:26:55,439 understand it's okay it doesn't affect 3904 02:26:58,630 --> 02:26:57,280 me anyway you know i mean it's your life 3905 02:26:59,910 --> 02:26:58,640 your journey you're entitled to believe 3906 02:27:03,030 --> 02:26:59,920 what you want 3907 02:27:04,550 --> 02:27:03,040 the uh the other day um 3908 02:27:06,870 --> 02:27:04,560 to 3909 02:27:08,630 --> 02:27:06,880 give you an example the other day i'm 3910 02:27:10,630 --> 02:27:08,640 done with the show it's like two weeks 3911 02:27:13,830 --> 02:27:10,640 ago right 3912 02:27:16,389 --> 02:27:13,840 um and i go out into my backyard 3913 02:27:18,070 --> 02:27:16,399 and uh which i do every night after the 3914 02:27:19,830 --> 02:27:18,080 show you know i'm getting some fresh air 3915 02:27:23,270 --> 02:27:19,840 you know and i live in the desert i've 3916 02:27:26,630 --> 02:27:23,280 got you know the the unbelievable uh 3917 02:27:28,230 --> 02:27:26,640 display of of the night sky above me 3918 02:27:31,110 --> 02:27:28,240 and i'm walking 3919 02:27:33,750 --> 02:27:31,120 through and something tells me 3920 02:27:35,990 --> 02:27:33,760 cruz i swear people talk about this all 3921 02:27:37,910 --> 02:27:36,000 the time and and i just kind of laugh it 3922 02:27:40,070 --> 02:27:37,920 off but this happened to me 3923 02:27:43,590 --> 02:27:40,080 something said 3924 02:27:45,349 --> 02:27:43,600 get your night vision and go outside 3925 02:27:48,309 --> 02:27:45,359 you'll be filling it like that yeah i 3926 02:27:50,469 --> 02:27:48,319 was like okay so i stopped 3927 02:27:52,550 --> 02:27:50,479 and i picked up my night vision goggles 3928 02:27:54,950 --> 02:27:52,560 and the batteries were dead 3929 02:27:56,630 --> 02:27:54,960 and and i didn't want to walk back and 3930 02:27:58,550 --> 02:27:56,640 and get a fresh set of batteries and 3931 02:28:00,230 --> 02:27:58,560 unscrew it and put it back together and 3932 02:28:02,150 --> 02:28:00,240 and i put it back down with it but 3933 02:28:03,910 --> 02:28:02,160 something said 3934 02:28:05,349 --> 02:28:03,920 get your night vision and go outside so 3935 02:28:07,270 --> 02:28:05,359 i put the night vision down and i go 3936 02:28:08,070 --> 02:28:07,280 outside anyway 3937 02:28:11,030 --> 02:28:08,080 and 3938 02:28:12,790 --> 02:28:11,040 i look straight up just like this i look 3939 02:28:15,910 --> 02:28:12,800 straight up 3940 02:28:19,750 --> 02:28:17,590 this object lit up 3941 02:28:22,710 --> 02:28:19,760 and it went to the north and it only 3942 02:28:24,630 --> 02:28:22,720 lasted for 3943 02:28:26,550 --> 02:28:24,640 three seconds 3944 02:28:28,630 --> 02:28:26,560 but it happened 3945 02:28:29,910 --> 02:28:28,640 as i looked up 3946 02:28:33,030 --> 02:28:29,920 perfect moment that's what i was telling 3947 02:28:33,830 --> 02:28:33,040 you before perfect timing and and and 3948 02:28:36,389 --> 02:28:33,840 now 3949 02:28:39,030 --> 02:28:36,399 wait a minute here 3950 02:28:42,870 --> 02:28:39,040 what the beliefs going on now am i sober 3951 02:28:44,790 --> 02:28:42,880 yeah it's just it's not only am i sober 3952 02:28:47,349 --> 02:28:44,800 i just wrapped the show 3953 02:28:49,110 --> 02:28:47,359 right i'm whacked out on caffeine i'm 3954 02:28:52,230 --> 02:28:49,120 ready to go right 3955 02:28:56,070 --> 02:28:52,240 and it was the craziest experience for 3956 02:28:57,670 --> 02:28:56,080 me and so you know what i did 3957 02:29:00,710 --> 02:28:57,680 i laughed 3958 02:29:03,110 --> 02:29:00,720 i didn't i was like that was cool 3959 02:29:05,750 --> 02:29:03,120 man you know and i'm by myself there was 3960 02:29:08,389 --> 02:29:05,760 nobody around me and now it's just a 3961 02:29:10,309 --> 02:29:08,399 story i don't have video i don't have 3962 02:29:12,150 --> 02:29:10,319 anything 3963 02:29:15,270 --> 02:29:12,160 yeah yeah oh i did 3964 02:29:16,790 --> 02:29:15,280 if you go to my youtube channel cruz do 3965 02:29:18,870 --> 02:29:16,800 this after the show tonight go to my 3966 02:29:20,950 --> 02:29:18,880 youtube channel okay go to videos 3967 02:29:23,830 --> 02:29:20,960 there's a video there called crazy night 3968 02:29:25,910 --> 02:29:23,840 in palmdale okay again 3969 02:29:26,870 --> 02:29:25,920 i just finished the show 3970 02:29:32,550 --> 02:29:26,880 and i 3971 02:29:34,230 --> 02:29:32,560 pot of water to boil for some pasta 3972 02:29:35,110 --> 02:29:34,240 right so you know that takes a few 3973 02:29:38,389 --> 02:29:35,120 minutes 3974 02:29:40,309 --> 02:29:38,399 and so i walked outside uh i had my cell 3975 02:29:42,950 --> 02:29:40,319 phone put my cell phone down 3976 02:29:45,910 --> 02:29:42,960 and uh i walked outside and i just look 3977 02:29:49,270 --> 02:29:45,920 uh due east and you can watch the video 3978 02:29:51,750 --> 02:29:49,280 the video i i published it um there was 3979 02:29:52,950 --> 02:29:51,760 a bright light off in the distance like 3980 02:29:54,550 --> 02:29:52,960 straight up 3981 02:29:56,790 --> 02:29:54,560 like here 3982 02:29:59,910 --> 02:29:56,800 oh wow that's that's pretty bright and 3983 02:30:02,389 --> 02:29:59,920 as i looked at that right next to it 3984 02:30:04,630 --> 02:30:02,399 another one lit up now there's two 3985 02:30:07,510 --> 02:30:04,640 and i'm like wow okay that's pretty cool 3986 02:30:11,030 --> 02:30:07,520 that's dramatic and then a third lights 3987 02:30:13,750 --> 02:30:11,040 up pop triangle just like this 3988 02:30:16,950 --> 02:30:13,760 right straight in front of me i went now 3989 02:30:19,750 --> 02:30:16,960 i'm getting my phone right so 3990 02:30:22,630 --> 02:30:19,760 and i hit the video 3991 02:30:24,790 --> 02:30:22,640 and and i'm videotaping now as i'm 3992 02:30:27,750 --> 02:30:24,800 filming these three 3993 02:30:28,870 --> 02:30:27,760 and it's crazy too bright man just right 3994 02:30:30,550 --> 02:30:28,880 in front of me 3995 02:30:32,550 --> 02:30:30,560 this jet 3996 02:30:35,270 --> 02:30:32,560 takes off 3997 02:30:36,309 --> 02:30:35,280 uh from lockheed skunk works and it 3998 02:30:38,790 --> 02:30:36,319 appears 3999 02:30:41,750 --> 02:30:38,800 in in front flies in front of these 4000 02:30:43,030 --> 02:30:41,760 things sideways the plane is sideways 4001 02:30:45,349 --> 02:30:43,040 doesn't take off 4002 02:30:48,550 --> 02:30:45,359 flies sideways in front of me 4003 02:30:51,270 --> 02:30:48,560 turns makes a u-turn and lands 4004 02:30:54,309 --> 02:30:51,280 and i'm like well 4005 02:30:57,429 --> 02:30:54,319 what right it was like all at the same 4006 02:30:58,830 --> 02:30:57,439 time right right about it was not so 4007 02:31:00,389 --> 02:30:58,840 anyway 4008 02:31:03,190 --> 02:31:00,399 um 4009 02:31:05,349 --> 02:31:03,200 am i am i high no this is right after 4010 02:31:08,150 --> 02:31:05,359 the show it's time stamped it's there 4011 02:31:10,070 --> 02:31:08,160 and you can hear uh the description of 4012 02:31:12,389 --> 02:31:10,080 everything but 4013 02:31:15,349 --> 02:31:12,399 these experience happen 4014 02:31:17,750 --> 02:31:15,359 when i'm of the clearest of mine there's 4015 02:31:19,670 --> 02:31:17,760 there's no fog in the mirror every time 4016 02:31:21,590 --> 02:31:19,680 yeah man for me too every time i've had 4017 02:31:23,590 --> 02:31:21,600 these crazy paranormal extraterrestrial 4018 02:31:25,830 --> 02:31:23,600 whatever experiences asher projection 4019 02:31:27,670 --> 02:31:25,840 has always been sober when i wouldn't i 4020 02:31:29,429 --> 02:31:27,680 don't know and i never asked for it's 4021 02:31:31,990 --> 02:31:29,439 not like i intend to astral project or i 4022 02:31:34,469 --> 02:31:32,000 intend to connect with an et every test 4023 02:31:36,550 --> 02:31:34,479 happened it's been spontaneous i've 4024 02:31:37,830 --> 02:31:36,560 never expected it and it just occurs 4025 02:31:39,030 --> 02:31:37,840 like it's 4026 02:31:40,469 --> 02:31:39,040 weird bro it's just meant to happen 4027 02:31:41,349 --> 02:31:40,479 whenever it happens for whatever reason 4028 02:31:44,630 --> 02:31:41,359 you know 4029 02:31:45,990 --> 02:31:44,640 want to end the show you want to keep 4030 02:31:48,230 --> 02:31:46,000 going 4031 02:31:50,790 --> 02:31:48,240 i'm yeah i'm done if you're done okay 4032 02:31:52,230 --> 02:31:50,800 let's let's uh let's let's jump into our 4033 02:31:55,030 --> 02:31:52,240 break right here 4034 02:31:56,790 --> 02:31:55,040 um and that's it let's do uh one more 4035 02:31:59,270 --> 02:31:56,800 segment i was gonna open up the phone 4036 02:32:01,429 --> 02:31:59,280 lines now we'll uh we'll hold off on 4037 02:32:03,190 --> 02:32:01,439 that and uh let's just keep this going 4038 02:32:07,110 --> 02:32:03,200 this is fade to black i am your host 4039 02:32:09,670 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02:36:52,720 phenomena and much more download the 4141 02:36:57,030 --> 02:36:55,040 paranormal radio app now and start 4142 02:36:59,270 --> 02:36:57,040 listening to the very best in paranormal 4143 02:37:01,030 --> 02:36:59,280 talk entertainment including the network 4144 02:37:04,230 --> 02:37:01,040 you're listening to right now the 4145 02:37:14,950 --> 02:37:04,240 paranormal radio app free in google play 4146 02:37:21,750 --> 02:37:17,990 it's not a lifestyle we chose we were 4147 02:37:25,580 --> 02:37:21,760 born this way this is kjcr 4148 02:37:41,510 --> 02:37:36,380 [Music] 4149 02:37:43,349 --> 02:37:41,520 welcome back fade to black i am your 4150 02:37:44,550 --> 02:37:43,359 host jimmy church tonight cruises with 4151 02:37:48,630 --> 02:37:44,560 us 4152 02:37:51,990 --> 02:37:48,640 conversation it's too great 4153 02:37:54,309 --> 02:37:52,000 amazing amazing and uh so let's uh let's 4154 02:37:56,309 --> 02:37:54,319 just jump straight back into it what i 4155 02:37:58,950 --> 02:37:56,319 wanted to ask you about uh and you 4156 02:38:01,349 --> 02:37:58,960 mentioned this earlier uh was uh sleep 4157 02:38:02,230 --> 02:38:01,359 paralysis okay 4158 02:38:06,389 --> 02:38:02,240 now 4159 02:38:08,469 --> 02:38:06,399 what have you experienced uh with it 4160 02:38:10,550 --> 02:38:08,479 what i've experienced with it was 4161 02:38:12,550 --> 02:38:10,560 understanding that it is the state of 4162 02:38:14,150 --> 02:38:12,560 being you're in when you are about to 4163 02:38:15,830 --> 02:38:14,160 leave the body and go into what we would 4164 02:38:17,510 --> 02:38:15,840 call the dream state because you 4165 02:38:18,950 --> 02:38:17,520 honestly have to project every single 4166 02:38:20,790 --> 02:38:18,960 night that you go to sleep that's what 4167 02:38:22,630 --> 02:38:20,800 your dreams are you are in the astral 4168 02:38:23,910 --> 02:38:22,640 template of reality but the reason why 4169 02:38:25,190 --> 02:38:23,920 you don't remember them when you come 4170 02:38:27,910 --> 02:38:25,200 back to the body is because you're doing 4171 02:38:30,550 --> 02:38:27,920 this unconsciously so you can look sleep 4172 02:38:32,710 --> 02:38:30,560 as a form of unconscious meditation look 4173 02:38:35,590 --> 02:38:32,720 at meditation as a form of conscious 4174 02:38:37,910 --> 02:38:35,600 sleeping so if you astral project 4175 02:38:40,389 --> 02:38:37,920 consciously through meditation 4176 02:38:42,230 --> 02:38:40,399 now you're you're in the same realm that 4177 02:38:44,550 --> 02:38:42,240 your spirit is in when you're sleeping 4178 02:38:46,469 --> 02:38:44,560 in deep rem sleep the difference is 4179 02:38:48,230 --> 02:38:46,479 you're in that same room consciously and 4180 02:38:50,389 --> 02:38:48,240 this is why you retain all the 4181 02:38:51,750 --> 02:38:50,399 experiences the memories of what you go 4182 02:38:54,309 --> 02:38:51,760 through in a natural projection because 4183 02:38:55,429 --> 02:38:54,319 you're you're here consciously there as 4184 02:38:56,870 --> 02:38:55,439 opposed to when you're dreaming that's 4185 02:38:57,830 --> 02:38:56,880 why your dreams shift you could be like 4186 02:38:59,429 --> 02:38:57,840 you're a little kid and then you're 4187 02:39:02,230 --> 02:38:59,439 older you're here and then you're there 4188 02:39:04,389 --> 02:39:02,240 because you are in a realm of nonlinear 4189 02:39:06,870 --> 02:39:04,399 time you can literally shift from future 4190 02:39:08,790 --> 02:39:06,880 present past whatever but if you're 4191 02:39:11,190 --> 02:39:08,800 consciously there natural projection 4192 02:39:12,950 --> 02:39:11,200 through sleep paralysis experience the 4193 02:39:14,630 --> 02:39:12,960 experience is a lot more 4194 02:39:16,309 --> 02:39:14,640 amazing and you can control it now 4195 02:39:18,710 --> 02:39:16,319 consciously but to answer your question 4196 02:39:20,230 --> 02:39:18,720 man sleep paralysis is all about 4197 02:39:21,830 --> 02:39:20,240 that experience where you find yourself 4198 02:39:24,630 --> 02:39:21,840 that your body is now in deep sleep but 4199 02:39:26,389 --> 02:39:24,640 your mind isn't it did it it fades into 4200 02:39:27,910 --> 02:39:26,399 the dream state unconsciously the way it 4201 02:39:29,510 --> 02:39:27,920 usually does is that you remain 4202 02:39:31,429 --> 02:39:29,520 conscious and that's why you're now in 4203 02:39:33,110 --> 02:39:31,439 that phase where you're you're 4204 02:39:34,950 --> 02:39:33,120 hyperventilating you're panicking you 4205 02:39:36,469 --> 02:39:34,960 can't move your body you're getting 4206 02:39:37,830 --> 02:39:36,479 scared you know a lot of people start 4207 02:39:39,670 --> 02:39:37,840 saying they can start hearing loud 4208 02:39:41,750 --> 02:39:39,680 noises they feel pressures on their 4209 02:39:43,429 --> 02:39:41,760 chest like a shadow beings on them all 4210 02:39:45,270 --> 02:39:43,439 these things that they start doing why 4211 02:39:46,710 --> 02:39:45,280 because when you're in the actual 4212 02:39:49,349 --> 02:39:46,720 template of reality your thoughts 4213 02:39:50,790 --> 02:39:49,359 manifest instantaneously when you ask to 4214 02:39:52,469 --> 02:39:50,800 project you manifest what you're 4215 02:39:54,070 --> 02:39:52,479 thinking instantaneously that's why 4216 02:39:56,389 --> 02:39:54,080 someone who doesn't have full control 4217 02:39:57,990 --> 02:39:56,399 over their thoughts and their emotions 4218 02:39:59,110 --> 02:39:58,000 shouldn't be messing around with astral 4219 02:40:00,950 --> 02:39:59,120 projection because you're going to 4220 02:40:02,030 --> 02:40:00,960 literally manifest a hellish experience 4221 02:40:04,230 --> 02:40:02,040 around you 4222 02:40:05,349 --> 02:40:04,240 instantaneously so if you don't control 4223 02:40:06,710 --> 02:40:05,359 your thoughts or your emotions you 4224 02:40:09,830 --> 02:40:06,720 shouldn't be asked to projecting that's 4225 02:40:11,270 --> 02:40:09,840 just facts you know but as you start to 4226 02:40:13,349 --> 02:40:11,280 go through trial and error get exposed 4227 02:40:14,870 --> 02:40:13,359 to this realm you start to understand it 4228 02:40:16,630 --> 02:40:14,880 better how to maneuver through it better 4229 02:40:17,990 --> 02:40:16,640 how to actually go through the walls 4230 02:40:20,230 --> 02:40:18,000 because you can go through walls you're 4231 02:40:22,070 --> 02:40:20,240 not bounded by the elements anymore when 4232 02:40:22,870 --> 02:40:22,080 you're in this realm 4233 02:40:27,670 --> 02:40:22,880 the 4234 02:40:28,550 --> 02:40:27,680 myself 4235 02:40:30,309 --> 02:40:28,560 uh 4236 02:40:31,429 --> 02:40:30,319 seem to 4237 02:40:33,269 --> 02:40:31,439 have 4238 02:40:37,670 --> 02:40:33,279 to be inclusive of 4239 02:40:38,870 --> 02:40:37,680 a being showing up uh in their room 4240 02:40:41,670 --> 02:40:38,880 and when they 4241 02:40:44,150 --> 02:40:41,680 when they're experiencing this sleep 4242 02:40:46,070 --> 02:40:44,160 paralysis coming out of the dream state 4243 02:40:47,670 --> 02:40:46,080 that there is something you just said 4244 02:40:49,349 --> 02:40:47,680 you know some you know pressure on the 4245 02:40:50,309 --> 02:40:49,359 body or 4246 02:40:52,389 --> 02:40:50,319 uh 4247 02:40:55,030 --> 02:40:52,399 a dark entity in the room or something 4248 02:40:57,830 --> 02:40:55,040 physical right um uh have you 4249 02:40:59,830 --> 02:40:57,840 experienced that 4250 02:41:01,110 --> 02:40:59,840 yes but 4251 02:41:02,790 --> 02:41:01,120 it's kind of weird i've experienced a 4252 02:41:04,389 --> 02:41:02,800 few things in my life even like since i 4253 02:41:06,230 --> 02:41:04,399 was kid my my mother's side of the 4254 02:41:07,269 --> 02:41:06,240 family is very spiritually in tune for 4255 02:41:08,710 --> 02:41:07,279 whatever reason they're into with 4256 02:41:10,469 --> 02:41:08,720 spirits i have family members who have 4257 02:41:12,230 --> 02:41:10,479 seen apparitions spirits all of these 4258 02:41:13,830 --> 02:41:12,240 things i've you know super into it since 4259 02:41:16,389 --> 02:41:13,840 i was a kid because of that this is a 4260 02:41:19,429 --> 02:41:16,399 spiritual thing i could say but even 4261 02:41:21,590 --> 02:41:19,439 when i was a kid i can remember um 4262 02:41:23,510 --> 02:41:21,600 i was probably like 10 or 11 that in the 4263 02:41:26,150 --> 02:41:23,520 middle of the night i woke up and like 4264 02:41:27,349 --> 02:41:26,160 this weird demonic being pulled my leg 4265 02:41:28,950 --> 02:41:27,359 and that's what woke me up and i 4266 02:41:31,110 --> 02:41:28,960 remember seeing the edge of my bed being 4267 02:41:33,190 --> 02:41:31,120 half awake seeing this weird face figure 4268 02:41:34,870 --> 02:41:33,200 thing that scared me but it was weird 4269 02:41:36,309 --> 02:41:34,880 like i just went back to sleep out of 4270 02:41:37,990 --> 02:41:36,319 the fear i had so much fear i just made 4271 02:41:39,990 --> 02:41:38,000 myself go back to sleep but i can 4272 02:41:42,710 --> 02:41:40,000 remember those things when i was a child 4273 02:41:44,070 --> 02:41:42,720 you know like having these weird 4274 02:41:45,910 --> 02:41:44,080 i don't want to say demonic but these 4275 02:41:48,710 --> 02:41:45,920 weird kind of experiences where it put 4276 02:41:51,349 --> 02:41:48,720 me in a lot of fear and so that started 4277 02:41:52,710 --> 02:41:51,359 to happen to me again when i was 18 19 4278 02:41:53,910 --> 02:41:52,720 when i started meditating when i was 4279 02:41:55,990 --> 02:41:53,920 telling you earlier like i started 4280 02:41:57,750 --> 02:41:56,000 getting psychically attacked feeling 4281 02:41:59,510 --> 02:41:57,760 like i was they were trying to abduct me 4282 02:42:01,990 --> 02:41:59,520 or whatever the case be i was having 4283 02:42:05,030 --> 02:42:02,000 experiences i had this weird abstract 4284 02:42:07,030 --> 02:42:05,040 experience with a gray being and i say 4285 02:42:09,429 --> 02:42:07,040 abstract because think of like an x-ray 4286 02:42:11,670 --> 02:42:09,439 picture right it was as if i was in an 4287 02:42:13,030 --> 02:42:11,680 abstract realm does that if that makes 4288 02:42:14,950 --> 02:42:13,040 sense i don't know but it was like 4289 02:42:17,110 --> 02:42:14,960 blackness and i would see like the 4290 02:42:19,349 --> 02:42:17,120 skeletal of a gray 4291 02:42:20,950 --> 02:42:19,359 come from like a doorway and make eye 4292 02:42:23,349 --> 02:42:20,960 contact with me and i just remember 4293 02:42:25,590 --> 02:42:23,359 being on my bed screaming at the top of 4294 02:42:26,950 --> 02:42:25,600 my lungs every time it manifests and 4295 02:42:28,710 --> 02:42:26,960 when it would manifest it'd see me 4296 02:42:30,309 --> 02:42:28,720 scream it would get scared and run 4297 02:42:31,830 --> 02:42:30,319 toward it would run back 4298 02:42:33,590 --> 02:42:31,840 like where i couldn't see it and then 4299 02:42:35,269 --> 02:42:33,600 he'd come back again to check on me i'd 4300 02:42:37,269 --> 02:42:35,279 scream at the top of my lungs again he'd 4301 02:42:38,710 --> 02:42:37,279 get scared he'd run back again like 4302 02:42:39,670 --> 02:42:38,720 that's an experience that happened to me 4303 02:42:41,110 --> 02:42:39,680 when i was 4304 02:42:42,950 --> 02:42:41,120 living in my apartment before i had my 4305 02:42:45,269 --> 02:42:42,960 first astral projection experience it 4306 02:42:47,349 --> 02:42:45,279 was just it was so much fear but it was 4307 02:42:48,790 --> 02:42:47,359 like a skeletal gray it's just i don't 4308 02:42:49,670 --> 02:42:48,800 know how to explain it why that happened 4309 02:42:51,349 --> 02:42:49,680 to me 4310 02:42:53,670 --> 02:42:51,359 yes i've been to many experiences man 4311 02:42:54,389 --> 02:42:53,680 where i've been in the state of fear but 4312 02:42:56,469 --> 02:42:54,399 but 4313 02:42:58,630 --> 02:42:56,479 mastering the breath and meditation 4314 02:43:00,870 --> 02:42:58,640 getting into yoga learning about the 4315 02:43:03,030 --> 02:43:00,880 autobiography of yogi 4316 02:43:04,630 --> 02:43:03,040 yogananda i'm a huge advocate for you 4317 02:43:06,630 --> 02:43:04,640 know when i really started diving deeper 4318 02:43:08,630 --> 02:43:06,640 into the spiritual aspect i started 4319 02:43:10,389 --> 02:43:08,640 understanding more the spirit realm 4320 02:43:12,389 --> 02:43:10,399 having astral projection lucid dream 4321 02:43:14,630 --> 02:43:12,399 experiences this is what gave me the 4322 02:43:16,309 --> 02:43:14,640 confidence and the power to lose the 4323 02:43:18,230 --> 02:43:16,319 fear of that because i started 4324 02:43:19,910 --> 02:43:18,240 understanding well first of all 4325 02:43:22,710 --> 02:43:19,920 you cannot experience that which you are 4326 02:43:24,630 --> 02:43:22,720 not the vibration of so if i elevate my 4327 02:43:26,469 --> 02:43:24,640 frequency to a point where i am standing 4328 02:43:28,309 --> 02:43:26,479 in my power all the time these beings 4329 02:43:30,389 --> 02:43:28,319 can't even manifest themselves in my 4330 02:43:32,950 --> 02:43:30,399 presence i started understanding the 4331 02:43:34,309 --> 02:43:32,960 power of frequencies you know and that's 4332 02:43:36,309 --> 02:43:34,319 what changed my experiences it was like 4333 02:43:37,910 --> 02:43:36,319 from that point forward i started i 4334 02:43:39,429 --> 02:43:37,920 stopped having negative scary 4335 02:43:41,349 --> 02:43:39,439 experiences and that's when i started 4336 02:43:42,870 --> 02:43:41,359 having like those experiences with the 4337 02:43:43,990 --> 02:43:42,880 asian group and you know all these 4338 02:43:46,230 --> 02:43:44,000 different beings started becoming more 4339 02:43:48,070 --> 02:43:46,240 benevolent because i changed my mindset 4340 02:43:50,230 --> 02:43:48,080 i was no longer allowing i was learning 4341 02:43:52,150 --> 02:43:50,240 how to protect my energy not allowing 4342 02:43:53,429 --> 02:43:52,160 those things in but at that time when 4343 02:43:55,269 --> 02:43:53,439 you first start meditating you're open 4344 02:43:56,710 --> 02:43:55,279 to anything you just you're just so 4345 02:43:58,710 --> 02:43:56,720 fascinated by it all that you're just 4346 02:43:59,990 --> 02:43:58,720 like yes i don't experience it all you 4347 02:44:01,190 --> 02:44:00,000 don't understand how to protect your 4348 02:44:03,190 --> 02:44:01,200 energy you don't understand that these 4349 02:44:05,830 --> 02:44:03,200 beings will attach themselves to your 4350 02:44:07,590 --> 02:44:05,840 field and like an energy vampire suck 4351 02:44:09,510 --> 02:44:07,600 you dry man they'll really take your 4352 02:44:11,190 --> 02:44:09,520 energy away from you you have to be 4353 02:44:12,870 --> 02:44:11,200 careful when dealing with these kind of 4354 02:44:15,830 --> 02:44:12,880 things because you need to first learn 4355 02:44:17,910 --> 02:44:15,840 energy protection stage horizontal you 4356 02:44:19,910 --> 02:44:17,920 know praying setting intentions whatever 4357 02:44:22,230 --> 02:44:19,920 the case may be you have to learn how to 4358 02:44:23,269 --> 02:44:22,240 uh protect your energies crystals 4359 02:44:26,150 --> 02:44:23,279 whatever 4360 02:44:29,510 --> 02:44:26,160 right right right my uh 4361 02:44:32,190 --> 02:44:29,520 i've only had one bonafide real 4362 02:44:38,630 --> 02:44:32,200 sleep paralysis moment and this was uh 4363 02:44:40,950 --> 02:44:38,640 27 years ago 1995. nice and uh but 4364 02:44:42,550 --> 02:44:40,960 uh i did i had never heard of sleep 4365 02:44:45,190 --> 02:44:42,560 paralysis 4366 02:44:47,830 --> 02:44:45,200 there was definitely one of the 4367 02:44:50,389 --> 02:44:47,840 my experience was about 15 minutes long 4368 02:44:51,990 --> 02:44:50,399 there was this being uh at the foot of 4369 02:44:54,550 --> 02:44:52,000 my bed 4370 02:44:56,070 --> 02:44:54,560 i've never gone into the details of it 4371 02:44:57,830 --> 02:44:56,080 because i don't want to pollute other 4372 02:45:00,790 --> 02:44:57,840 people's minds and 4373 02:45:02,790 --> 02:45:00,800 and and things but i listen to other 4374 02:45:05,349 --> 02:45:02,800 people's experiences and 4375 02:45:07,750 --> 02:45:05,359 and connect it with mine and and and 4376 02:45:09,429 --> 02:45:07,760 things but here's the deal 4377 02:45:10,870 --> 02:45:09,439 i looked at this 4378 02:45:14,790 --> 02:45:10,880 this this 4379 02:45:15,510 --> 02:45:14,800 person this thing for 15 minutes um 4380 02:45:17,349 --> 02:45:15,520 and 4381 02:45:19,750 --> 02:45:17,359 when i finally came out of this when i 4382 02:45:22,389 --> 02:45:19,760 was able to move this thing was gone but 4383 02:45:24,389 --> 02:45:22,399 but here's my point 4384 02:45:26,710 --> 02:45:24,399 now um 4385 02:45:28,389 --> 02:45:26,720 i got into a little bit of research on 4386 02:45:31,590 --> 02:45:28,399 this and probably 4387 02:45:34,790 --> 02:45:31,600 i slept with the lights on for 10 years 4388 02:45:37,269 --> 02:45:34,800 and i started to find out more as years 4389 02:45:39,590 --> 02:45:37,279 have gone by about what sleep paralysis 4390 02:45:41,990 --> 02:45:39,600 is now certainly over the last 10 years 4391 02:45:43,750 --> 02:45:42,000 i've interviewed many people about this 4392 02:45:45,670 --> 02:45:43,760 and and talked about it a lot and i've 4393 02:45:47,590 --> 02:45:45,680 done a lot of research on it 4394 02:45:50,309 --> 02:45:47,600 here's the trippy part 4395 02:45:53,349 --> 02:45:50,319 it never happened to me again 4396 02:45:56,070 --> 02:45:53,359 right and so that one single and it was 4397 02:45:57,349 --> 02:45:56,080 terrifying it sucked i did not enjoy it 4398 02:46:00,790 --> 02:45:57,359 it does suck when you're going through 4399 02:46:04,790 --> 02:46:00,800 it for sure it was not fun 4400 02:46:06,950 --> 02:46:04,800 yeah i'm telling you right um so anyway 4401 02:46:08,309 --> 02:46:06,960 but it never happened again 4402 02:46:11,349 --> 02:46:08,319 so why 4403 02:46:12,389 --> 02:46:11,359 is it that all of my experiences since 4404 02:46:14,550 --> 02:46:12,399 then 4405 02:46:15,590 --> 02:46:14,560 have been pretty cool right pretty 4406 02:46:18,230 --> 02:46:15,600 positive 4407 02:46:21,030 --> 02:46:18,240 i've never had a repeat of of sleep 4408 02:46:23,269 --> 02:46:21,040 paralysis and i i i certainly don't know 4409 02:46:25,190 --> 02:46:23,279 why i haven't practiced 4410 02:46:27,910 --> 02:46:25,200 meditation or 4411 02:46:29,750 --> 02:46:27,920 you know putting salt by my bedroom door 4412 02:46:31,269 --> 02:46:29,760 or whatever it is you know i haven't 4413 02:46:33,910 --> 02:46:31,279 done any of that 4414 02:46:34,950 --> 02:46:33,920 but um all of my experiences since then 4415 02:46:36,710 --> 02:46:34,960 have been 4416 02:46:39,349 --> 02:46:36,720 you know generally pretty positive and 4417 02:46:41,190 --> 02:46:39,359 pretty cool i i don't know why maybe 4418 02:46:43,670 --> 02:46:41,200 that initial negative experience was to 4419 02:46:45,349 --> 02:46:43,680 just jump start your mind to expand you 4420 02:46:46,309 --> 02:46:45,359 to the point that these things is real 4421 02:46:47,910 --> 02:46:46,319 and you know once you had that 4422 02:46:48,950 --> 02:46:47,920 experience it's like you subconsciously 4423 02:46:50,790 --> 02:46:48,960 made that choice i don't want to 4424 02:46:52,550 --> 02:46:50,800 experience that again and just by making 4425 02:46:53,910 --> 02:46:52,560 that choice you're now 4426 02:46:55,110 --> 02:46:53,920 attracting differently you know what i'm 4427 02:46:56,469 --> 02:46:55,120 saying you're not in that frequency 4428 02:46:57,910 --> 02:46:56,479 anymore to attract that negative 4429 02:46:59,030 --> 02:46:57,920 experience so maybe that experience 4430 02:47:00,230 --> 02:46:59,040 remember everything is divinely 4431 02:47:01,590 --> 02:47:00,240 orchestrated to me everything happens 4432 02:47:03,590 --> 02:47:01,600 for a reason even the negative 4433 02:47:05,030 --> 02:47:03,600 experiences in our lives is for a reason 4434 02:47:06,389 --> 02:47:05,040 that we can't understand in that moment 4435 02:47:07,830 --> 02:47:06,399 but eventually we could look back and 4436 02:47:09,830 --> 02:47:07,840 understand correlation of why it 4437 02:47:11,750 --> 02:47:09,840 happened so it's like that experience 4438 02:47:13,670 --> 02:47:11,760 for you in my opinion what i get from 4439 02:47:15,190 --> 02:47:13,680 spirit is that that experience has to 4440 02:47:16,710 --> 02:47:15,200 happen to you so that you can become 4441 02:47:19,110 --> 02:47:16,720 more open-minded it's the fact that this 4442 02:47:20,550 --> 02:47:19,120 is real phenomenon and now you can play 4443 02:47:21,910 --> 02:47:20,560 around with it and choose which which 4444 02:47:23,429 --> 02:47:21,920 frequency you choose to experience the 4445 02:47:24,790 --> 02:47:23,439 benevolent one or the malevolent one 4446 02:47:26,389 --> 02:47:24,800 again you know what i mean 4447 02:47:28,389 --> 02:47:26,399 and so that's why it's never happened to 4448 02:47:30,550 --> 02:47:28,399 you it's you made that conscious choice 4449 02:47:31,830 --> 02:47:30,560 subconsciously maybe to not want to go 4450 02:47:33,030 --> 02:47:31,840 to that again and now you don't attract 4451 02:47:36,389 --> 02:47:33,040 that stuff 4452 02:47:38,630 --> 02:47:36,399 i remember um uh here's here's one one 4453 02:47:41,190 --> 02:47:38,640 thing i'll share with you so 4454 02:47:43,590 --> 02:47:41,200 i go through my condo i turn on all the 4455 02:47:45,510 --> 02:47:43,600 lights nobody's there the doors are 4456 02:47:47,510 --> 02:47:45,520 locked the sliding glass doors are 4457 02:47:49,190 --> 02:47:47,520 locked and i was a bit confused i went 4458 02:47:51,670 --> 02:47:49,200 back into 4459 02:47:53,670 --> 02:47:51,680 my bedroom over by the sliding glass 4460 02:47:55,269 --> 02:47:53,680 doors there was a patio in my in my 4461 02:47:58,070 --> 02:47:55,279 bedroom right okay 4462 02:48:00,710 --> 02:47:58,080 and i i literally 4463 02:48:02,630 --> 02:48:00,720 opened up the blinds and looked up 4464 02:48:05,910 --> 02:48:02,640 and thought to myself 4465 02:48:08,309 --> 02:48:05,920 was there a flying saucer over my house 4466 02:48:09,590 --> 02:48:08,319 in sherman oaks wouldn't people have 4467 02:48:11,269 --> 02:48:09,600 noticed that 4468 02:48:13,510 --> 02:48:11,279 this is a city 4469 02:48:17,030 --> 02:48:13,520 this is los angeles 4470 02:48:20,510 --> 02:48:17,040 and i found myself looking up at the sky 4471 02:48:23,190 --> 02:48:20,520 thinking about that and i did make an 4472 02:48:25,670 --> 02:48:23,200 extraterrestrial connection to this i i 4473 02:48:27,429 --> 02:48:25,680 really did and it 4474 02:48:29,030 --> 02:48:27,439 it was something that 4475 02:48:31,830 --> 02:48:29,040 i thought about 4476 02:48:32,790 --> 02:48:31,840 for years was that was there a craft 4477 02:48:37,110 --> 02:48:32,800 above 4478 02:48:38,550 --> 02:48:37,120 about it for that much you knew that 4479 02:48:39,990 --> 02:48:38,560 there was something like you might have 4480 02:48:41,670 --> 02:48:40,000 had an abduction experience and you were 4481 02:48:42,950 --> 02:48:41,680 put back in that moment you just knew 4482 02:48:44,389 --> 02:48:42,960 that something happened and you just 4483 02:48:46,710 --> 02:48:44,399 can't remember though but you know in 4484 02:48:48,790 --> 02:48:46,720 your soul something happened that day 4485 02:48:50,790 --> 02:48:48,800 yeah i'm not going there i've had so 4486 02:48:55,349 --> 02:48:50,800 many people i've had so many offers you 4487 02:49:00,309 --> 02:48:56,630 you don't want to do it 4488 02:49:03,990 --> 02:49:02,070 when you're meant to find out you will 4489 02:49:06,790 --> 02:49:04,000 yeah let's just leave it right there 4490 02:49:09,429 --> 02:49:06,800 that's what i've always told myself 4491 02:49:13,110 --> 02:49:09,439 i'm cool i'm cool it was a great 4492 02:49:15,190 --> 02:49:13,120 experience and i'm i'm really glad um in 4493 02:49:16,790 --> 02:49:15,200 a strange way 4494 02:49:19,910 --> 02:49:16,800 that it happened 4495 02:49:23,349 --> 02:49:19,920 because um it gives you a point of 4496 02:49:25,429 --> 02:49:23,359 reference when i'm interviewing others 4497 02:49:28,630 --> 02:49:25,439 um to understand what they're trying to 4498 02:49:31,590 --> 02:49:28,640 say and also i pick up on those little 4499 02:49:34,630 --> 02:49:31,600 little nuggets right those little clues 4500 02:49:37,190 --> 02:49:34,640 that their experience is as was as real 4501 02:49:38,870 --> 02:49:37,200 as mine absolutely you know what i mean 4502 02:49:41,110 --> 02:49:38,880 and um 4503 02:49:43,830 --> 02:49:41,120 and it's kind of like uh we were talking 4504 02:49:45,670 --> 02:49:43,840 about this the other day on the show 4505 02:49:48,550 --> 02:49:45,680 dmt 4506 02:49:50,389 --> 02:49:48,560 um i haven't done that right i haven't 4507 02:49:52,870 --> 02:49:50,399 done it i haven't had an ayahuasca 4508 02:49:55,349 --> 02:49:52,880 ceremony or a deal yeah i mean either i 4509 02:49:56,309 --> 02:49:55,359 haven't done it but i've interviewed so 4510 02:49:59,190 --> 02:49:56,319 many 4511 02:50:00,630 --> 02:49:59,200 and so is it best 4512 02:50:04,309 --> 02:50:00,640 for 4513 02:50:07,269 --> 02:50:04,319 research purposes only cruz right to at 4514 02:50:10,469 --> 02:50:07,279 least uh do it one time 4515 02:50:11,750 --> 02:50:10,479 so i have a point of reference in future 4516 02:50:13,269 --> 02:50:11,760 interviews 4517 02:50:15,830 --> 02:50:13,279 because i feel like 4518 02:50:18,870 --> 02:50:15,840 a guy sorry no no because i you know 4519 02:50:20,870 --> 02:50:18,880 like the sleep paralysis uh 4520 02:50:23,590 --> 02:50:20,880 experience that i've had i can talk 4521 02:50:26,550 --> 02:50:23,600 about it right but i 4522 02:50:27,990 --> 02:50:26,560 i know what i went through right so 4523 02:50:28,870 --> 02:50:28,000 should i 4524 02:50:30,870 --> 02:50:28,880 right 4525 02:50:32,389 --> 02:50:30,880 should i have a regression so i have a 4526 02:50:34,309 --> 02:50:32,399 point of reference 4527 02:50:36,070 --> 02:50:34,319 should i you know so when i talk to 4528 02:50:38,550 --> 02:50:36,080 people about regressions in the future 4529 02:50:43,670 --> 02:50:38,560 that i have that experience and 4530 02:50:44,710 --> 02:50:43,680 or dmt um or ayahuasca do i do it one 4531 02:50:47,429 --> 02:50:44,720 time 4532 02:50:49,510 --> 02:50:47,439 so i have a point of reference so maybe 4533 02:50:51,750 --> 02:50:49,520 maybe i'll do a regression at some point 4534 02:50:53,269 --> 02:50:51,760 maybe maybe whenever you're ready you 4535 02:50:54,550 --> 02:50:53,279 know your soul will know when it's ready 4536 02:50:56,150 --> 02:50:54,560 for something like that it'll just feel 4537 02:50:57,030 --> 02:50:56,160 like it's time to do it you'll have an 4538 02:50:59,349 --> 02:50:57,040 interest 4539 02:51:01,510 --> 02:50:59,359 have you have you had regression done 4540 02:51:03,670 --> 02:51:01,520 i've never done it man i've actually 4541 02:51:06,070 --> 02:51:03,680 been i have a friend in south florida 4542 02:51:07,590 --> 02:51:06,080 his name is marlon she's got like fifty 4543 02:51:10,630 --> 02:51:07,600 thousand followers on instagram he 4544 02:51:12,950 --> 02:51:10,640 actually took dolores cannon's last um 4545 02:51:14,469 --> 02:51:12,960 workshop before she died he does all of 4546 02:51:15,750 --> 02:51:14,479 that stuff like you know that he tells 4547 02:51:17,750 --> 02:51:15,760 me a cruise let me get a session on you 4548 02:51:19,190 --> 02:51:17,760 i could do a past live aggression i 4549 02:51:21,590 --> 02:51:19,200 haven't talked to him in probably over a 4550 02:51:22,790 --> 02:51:21,600 year but yeah man like something inside 4551 02:51:23,910 --> 02:51:22,800 of me was like i don't know why it's 4552 02:51:25,269 --> 02:51:23,920 like even though i probably could do it 4553 02:51:28,230 --> 02:51:25,279 something inside me just didn't i guess 4554 02:51:29,830 --> 02:51:28,240 i wasn't ready to go through it but 4555 02:51:31,510 --> 02:51:29,840 to add on to what you were saying man 4556 02:51:33,269 --> 02:51:31,520 like 4557 02:51:35,429 --> 02:51:33,279 you know how they say when you meditate 4558 02:51:37,190 --> 02:51:35,439 in pure darkness your pineal gland 4559 02:51:38,630 --> 02:51:37,200 secretes more dmt and that's why when 4560 02:51:40,790 --> 02:51:38,640 you meditate in darkness you have more 4561 02:51:42,550 --> 02:51:40,800 of a like a hallucinogenic experience i 4562 02:51:45,429 --> 02:51:42,560 feel like i've had so many of those 4563 02:51:46,389 --> 02:51:45,439 experiences and because of that that i 4564 02:51:48,309 --> 02:51:46,399 don't 4565 02:51:49,910 --> 02:51:48,319 care for shrooms psychedelics none of 4566 02:51:51,349 --> 02:51:49,920 that stuff because i feel like i already 4567 02:51:52,389 --> 02:51:51,359 go through that experience sober you 4568 02:51:54,309 --> 02:51:52,399 know what i mean so i don't really feel 4569 02:51:56,150 --> 02:51:54,319 like i need it to see what it can bring 4570 02:51:58,790 --> 02:51:56,160 me i understand the science of these 4571 02:52:00,950 --> 02:51:58,800 tools that the purpose of them is to 4572 02:52:03,349 --> 02:52:00,960 broaden the senses of a human being who 4573 02:52:05,510 --> 02:52:03,359 doesn't have any basis or awareness but 4574 02:52:07,750 --> 02:52:05,520 once they do something like bmt or 4575 02:52:09,750 --> 02:52:07,760 shrooms or ayahuasca they have such a 4576 02:52:11,429 --> 02:52:09,760 profound experience that it changes them 4577 02:52:12,630 --> 02:52:11,439 forever but what happens when there's a 4578 02:52:14,230 --> 02:52:12,640 human being who's been doing this since 4579 02:52:16,950 --> 02:52:14,240 they were 18 years old having profound 4580 02:52:18,630 --> 02:52:16,960 experiences already you don't really get 4581 02:52:20,309 --> 02:52:18,640 you don't really get intrigued by the 4582 02:52:22,070 --> 02:52:20,319 thought of trying shrooms for example 4583 02:52:23,670 --> 02:52:22,080 like i've done shrooms twice in my life 4584 02:52:26,309 --> 02:52:23,680 and the two times that i did it i didn't 4585 02:52:29,110 --> 02:52:26,319 like it i was nauseous the entire time i 4586 02:52:31,269 --> 02:52:29,120 could feel as if if i was to just close 4587 02:52:33,830 --> 02:52:31,279 my eyes and let go yes i could tell that 4588 02:52:35,590 --> 02:52:33,840 if i just let go of my awareness i could 4589 02:52:37,269 --> 02:52:35,600 sense that i was just gonna just go into 4590 02:52:39,670 --> 02:52:37,279 the universe somewhere because i could 4591 02:52:41,429 --> 02:52:39,680 feel myself slipping out of reality but 4592 02:52:43,429 --> 02:52:41,439 i was just holding it there but what i 4593 02:52:45,510 --> 02:52:43,439 didn't like is the fact that i was just 4594 02:52:48,389 --> 02:52:45,520 nauseous the entire time it was as if 4595 02:52:49,910 --> 02:52:48,399 the nausea took away from the experience 4596 02:52:51,830 --> 02:52:49,920 the two times that i did it it was like 4597 02:52:53,670 --> 02:52:51,840 that so i was just like this is not for 4598 02:52:55,910 --> 02:52:53,680 me i'm not really into it now that i 4599 02:52:57,910 --> 02:52:55,920 have friends who micro dose will swear 4600 02:52:58,950 --> 02:52:57,920 by it has helped them heal and all these 4601 02:53:00,790 --> 02:52:58,960 things 4602 02:53:02,870 --> 02:53:00,800 i just feel like i have so much profound 4603 02:53:04,230 --> 02:53:02,880 meditative visual experiences at this 4604 02:53:06,710 --> 02:53:04,240 point it doesn't intrigue me i don't 4605 02:53:08,870 --> 02:53:06,720 need it because i've had it sober and so 4606 02:53:10,710 --> 02:53:08,880 it's like to me it's more profound when 4607 02:53:12,630 --> 02:53:10,720 it's sober and you experience a being or 4608 02:53:13,750 --> 02:53:12,640 a realm or whatever it's way more 4609 02:53:15,349 --> 02:53:13,760 profound than when you're under the 4610 02:53:17,990 --> 02:53:15,359 anxious you know 4611 02:53:19,670 --> 02:53:18,000 yeah there is uh when you meditate in 4612 02:53:22,230 --> 02:53:19,680 the dark and 4613 02:53:25,670 --> 02:53:22,240 your pineal gland is releasing 4614 02:53:27,670 --> 02:53:25,680 um and melatonin is created 4615 02:53:31,269 --> 02:53:27,680 and then when you open your eyes to the 4616 02:53:34,070 --> 02:53:31,279 sunlight and expose yourself to to light 4617 02:53:35,670 --> 02:53:34,080 then the melatonin is chemically turned 4618 02:53:38,550 --> 02:53:35,680 into serotonin 4619 02:53:39,349 --> 02:53:38,560 and this chemical change in this 4620 02:53:41,670 --> 02:53:39,359 right 4621 02:53:43,590 --> 02:53:41,680 awareness and it's a way that's that's 4622 02:53:45,349 --> 02:53:43,600 why when you wake up in the morning and 4623 02:53:47,670 --> 02:53:45,359 you open your eyes 4624 02:53:49,590 --> 02:53:47,680 all of that is converted that that's 4625 02:53:51,670 --> 02:53:49,600 what happens and so if you meditate in 4626 02:53:53,510 --> 02:53:51,680 the dark you are 4627 02:53:55,990 --> 02:53:53,520 you are doing what happens to you 4628 02:53:58,070 --> 02:53:56,000 naturally yeah eventually you have to 4629 02:53:59,990 --> 02:53:58,080 come out of that meditative state and 4630 02:54:01,830 --> 02:54:00,000 you got to open your eyes at some point 4631 02:54:05,110 --> 02:54:01,840 and when you do that 4632 02:54:07,990 --> 02:54:05,120 you force this uh this chemical change 4633 02:54:09,269 --> 02:54:08,000 in your body and there is a lot of uh 4634 02:54:11,110 --> 02:54:09,279 um 4635 02:54:13,110 --> 02:54:11,120 uh 4636 02:54:16,950 --> 02:54:13,120 how do i want to say this there's a lot 4637 02:54:18,150 --> 02:54:16,960 of ancient knowledge that that goes back 4638 02:54:21,269 --> 02:54:18,160 um 4639 02:54:23,670 --> 02:54:21,279 thousands of years about these practices 4640 02:54:26,950 --> 02:54:23,680 about meditating in the dark and then 4641 02:54:27,830 --> 02:54:26,960 and going outside and facing the morning 4642 02:54:30,150 --> 02:54:27,840 sun 4643 02:54:32,870 --> 02:54:30,160 right you go out blindfolded you're 4644 02:54:34,790 --> 02:54:32,880 facing the morning sun and then boom you 4645 02:54:37,110 --> 02:54:34,800 open your eye and then this explosion 4646 02:54:40,870 --> 02:54:37,120 happens yeah it's like overload sensory 4647 02:54:42,790 --> 02:54:40,880 overload right right right but 4648 02:54:45,429 --> 02:54:42,800 um 4649 02:54:47,349 --> 02:54:45,439 if you were regressed 4650 02:54:50,070 --> 02:54:47,359 is there certain things that you would 4651 02:54:52,550 --> 02:54:50,080 want to find out in other words like 4652 02:54:53,429 --> 02:54:52,560 with your friend would you want to 4653 02:54:55,910 --> 02:54:53,439 uh 4654 02:54:59,590 --> 02:54:55,920 focus on a certain event 4655 02:55:01,030 --> 02:54:59,600 right the asians the mustard dude right 4656 02:55:03,110 --> 02:55:01,040 honestly 4657 02:55:05,190 --> 02:55:03,120 um of course for sure man just to see 4658 02:55:06,550 --> 02:55:05,200 what else happened you know the the the 4659 02:55:07,750 --> 02:55:06,560 astral projection experience where 4660 02:55:09,429 --> 02:55:07,760 everything went white when i entered the 4661 02:55:11,030 --> 02:55:09,439 portal ended up in my bed in the morning 4662 02:55:13,349 --> 02:55:11,040 like i would love to know what happened 4663 02:55:15,110 --> 02:55:13,359 in the in between or with that giant 4664 02:55:16,790 --> 02:55:15,120 being i said that was disgusted by my 4665 02:55:18,550 --> 02:55:16,800 energy like what happened how did i 4666 02:55:20,389 --> 02:55:18,560 leave there how did i get back home of 4667 02:55:22,150 --> 02:55:20,399 course i would love to understand that 4668 02:55:23,590 --> 02:55:22,160 in terms of like past life progression 4669 02:55:25,429 --> 02:55:23,600 though i haven't shared this with you 4670 02:55:27,990 --> 02:55:25,439 yet but when i was 4671 02:55:30,150 --> 02:55:28,000 saying my age 1940 years old i had an 4672 02:55:33,269 --> 02:55:30,160 experience through a meditation i i got 4673 02:55:36,710 --> 02:55:33,279 to relive the way i died in a past life 4674 02:55:38,710 --> 02:55:36,720 and it was super crazy because i relived 4675 02:55:40,950 --> 02:55:38,720 it like i was put back in that body and 4676 02:55:43,190 --> 02:55:40,960 i died again it was disgusting 4677 02:55:45,190 --> 02:55:43,200 it was weird but it happened to me sober 4678 02:55:47,590 --> 02:55:45,200 during a meditation it wasn't even like 4679 02:55:50,550 --> 02:55:47,600 i was i didn't astral project i just got 4680 02:55:52,630 --> 02:55:50,560 so deep in a meditation that i went back 4681 02:55:54,870 --> 02:55:52,640 to medieval times the year exactly that 4682 02:55:56,630 --> 02:55:54,880 i died was 1495. 4683 02:55:58,790 --> 02:55:56,640 so i had an experience so that i i got 4684 02:56:01,510 --> 02:55:58,800 to relive that how i died i was actually 4685 02:56:03,030 --> 02:56:01,520 in war i i fought in this war and bro i 4686 02:56:04,870 --> 02:56:03,040 did my research on this jimmy you know 4687 02:56:07,750 --> 02:56:04,880 when i woke up i started researching 4688 02:56:09,349 --> 02:56:07,760 1495 wars all of these things to try to 4689 02:56:10,790 --> 02:56:09,359 correlate like oh you know what was that 4690 02:56:12,790 --> 02:56:10,800 and then i ended up coming across 4691 02:56:14,630 --> 02:56:12,800 information that correlated online like 4692 02:56:18,070 --> 02:56:14,640 there was this battle between 4693 02:56:20,150 --> 02:56:18,080 um in 1495 between france and italy 4694 02:56:21,670 --> 02:56:20,160 called a battle of fort nova something 4695 02:56:25,670 --> 02:56:21,680 like that i think it's called but it was 4696 02:56:27,910 --> 02:56:25,680 in 1495 from 1495 to 1497 4697 02:56:29,670 --> 02:56:27,920 and it just correlates to me because in 4698 02:56:32,070 --> 02:56:29,680 that experience you know i see the 4699 02:56:33,990 --> 02:56:32,080 numbers one four nine five and it's like 4700 02:56:36,469 --> 02:56:34,000 if you think of a movie uh when you're 4701 02:56:37,670 --> 02:56:36,479 like watching a war movie it was a war 4702 02:56:39,349 --> 02:56:37,680 going on and you're let's say like 4703 02:56:40,870 --> 02:56:39,359 you're the perspective an aerial view 4704 02:56:43,110 --> 02:56:40,880 but you see it starts like zooming in 4705 02:56:44,469 --> 02:56:43,120 into the war like that so that's that's 4706 02:56:46,469 --> 02:56:44,479 how the experience happened for me i 4707 02:56:49,030 --> 02:56:46,479 went to this deep meditative experience 4708 02:56:50,870 --> 02:56:49,040 i started seeing huge numbers one four 4709 02:56:53,750 --> 02:56:50,880 nine five so i correlated that to the 4710 02:56:55,670 --> 02:56:53,760 year 1495 stuck out to me the most those 4711 02:56:56,870 --> 02:56:55,680 numbers and then i started i saw this 4712 02:56:58,870 --> 02:56:56,880 man 4713 02:57:00,309 --> 02:56:58,880 long blonde hair 4714 02:57:02,230 --> 02:57:00,319 it was like he was a knight like he was 4715 02:57:03,670 --> 02:57:02,240 a fighter in the war with our warrior 4716 02:57:05,910 --> 02:57:03,680 but he had long blonde hair he didn't 4717 02:57:08,790 --> 02:57:05,920 have his helmet on and i just felt 4718 02:57:11,429 --> 02:57:08,800 emotional when i saw him it was like i 4719 02:57:13,510 --> 02:57:11,439 my soul knew when i saw this man that it 4720 02:57:15,990 --> 02:57:13,520 was me it was like yo that's me like i 4721 02:57:17,590 --> 02:57:16,000 could i felt emotional staring at him 4722 02:57:19,110 --> 02:57:17,600 but he didn't look like how i looked in 4723 02:57:20,469 --> 02:57:19,120 this life it was just another man with 4724 02:57:23,190 --> 02:57:20,479 long blonde hair 4725 02:57:25,830 --> 02:57:23,200 but that's just what i saw and so it was 4726 02:57:27,670 --> 02:57:25,840 weird because i see this war 4727 02:57:29,510 --> 02:57:27,680 scene like people dying and all this 4728 02:57:30,710 --> 02:57:29,520 crap happening and i see that that man 4729 02:57:32,230 --> 02:57:30,720 with the long blonde hair had a lot of 4730 02:57:33,670 --> 02:57:32,240 fear in his face like i guess i was a 4731 02:57:35,510 --> 02:57:33,680 freaks i knew i was about to die or 4732 02:57:37,349 --> 02:57:35,520 something i don't know but anyways it 4733 02:57:39,510 --> 02:57:37,359 goes from me observing him from the 4734 02:57:43,510 --> 02:57:39,520 outside's perspective and then out of 4735 02:57:45,830 --> 02:57:43,520 nowhere i am thrown into his body and i 4736 02:57:48,870 --> 02:57:45,840 got to relive the last five minutes of 4737 02:57:51,429 --> 02:57:48,880 my life like i saw how i died and it 4738 02:57:53,349 --> 02:57:51,439 tripped me out because you know i'm like 4739 02:57:54,950 --> 02:57:53,359 a 19 year old kid man just meditating in 4740 02:57:56,389 --> 02:57:54,960 my room going through this experience 4741 02:57:57,590 --> 02:57:56,399 sober you know what i'm saying so i'm 4742 02:57:59,830 --> 02:57:57,600 like what 4743 02:58:01,830 --> 02:57:59,840 bro so if you want to know how i died 4744 02:58:05,510 --> 02:58:01,840 i'm sure people want to know 4745 02:58:08,790 --> 02:58:05,520 um all i remember is at nighttime i see 4746 02:58:11,670 --> 02:58:08,800 a burning log there's a log on fire and 4747 02:58:13,030 --> 02:58:11,680 all i hear is suffering people scream me 4748 02:58:15,670 --> 02:58:13,040 you know obviously they're just dying i 4749 02:58:17,590 --> 02:58:15,680 just hear suffering i guess i must have 4750 02:58:19,590 --> 02:58:17,600 fell off my horse or something because i 4751 02:58:21,990 --> 02:58:19,600 was in a straight shock of like a state 4752 02:58:24,469 --> 02:58:22,000 of fear knowing like oh crap i'm on foot 4753 02:58:26,790 --> 02:58:24,479 right now like i was just on foot afraid 4754 02:58:29,590 --> 02:58:26,800 and all i remember hearing is horses 4755 02:58:30,790 --> 02:58:29,600 footsteps behind me bro this is when i 4756 02:58:34,790 --> 02:58:30,800 die 4757 02:58:36,469 --> 02:58:34,800 i saw a sword come out of my chest so 4758 02:58:38,389 --> 02:58:36,479 that means that whoever killed me from 4759 02:58:40,469 --> 02:58:38,399 the back literally backstabbed me they 4760 02:58:42,710 --> 02:58:40,479 put their sword through my back it came 4761 02:58:45,030 --> 02:58:42,720 out my chest and when it came out my 4762 02:58:47,590 --> 02:58:45,040 chest i remember my eyes my mouth 4763 02:58:49,269 --> 02:58:47,600 opening and i just saw all white and i'm 4764 02:58:51,190 --> 02:58:49,279 back in my room 4765 02:58:53,269 --> 02:58:51,200 and my medic like my meditation stopped 4766 02:58:55,990 --> 02:58:53,279 and i'm back in my room and my body as 4767 02:58:58,070 --> 02:58:56,000 crews again and i just got so emotional 4768 02:59:00,070 --> 02:58:58,080 because i was like what the f you know 4769 02:59:03,190 --> 02:59:00,080 what the hell happened to me like i 4770 02:59:05,030 --> 02:59:03,200 literally experienced dying like i saw 4771 02:59:07,190 --> 02:59:05,040 what happens the moment i die everything 4772 02:59:08,790 --> 02:59:07,200 just goes white and i saw this sword 4773 02:59:10,950 --> 02:59:08,800 coming through my chest and i heard the 4774 02:59:12,389 --> 02:59:10,960 shielding sound going through my body i 4775 02:59:15,269 --> 02:59:12,399 guess because the armor i was wearing i 4776 02:59:18,630 --> 02:59:15,279 don't know but what's weird bro is that 4777 02:59:20,630 --> 02:59:18,640 in this lifetime i was born with blonde 4778 02:59:23,269 --> 02:59:20,640 hair until i was three or four years old 4779 02:59:26,070 --> 02:59:23,279 my hair turned dark brown and dark and 4780 02:59:27,910 --> 02:59:26,080 on my father's side on his mother's side 4781 02:59:30,630 --> 02:59:27,920 my great grandfather is biracial he's 4782 02:59:33,110 --> 02:59:30,640 half black african half italian and the 4783 02:59:35,269 --> 02:59:33,120 italian side their last name is felisola 4784 02:59:36,389 --> 02:59:35,279 they were green eyed and blonde hair so 4785 02:59:38,790 --> 02:59:36,399 i'm like 4786 02:59:40,950 --> 02:59:38,800 i must have remanded reincarnated into 4787 02:59:43,030 --> 02:59:40,960 the same bloodline 500 years later 4788 02:59:45,990 --> 02:59:43,040 because it's just the italian 4789 02:59:48,309 --> 02:59:46,000 correlation the blonde hair the lifetime 4790 02:59:49,429 --> 02:59:48,319 that i had i mean bro it was just weird 4791 02:59:50,389 --> 02:59:49,439 you know what i mean like it was just 4792 02:59:53,269 --> 02:59:50,399 crazy 4793 02:59:55,429 --> 02:59:53,279 well you've got the eyes of a warrior uh 4794 02:59:57,670 --> 02:59:55,439 for sure hey cruz 4795 03:00:00,150 --> 02:59:57,680 what a great conversation tonight my man 4796 03:00:01,990 --> 03:00:00,160 uh thank you so much where can you 4797 03:00:03,910 --> 03:00:02,000 have me if somebody wants to go check 4798 03:00:06,309 --> 03:00:03,920 you out right now what's the best place 4799 03:00:09,349 --> 03:00:06,319 to go and do it my biggest following is 4800 03:00:11,630 --> 03:00:09,359 probably instagram um underscore cruise 4801 03:00:13,990 --> 03:00:11,640 through life underscore cruiser spell 4802 03:00:15,510 --> 03:00:14,000 c-r-e-w-z that's literally my biggest 4803 03:00:17,830 --> 03:00:15,520 platform where i have the most followers 4804 03:00:19,990 --> 03:00:17,840 like almost 40 000 at this point 4805 03:00:22,550 --> 03:00:20,000 um but i'm everywhere my music has been 4806 03:00:24,710 --> 03:00:22,560 found on all platforms spotify you know 4807 03:00:27,990 --> 03:00:24,720 youtube title apple music just search 4808 03:00:30,630 --> 03:00:28,000 cruise crvw z you'll see my music as i 4809 03:00:32,389 --> 03:00:30,640 told earlier in this um interview i also 4810 03:00:34,150 --> 03:00:32,399 am a meditation instructor i created my 4811 03:00:35,750 --> 03:00:34,160 own meditation course for anyone willing 4812 03:00:38,150 --> 03:00:35,760 to learn who wants to learn how to 4813 03:00:40,150 --> 03:00:38,160 master breath the benefits of meditation 4814 03:00:42,230 --> 03:00:40,160 i got a breathing exercise i got a 30 4815 03:00:44,550 --> 03:00:42,240 minute guided meditation as well all of 4816 03:00:46,070 --> 03:00:44,560 these you can find it on my website for 4817 03:00:49,590 --> 03:00:46,080 the meditation called it's called 4818 03:00:52,150 --> 03:00:49,600 meditate with cruise dot thinkific.com 4819 03:00:53,750 --> 03:00:52,160 i know jimmy uh added right there but 4820 03:00:55,830 --> 03:00:53,760 one last thing i want to add and share 4821 03:00:58,150 --> 03:00:55,840 with you is that i'm actually in the 4822 03:00:58,950 --> 03:00:58,160 process of putting out my first book 4823 03:00:59,990 --> 03:00:58,960 ever 4824 03:01:01,830 --> 03:01:00,000 i just 4825 03:01:03,429 --> 03:01:01,840 it's called becoming the ultimate human 4826 03:01:05,830 --> 03:01:03,439 i signed a publishing deal with a bit of 4827 03:01:07,429 --> 03:01:05,840 knowledge and it's due to release 4828 03:01:08,710 --> 03:01:07,439 sometime towards the ending of this 4829 03:01:11,349 --> 03:01:08,720 summer beginning of fall but it's 4830 03:01:13,110 --> 03:01:11,359 already done it's 11 chapters long 4831 03:01:15,110 --> 03:01:13,120 it's literally been my baby since 4832 03:01:16,389 --> 03:01:15,120 january of 2022 i've been working on 4833 03:01:19,190 --> 03:01:16,399 this book it took me about three months 4834 03:01:20,550 --> 03:01:19,200 to write it all but man i never thought 4835 03:01:22,230 --> 03:01:20,560 i was gonna be an author in this life 4836 03:01:23,910 --> 03:01:22,240 jimmy it just sounded too tedious for me 4837 03:01:25,510 --> 03:01:23,920 but with technologies nowadays i 4838 03:01:27,269 --> 03:01:25,520 literally just spoke my book into 4839 03:01:29,349 --> 03:01:27,279 existence it's just all recorded and 4840 03:01:30,950 --> 03:01:29,359 they managed to transcribe it so i'm 4841 03:01:32,469 --> 03:01:30,960 really excited to share this with you 4842 03:01:34,630 --> 03:01:32,479 guys because the book is called becoming 4843 03:01:36,630 --> 03:01:34,640 the ultimate human i'm very passionate 4844 03:01:38,630 --> 03:01:36,640 about attaining the highest aspect of 4845 03:01:40,870 --> 03:01:38,640 the human experience i want to know what 4846 03:01:43,110 --> 03:01:40,880 it's like to become like yeshua jesus 4847 03:01:46,070 --> 03:01:43,120 christ krishna all of these beings 4848 03:01:47,990 --> 03:01:46,080 babaji yogananda yukti swallahari maja 4849 03:01:50,309 --> 03:01:48,000 these are true earth avatars that had 4850 03:01:52,230 --> 03:01:50,319 abilities beyond our perception and 4851 03:01:54,469 --> 03:01:52,240 understanding and i am obsessed with 4852 03:01:56,309 --> 03:01:54,479 that i want to obtain that and so when i 4853 03:01:58,550 --> 03:01:56,319 read the autobiography of a yogi by 4854 03:02:01,030 --> 03:01:58,560 paulina mahamsa yogananda you get 4855 03:02:03,510 --> 03:02:01,040 exposed to the science of kriya yoga and 4856 03:02:05,670 --> 03:02:03,520 kriya yoga is a meditation of how a 4857 03:02:07,590 --> 03:02:05,680 human being can attain god consciousness 4858 03:02:09,750 --> 03:02:07,600 still in their human body which is what 4859 03:02:11,830 --> 03:02:09,760 these yogis did for thousands of years 4860 03:02:13,110 --> 03:02:11,840 so that book inspired me to write this 4861 03:02:15,670 --> 03:02:13,120 book because 4862 03:02:17,510 --> 03:02:15,680 i now understand everything in terms of 4863 03:02:19,990 --> 03:02:17,520 how what is the highest potential of a 4864 03:02:21,830 --> 03:02:20,000 human being how can jesus walk on water 4865 03:02:24,070 --> 03:02:21,840 heal the blind all of these things that 4866 03:02:26,230 --> 03:02:24,080 you think is fake but it's all abilities 4867 03:02:28,389 --> 03:02:26,240 that every human being has within them 4868 03:02:30,150 --> 03:02:28,399 so to unlock that how does it look like 4869 03:02:31,429 --> 03:02:30,160 what do you what what journey are you 4870 03:02:33,590 --> 03:02:31,439 going to come across when you make that 4871 03:02:35,429 --> 03:02:33,600 conscious choice to say yo i want to 4872 03:02:37,910 --> 03:02:35,439 become the ultimate human i want to 4873 03:02:39,910 --> 03:02:37,920 attain the ultimate form what does that 4874 03:02:40,550 --> 03:02:39,920 look like that's what my book is about 4875 03:02:42,469 --> 03:02:40,560 it's 4876 03:02:43,750 --> 03:02:42,479 basically the journey explaining to you 4877 03:02:45,190 --> 03:02:43,760 what you're going to come across when 4878 03:02:46,309 --> 03:02:45,200 you choose to embark on that journey 4879 03:02:47,510 --> 03:02:46,319 what you're going to integrate what you 4880 03:02:50,150 --> 03:02:47,520 need to learn all the different 4881 03:02:52,630 --> 03:02:50,160 samadhi's mahasamadhi you know it's just 4882 03:02:53,990 --> 03:02:52,640 it goes into a lot of deep things so i'm 4883 03:02:55,269 --> 03:02:54,000 being excited for this book i just 4884 03:02:56,870 --> 03:02:55,279 wanted to share that as the last thing 4885 03:02:58,630 --> 03:02:56,880 with your viewers so that way if you 4886 03:03:00,469 --> 03:02:58,640 guys are into reading this check that 4887 03:03:02,389 --> 03:03:00,479 out follow me on instagram cruise 4888 03:03:04,550 --> 03:03:02,399 through life we're doing a lot of things 4889 03:03:06,469 --> 03:03:04,560 guys a lot of things to awaken to the 4890 03:03:08,070 --> 03:03:06,479 people we're even into foreign exchange 4891 03:03:09,510 --> 03:03:08,080 market i'm a forex trader as well i've 4892 03:03:10,309 --> 03:03:09,520 been trading forex for almost three 4893 03:03:11,910 --> 03:03:10,319 years 4894 03:03:12,950 --> 03:03:11,920 and i'm getting into business with a 4895 03:03:14,790 --> 03:03:12,960 good friend of mine we have our own 4896 03:03:16,389 --> 03:03:14,800 trading academy but we're blending 4897 03:03:17,670 --> 03:03:16,399 trading with spirituality because 4898 03:03:19,510 --> 03:03:17,680 meditation goes hand-in-hand with 4899 03:03:20,870 --> 03:03:19,520 psychology when it comes to trading so 4900 03:03:22,630 --> 03:03:20,880 there's a lot of stuff that i'm that i'm 4901 03:03:24,389 --> 03:03:22,640 doing you know what i mean 4902 03:03:26,150 --> 03:03:24,399 and i'm very excited for it 4903 03:03:27,110 --> 03:03:26,160 you're the best man you are a huge 4904 03:03:28,389 --> 03:03:27,120 talent 4905 03:03:30,630 --> 03:03:28,399 cruz 4906 03:03:35,670 --> 03:03:30,640 what a show and i'm just proud to call 4907 03:03:38,790 --> 03:03:37,030 i can't wait till the next time you're 4908 03:03:40,630 --> 03:03:38,800 on the show yeah let's get it jimmy 4909 03:03:42,070 --> 03:03:40,640 appreciate you again honored grateful to 4910 03:03:43,990 --> 03:03:42,080 be here thank you so much brother love 4911 03:03:46,389 --> 03:03:44,000 you unconditionally and thank you to all 4912 03:03:48,389 --> 03:03:46,399 your viewers watching thank you so much 4913 03:03:51,030 --> 03:03:48,399 cruz and again 4914 03:03:54,230 --> 03:03:51,040 the links are below they're over at 4915 03:03:57,269 --> 03:03:56,469 you need to go follow listen and check 4916 03:03:59,830 --> 03:03:57,279 out 4917 03:04:01,910 --> 03:03:59,840 and and get involved with cruz is right 4918 03:04:03,830 --> 03:04:01,920 there i'm yours jimmy church what a 4919 03:04:06,550 --> 03:04:03,840 great show tonight i had so much fun 4920 03:04:07,990 --> 03:04:06,560 totally inspired and uh cruz you hang 4921 03:04:09,910 --> 03:04:08,000 hang right there i'm gonna talk to you 4922 03:04:13,429 --> 03:04:09,920 some more after the show 4923 03:04:16,389 --> 03:04:13,439 and uh there you go uh tomorrow night 4924 03:04:18,790 --> 03:04:16,399 karen dalman is here tomorrow night we 4925 03:04:23,910 --> 03:04:18,800 are going to do 4926 03:04:27,030 --> 03:04:23,920 ouija 101 this is a very serious 4927 03:04:28,870 --> 03:04:27,040 master class going down tomorrow night 4928 03:04:30,550 --> 03:04:28,880 peyton black is produced by hill j palm 4929 03:04:32,550 --> 03:04:30,560 renee dennis and kevin 4930 03:04:34,870 --> 03:04:32,560 announces our steve harder genevato mark 4931 03:04:37,269 --> 03:04:34,880 d kobar webmaster is drew the geek music 4932 03:04:39,429 --> 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